At this moment, I suddenly thought in my heart: Did he agree to this thing because of Su Hua or because of Azhu? But, it doesn’t seem right?
He took a sip of tea and then said: "My parents are both civil servants. I live in a happy and well-off family. Because I am the only child of my parents, they devoted all their efforts to me. I like acting, and my parents spent all their efforts on me.
I was paid a lot of money to go to a private art school. Such a school is a so-called "aristocratic school". The students in it are either rich or expensive. Because they all have no worries about food, clothing, and material life, and there are also handsome guys on campus.
My sister is in her youth, and many of her classmates are in pairs, so I have tasted the nectar of love early. Only I often wander around the campus alone, not interested in the opposite sex at all, but on the contrary, I am full of love for many male classmates.
Appreciate and like me, I always wonder if I am the "frigid" type of person that my classmates talk about privately.
Last winter vacation, one boring night, I casually browsed around on the Internet. A website aroused my interest, so I clicked to enter. Many people were calling for a one-night stand. I and a netizen named 'Wind Son'
After chatting for a long time, he praised me for my depth and said he wanted to meet me. He asked me if I could go to a big hotel in the city right away. He was waiting for me in the room. He hesitated for a long time, out of curiosity and looking for some exciting ideas.
Once we reached the top, my head started to heat up, so I took a taxi and went there.
I will always remember the sheets in that room, white thickened striped sheets. When I lay on the bed and was caressed by the Son of the Wind - caressing my face, lips and neck with his hands and lips, when he entered me gently,
My eyes were filled with these white sheets, and I felt suddenly swallowed up by the whiteness in front of me. When all the passion subsided and Feng Zhi and I fell asleep in each other's arms, I felt so close to him - a close lover.
, it’s really like this, an intimate lover! I also suddenly understood that what I loved was not a woman, but a man! But he later left, and he went abroad. But I know that what I love is actually a man. I love any woman.
No one is interested. Dr. Feng, I was fascinated by you when I saw you for the first time. You are so much like the son of the wind. Dr. Feng, I felt happy when I found out you were an obstetrician and gynecologist, and when I
When you see your wife in such a situation but you are not interested in other women, you know that we should be the same kind of people. Dr. Feng, can you like me? Please believe me, I am more feminine than a woman, and I will
Give you different feelings, including sex."
I didn't interrupt him. It wasn't that I was listening carefully, and it wasn't that something was really wrong with me. It was because I was shocked, so shocked that I even forgot to feel sick. I didn't expect that the legendary homosexual was actually inside me.
In front of me, and what he said to me was so emotional and bold.
He suddenly grabbed my hand. I waved it away hastily, "Gong Yilang, you are wrong. I am not the person you think I am. My sexual orientation is normal. But I do not object to other people's lifestyles. I'm sorry,
Since you didn’t come to my house to play the piano for money, you can end this job starting today, and I will pay you the fees immediately."
"Not only do you like women, you also like men like me. Do you understand? Maybe you don't know it yet. Brother Feng, there are several beautiful women around me. They are all beautiful. I can make them all
I'll give it to you. As long as you and I are good," he said, with pleading in his eyes.
I felt nauseous and had goosebumps all over my back, but I didn’t want to get sick because from my limited understanding of people like him, I thought they might not be normal, or at least a little different from normal people. So I said
: "Xiao Gong, I said, I understand you and respect your private life, but please don't force me, okay? I'm sorry, please respect me. Also, I won't tell others what happened today.
, please go, this is the reward you deserve."
I put the money on the table and stood up immediately, my intention to chase away the customer was obvious.
He sighed and picked up the money from the coffee table, "Dr. Feng, you are actually wrong. Although I don't like women, I don't care what others think of me, and I don't think there is anything wrong with me. To be honest,
, I fully know that Azhu likes me, and I also know that you actually want to tell me about her today. Dr. Su once asked me about this matter. It was also for your sake that I did not hurt her. I
If you don’t like her, why would you hurt her? Don’t you think so? Dr. Feng, I’m leaving. If one day you find that you still like me, you can come to me at any time. I am very infatuated.
of."
I felt more and more disgusted and didn't want to talk to him at all. I just waved my hand towards him, hoping that he would leave as soon as possible.
