"Huh? It seems like I was asking you just now, right?" She said, then lowered her voice, "It seems like I was asking you how to solve your sex life, right?"
I didn't know how to answer her, "Azhu, can I not answer your question?"
"I must answer." She said seriously, and then came to see me, "Feng Xiao, you are not so disgusting, are you? You don't solve your own problems with your hands like some people do, do you?"
I suddenly felt a chill and said, "Azhu, I think your question is beyond the scope of science. So I refuse to answer."
"Is this a scientific issue?" she said, "Although that method is disgusting, it is completely understandable from a psychological point of view. Not only can that method relieve a person's psychological pressure, but it can also
Release long-standing desires. I’ve been reading books on psychology recently. Don’t hide it from me, I understand everything.”
At this time, the nanny came out. Azhu looked at me and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"
I nodded and felt relieved. I couldn't help but thank the nanny in my heart for coming out at the right time.
But what I didn't expect was that Azhu immediately took my hand and said, "Okay, let's go to the study and discuss this issue slowly."
I wanted to break free from her hand but found that she was holding me tightly. I looked at her and said, "Azhu, stop being naughty, that's it for today. I'm going to change the baby's diapers and feed her milk right away.
Woolen cloth."
However, at this time, the nanny said, "Uncle, you go talk about things, I will do those things."
I was stunned. Azhu laughed, "Feng Xiao, look, there is no reason now, right? Auntie, thank you."
After she finished speaking, she started to pull me hard again. I couldn't say anything more in front of the nanny, and I didn't want to get into trouble with Azula, so I had to follow her into the study.
Azhu closed the study door, turned around and smiled at me, "Continue."
I was a little nervous, "What are you going to do?"
"Tell me the truth. Tell me the truth. I will never laugh at you." She said to me, but I could clearly see that she was trying her best to hold back her smile.
I laughed. Of course, my laughter was fake and deliberate, because I had to get rid of this embarrassment. My effect was achieved, because my deliberate laughter finally brought out the real emotions she had held back.
Smile. She couldn't help but laugh along with me.
I turned around and was about to run out of the study, but she grabbed me and said, "Don't run, we'll talk after you finish answering the questions."
I struggled hard, but unexpectedly, her body was pulled into my arms, and her face suddenly pressed tightly against mine!
My face completely felt the outline of her lips. Our laughter stopped suddenly, the air around us suddenly solidified, and time suddenly stopped. My mind went blank.
I don't know how long it took, but I finally heard her softly say "let me go" in my arms. At the same time, I felt her body moving. I hurriedly let go.
"I believe you won't become a woman." She suddenly laughed.
I immediately understood what she meant, because just now, that part of me reacted disobediently! I quickly smiled awkwardly and said, "Azhu, so we can't make jokes like this anymore."
Her face turned crimson, "Feng Xiao, I finally believe that you are very carefree outside."
I didn't expect her to say this, so I hurriedly said: "Azhu, I have never had any bad thoughts towards you. If it hadn't been for you just now..."
She shook her head, "I know. Feng Xiao, Officer Tong is also your woman, right? One of them? I used to know that Su Hua and Zhuang Qing were both. Now that they are both gone, do you want to call Officer Tong too?"
Come to stay at your house? If you think it is inconvenient for me to live here, I can rent a house."
I don’t know how she knew about my relationship with Su Hua, except Zhuang Qing, because it was probably Su Hua who told her. But now that I heard her say this, I immediately said to her seriously: "Azhu,
Don't talk nonsense. Officer Tong and I are friends, just friends. Do you understand? It doesn't matter to me what you say, but I cannot tolerate you talking about Officer Tong like this, because your words are blasphemous and insulting to her. Do you understand?
"
She looked at me and nodded, "I believe you."
I suddenly became happy, "Azhu, although I am sometimes bad, I am not as bad as you imagined. Moreover, I don't want you to think that my badness affects others. Officer Tong is a respectable woman."
, you have to remember this. She has selflessly helped me and helped you. You have to remember this forever. Do you understand?"
She nodded and then laughed, "I understand now that your relationship with Officer Tong is very pure."
I smiled and said, "That's how it is."
She was still smiling, "So, that's the kind of relationship you have with Su Hua and Zhuang Qing? It seems that I guessed it right."
I was fooled! I suddenly understood in my heart.
