Now, I know that it was not a dream, that everything really happened. She is Tang Zi. Now she is lying next to me, in the same bed with me.
No, why would she do this? This is the first question that comes to my mind.
It is impossible to escape, because that is meaningless, and there may be unexpected consequences. Now that I am no longer a young child, I know that this matter is by no means that simple, and I must not use alcohol.
She later lost her composure to explain. Thinking of what her uncle had talked to me about yesterday, my heart suddenly fell to the bottom.
I stretched out my hands to shake her shoulders. I had felt the thinness of her shoulders when she was wearing clothes, but now, my hands felt soft and smooth, and her eyes were white. "Xiao Tang,
Wake up!"
"Let me sleep a little longer..." she muttered sleepily.
"Tang Zi, wake up. Tell me, why are you doing this?" I continued to shake her shoulders.
She opened her eyes, and after being confused for a moment, she suddenly smiled at me...
Now that I'm awake, I can't be fooled by her beautiful smile, "Tell me, why are you doing this?"
"You don't like me like this?" She asked me back, turning her body towards me, and I found that her breasts were so big and shapely.
"Stop joking, tell me, why are you doing this?" I continued to ask, without a trace of a smile on my face.
"She is not my uncle, she is my father." She stopped smiling and then said to me sadly.
I didn't react for a while, "Who? What does it have to do with me?"
"I am his daughter, his illegitimate daughter. But he is my father, and I am willing to give everything I have for him. Feng Xiao, do you understand?" she replied.
Now I understood immediately, "But, I can't do this."
"You can do it. As long as you are willing. I know." She said.
I shook my head, "I can't do it. I'm sorry for wasting your efforts."
I didn't expect that she would make such a choice about her father. Although I don't know why she did this, I can feel that Dean Tang has an extraordinary status in her heart.
.
"If you can't do it, forget it. Today is my birthday, I like it, I'm happy about it. Feng Xiao, do you know how to say birthday is a good day in reverse?" She suddenly smiled at me.
I was suddenly stunned.
She then smiled at me and whispered something, which made me stunned.
Tang Zi has always given me the impression of being that kind of pure girl, so I never believe that what she did today was just for fun, let alone what she said - just forget it if you can't handle it.
If this is really the case, then why did she say the previous words? Obviously, her purpose of doing this was to create pressure on me.
The most common way to force others to do something for you is through sex and money. After getting the other party to take the bait, most people use coercion. But Tang Zi is not like this, she actually said "Do it"
Forget it if it doesn’t work.”
But I feel the pressure is even greater. So I have to admit that her way of handling it should be more effective, because some people are soft-hearted and not hard-hearted, such as Guan Yu in ancient times. And I seem to have such a character. Yes.
, if she really wants to threaten me, I will definitely hold on, and the worst thing I can do is not be that doctor. Of course, there is another factor in this. If she uses threatening methods, then I will not be the only one who gets hurt.
Both herself and Dean Tang will be ruined.
Now I'm thinking: What will be the result if I just don't agree to that thing?
I have no idea.
I found that Tang Zi used this trick very cleverly, because I found that I had no way of knowing the possible results in the future. Sometimes a soft approach may be more deterrent than a tough one. No matter how hard the teeth are, they will disappear before the tongue.
Oh, the truth behind it is really wonderful.
Therefore, now I have no ability to resist at all, and the only way is to remain silent.
However, I couldn't fall asleep because my heart kept ripples.
However, she spoke, "Feng Xiao, from now on I will call you by your first name, in private. Is that okay?"
"Okay." I replied in a muffled voice.
She immediately laughed, "Hey! I'm a girl, why do I seem to be the one who suffers the loss?"
But I couldn't laugh, "Tang Zi, I still can't figure it out, why are you doing this?"
"Didn't I tell you? You are so annoying. Feng Xiao, you were drunk earlier and you came out so quickly. What should I do if I still want to come?" she asked me.
"Then tell me first, if I really can't help your uncle, oh, no, your father, then what are you going to do?" I asked.
"Langsha." She said, "I know you are a responsible man. That's enough. By the way, you must never tell anyone that he is actually my father."
"Is it worth it for you to do this for him?" I asked, this matter always lingering in my mind.
"Nothing is worth it. Isn't it okay if I am willing?" she said.
"Tang Zi, you are making things difficult for me." I couldn't help but sigh.
"Don't think so much. Come on, let's do it again. Today is my birthday. Good birthday, good birthday. Hehe! Come on." She chuckled in my ear, but her soft little hands had already arrived.