He left, smiling charmingly at me before leaving. After he pulled the door open, I quickly ran to the toilet, and I completely poured the food I had eaten in the morning into the toilet.
Sometimes we say we respect other people's lives but it's not that easy to actually do it.
He actually said that I like men in my heart. I think this person is really ridiculous. Maybe he, like many other people, has a big misunderstanding of a male obstetrician and gynecologist like me.
But, how should I tell Azhu about this matter?
There was nothing going on in the department today, but I found myself a little restless. I picked up the phone several times to call Azhu, but in the end I sighed and put it down.
Let’s talk about it tonight. In any case, this situation is better than explaining to her that Gong Yilang is a playboy. Finally, I said to myself. In fact, I know that the key to the problem is not how to explain to her, but how to let her know.
Ah Zhu accepts this reality. So I can’t help but sigh: Ah Zhu, why are you so miserable? In the past, you fell in love with a married woman, and you were also a carefree married woman, but this time, you
I actually fell in love with a man with a different sexual orientation.
I was sighing when I suddenly heard my cell phone ringing. My first thought was that it was A-Zhu calling. I looked at it and found that the name flashing on the phone was Kang Demao.
"Let's have a meal together at noon," he said.
"Secretary, what's wrong? There are no official activities at noon today?" I asked him with a smile.
"The boss has gone to Beijing. I will take some time off for a while," he said.
"Okay. Tell me, what do you want to eat?" I smiled, thinking that was great, I also took the opportunity to relax for a while, so as not to think about Ah Zhu again.
"I heard from Ding Xiang that you built a quiet place on the mountain? I want to go and see it." He asked me with a smile.
"De Mao, congratulations to you, it seems that you and her are developing well." I smiled.
"Thank you for being a matchmaker." He said, "I will drive to your hospital right away. Is there anything to eat on the mountain?"
"There's nothing there. There are vegetables in the vegetable field outside the house, but I didn't plant them." I said with a smile, "Well, you can drive over right away and I'll go to the vegetable market next to the hospital to buy some vegetables or something."
"Forget it, I'm going to buy some food in the provincial government canteen. Can the food be heated there?" he asked me.
"Of course." I said, "Let's do this. I'm already hungry. You drive over right away and I'll just go to our canteen to buy some. Although it's not as good as the food from your provincial government, I think it's pretty good."
"Okay, let's go after dinner. You go to the cafeteria by yourself, and I will go to our cafeteria to eat. Then we will meet directly in your paradise. It's too troublesome to cook by yourself. Isn't it just a meal? No.
It’s so complicated.” He suddenly laughed.
I think so, isn't it just a lunch? Why bother with it?
I completely felt that spring in the south of the Yangtze River had arrived. I arrived before Kang Demao. I parked the car on the side of the road and walked towards the path. There were vegetable fields on both sides of me, and there was a lush green field in front of me. I stopped.
, because I felt as if I heard the sound of the earth being resurrected, and then I squatted down and listened quietly... I heard it, I really heard it, I heard the sound of the grass under the soil struggling to break through the ground, and...
I heard the slight "rustling" sound made by the earthworms crawling under the soil. A breeze blew by, and I suddenly felt cold, but I found a big tree not far away in front of me swaying in the wind, as if it was shaking its branches.
The body, more like it has just woken up from its winter sleep, is stretching its muscles and bones just like us humans.
Suddenly I heard the roar of a car, and then I looked down the mountain and saw a black car winding up. I was certain that inside this car was Kang Demao.
Sure enough, it was him. The car he drove himself was an Audi. It was a very beautiful car, and it was regarded as an official car by people. However, I heard others say that the rear of the Audi was modeled after one of the most beautiful women in Germany.
The rear of the Audi car does have beautiful lines.
Kang Demao got off the car, and he stood there looking at me and laughing, "Haha! Feng Xiao, I envy you and admire you very much. I think only you have the leisure to go to such a place to find such a place."
A peaceful place.”
I also laughed, "How is it? What do you think?"
"Let's go in and have a look. I think the big location is good. It's far away from the city but close to the city. It's very good." He walked towards me, and then we both walked towards the stone house. (To be continued)