She laughed "haha".
I was a little annoyed and said, "Azhu, this is my private life, why are you so curious?"
"Don't be angry." She still smiled, "Aren't you also curious about my private life? This is my concern for you. Just like you care about me. Didn't you say that we should get along like brothers and sisters?
If you go on, then I should also know about your private life, right? Otherwise, how can I care about you in the future?"
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Please, I don't need you to care about this kind of thing. I know how to deal with it myself."
"Now that Su Hua and Zhuang Qing are gone, do you really want to handle it with your hands?" she said with a frown.
I looked at her in astonishment, "Azhu, some jokes shouldn't be made casually. Didn't you say that you are still a young girl? How come you can say anything?"
"Don't be nervous, don't worry, I won't repay you personally as you imagine. But I will use other ways to solve your problem." She said to me with a smile.
I was so frightened, "Azhu, something's not right with you today. Forget it, I won't tell you anymore. I'm going to bed. You crazy girl."
She laughed behind me.
What I didn't expect was that she actually did something that shocked me the next day.
After leaving the study, I immediately went to the bathroom to get ready for bed. But A-Zhu wouldn't let me idle. She stood outside the bathroom door and talked to me.
"I'm leaving and going to the doctor's house," she said.
"Okay, go ahead and come back early." I told her.
"Forget it, I won't go. It's too late. I feel much better," she said again.
"You must persist. You already know your problem, so you need to persist even more." I said.
"Then you come and pick me up when the time comes." She lingered outside and did not leave.
"I went to bed right away to read a book, and I might fall asleep without knowing it. Azhu, you can take a taxi both there and back. There won't be any danger. Or you can call Auntie up, and you can go together." I said.
"Okay. It's okay if you don't come to pick me up. But you have to promise me something." She said.
"Tell me." I was already squatting on the toilet, feeling awkward and panicked.
"Tomorrow you can help me ask Gong Yilang if he has a girlfriend?" she said in a low voice.
I was a little surprised, "Didn't Su Hua ask? She said Gong Yilang doesn't have a girlfriend yet."
"He is so good. I don't believe it," she said.
I immediately laughed, "What if he says he already has a girlfriend? What are you going to do?"
She doesn't talk outside.
I suddenly felt that my words might have made her uncomfortable, so I hurriedly said: "Azhu, I think you should take the initiative. It doesn't matter even if he has a girlfriend, as long as he is not married yet, you have a chance. For you
For me, this is a rare opportunity, because you like him, and it gives him one more choice, and he can consider who is more suitable for him."
"What if he has two boats?" she finally spoke.
I was stunned and thought to myself, there are too many male hooligans in today’s society. Of course, I don’t admit that I am one of the male hooligans, but there should be more weak-willed men like me.
After thinking about it, he said, "Okay. I'll ask you tomorrow. I'll just go to work later."
She just left the door of the bathroom. Not long after, I heard her opening the door and going out. The sound of footsteps must have been her going out alone.
But I started to feel embarrassed: How should I tell Gong Yilang tomorrow?
I was holding my child in my bedroom. The door was already closed by me.
The child was awake, and he was looking at me with his eyes wide open. The child's eyes were dark and full of curiosity. I was thinking: The child must be thinking, who is this person holding him?
The child's hair is very dark, a little hard in texture, and has curly hair on the forehead, just like mine. I gently stroked the child's head, and his hair felt soft and comfortable in the palm of my hand. I looked at him,
There was a dreamlike feeling in my heart: Is this my son? Is it really true?
Really, sometimes I don’t quite believe that this world really exists, and I always feel that many things are just a dream.
Now when I think about my life, I realize that my junior high school years may have been the first time I realized my relationship with society, and initially had the concept of being a member of society. It was only in high school that I began to have fantasies: I
What will my future be like? Who may become my future wife? However, few people in middle school will think about another question: What will my future child look like? Will it be a boy or a girl? That
The reason why I didn’t think about such issues at this stage was because my children’s affairs were too far away from my reality at that time.
The real fantasy about children should be in college. Because at that time, we were close to the adult stage in terms of physical development and mental maturity. The more direct factor is that there are many peers around us.
We are already married and have children, so when we see all this, we can’t help but think about issues like fantasy. However, our fantasy is still vague and illusory. Because we still feel that we are very small at that time.