My crotch.
That part of me exploded.
"Hehe! You react so quickly. You are not a small thing." She chuckled again.
I restrained myself, "Tang Zi, don't you have a boyfriend? You seem to be no longer a virgin, right?"
"Are you stupid? How old am I? How can I still be a virgin? Don't you really like to hear us women talk about who we gave our first time to? How does it feel? Well, I'll tell you." She laughed.
He said, his hand continuing to rub my crotch.
I thought to myself: That’s it anyway, so just listen to her.
I was twelve years old that year, and it was supposed to be a childhood full of laughter. But everything was destroyed by my father. He abandoned my mother, and even our three siblings, and ran away. We were still very young at that time.
, my younger brother was only nine years old, and my mother had to go to work in a developed city in order to provide for our education and for us to have food. We have never left our mother since we were born. She suddenly wanted to work in a distant place, which made us all cry.
The crying was so miserable.
Later, my mother went out to work alone, and we were taken care of by my mother-in-law. At that time, we could not even eat well, and we didn’t know how many days it would take to eat meat. At that time, our classmates knew that we were poor, and they all came to bully us. Even the teacher
They also look down on us. And the children in the village often bully us.
Now that I think about it, it’s really hard for my younger siblings. When it came time to celebrate the New Year, due to various reasons, my mother couldn’t bring all three of us to her place to celebrate the New Year. She could only bring one younger brother, leaving my sister and I at home.
.The reunion dinner on New Year’s Eve was just for me, my sister and my mother-in-law.
After returning home, there were only two of us, my sister. At that time, the two of us could only hold our heads and cry, and kept crying for our mother. The neighbors next door also felt sorry for us.
When I was thirteen years old, my mother couldn’t bear that we had no one to take care of us, so she came back from the city where she was working. But the tuition fees at that time were really high. The three of us had to go to school, and my mother didn’t have a job. We were struggling to make ends meet every day.
Worried. Being sensible, I could only go to the teacher and ask to drop out of school. My mother was very sad when she found out. With no other choice, she had no choice but to leave home to work again.
My mother separated from us again. I know that my mother suffered a lot when she went to work in Macau. For money and for us, she was reluctant to eat even some meat dishes. That was when we needed money the most, because I was in high school.
Now, my sister is only one year younger than me. The total tuition fees for the three of us for one semester is almost 5,000 yuan, and my father has never paid any attention to our tuition fees.
I remember this kind of life, and I hate my father. Over the years, I have never called him dad. Why can he treat his mother and his children like this, and say very loudly that everything is for his own sake?
We are good, so this is called us good? I can't accept his kindness to us.
Slowly we grew up, and our home was too small, not even enough room to live in. As a last resort, my mother also planned to buy a house. The house was selected, but when she asked him to come out with some money, he said he didn't have it.
At that time, even if he was asked to buy the next floor, it was not a problem, so why did he refuse? We are his children, why could he be so patient? Is this what a father should do?
Later, he came back with nothing. He was not even fifty years old, so he didn't go to work. He just played mahjong every day and lived in my mother's house. He didn't even pay for the most basic household expenses. I couldn't stand it and called him.
When I was looking for a job, I also told him that the current situation at home was not good, and I hoped he would think about it carefully, but if I talked too much, he would find me annoying, which made me very distressed. After that time, I never gave him any advice.
I keep thinking about him every day: Why can he be so shameless and destroy our family again and again? Why can he do this to my mother before, and now he wants to eat my mother's life and live in my mother's life? In fact, I
I know my mother feels uncomfortable, but my brother and I are about to enter college, and she doesn't want others to know that we have such a family. My mother has really paid too much for us, and I can't do anything.
My heart aches, I really feel sorry for my mother.
Later, one day a neighbor came to tell me that my mother had committed suicide by taking poison. I was in my third year of high school at that time. When I ran to my mother, she had not yet died. I cried like a tearful person. My mother held my hand.
He said the last words to me: "Xiaozi, mom is sorry for you. You should go find your biological father. After all these years, I was afraid of affecting his future, so I never told you or told him that I have you as my daughter.
You are now a father and you hate me so much because of this incident. Don’t blame him..."
Only then did I understand everything. It turned out that my biological father and my mother were childhood sweethearts and their first love. Later, my grandmother forced my mother to betrothed to my later father. Feng Xiao, my story is very vulgar, right? But it is
It’s true. Sometimes I think: I don’t know how many people are still telling stories like this. (To be continued)