"Zhuang Qing, aren't you embarrassing me? Chen Yuan has been hurt so much, aren't you worried that she won't be able to accept it?" I started to criticize Zhuang Qing.
"I was thinking about her face just now. Feng Xiao, let me tell you the truth, although this idea came from me, she did not object to it. Moreover, she is very happy to do this with you. She told me personally that she is very
I like you." She said nonchalantly.
"How did you tell her?" I think Zhuang Qing can no longer be described as cunning and weird. What she did today is simply unbelievable.
She was laughing, "I just told her that in order to get your heart, you must first get her body."
I couldn't help but sigh, "Zhuang Qing, you really think of me as a gangster."
Chen Yuan came, fully dressed. She stood shyly at the door of the bedroom.
"Why did you put on your clothes? Come on, let us two sisters torture him." Zhuang Qing said to her with a smile.
She still stood there without moving. Zhuang Qing suddenly jumped off the bed and pulled her to the bed with a smile.
I was still embarrassed, my body was stiff and I was a little overwhelmed on the bed.
"Feng Xiao, did you take the initiative to kiss her?" Zhuang Qing grabbed my hand again, and then pulled my hand towards Chen Yuan.
I felt a tremor coming from Chen Yuan's body.
After experiencing a brief embarrassment, the three of us entered into passion again. Once human nature overcomes reason, it will become wanton and crazy.
Chen Yuan's beauty has an extremely huge temptation for me. She makes me linger and find it difficult to control myself. Although every inch of her body is familiar to me, it was in the previous ward. At that time, I had almost no interest in her.
A little ripple passed. But now, after we broke through the last line of defense, I began to know how to truly appreciate her beauty.
The second time after drinking was longer and longer. Both Zhuang Qing and Chen Yuan were extremely satisfied. So was I. When everything calmed down, the three of us were enveloped in a large quilt and began to embrace each other.
It was not until midnight that I remembered that I should go home.
There is an unwritten law between men and women: as long as they have physical contact, two people will become casual. Zhuang Qing and I used to be like that, and now Chen Yuan starts to act like this in front of me. She When she saw me, she was no longer shy. She was as casual as Zhuang Qing in front of me. "Brother Feng, I want to eat roast duck after get off work tonight. You can buy one for me." "Brother Feng, tonight How about the three of us go to the movies together?"
However, she was very gentle to me, and her tenderness towards me made me truly appreciate the taste of happiness.
Zhuang Qing is still as passionate as before. Every time I go to their place, she is the first to come over and hug me and kiss me fiercely.
Chen Yuan always chuckled next to her. Every time after Zhuang Qing and I finished kissing, I started to hug her and give her a tender hug.
I am full of nostalgia for this place, and this feeling of nostalgia even exceeds that of my own home. But I insist on one thing, that is, I insist on going home every day, no matter how late it is.
Recently, I found that Zhao Menglei was a little abnormal. She began to become restless.
"What's wrong?" One day I couldn't help but asked her.
"Why doesn't Chinese medicine work?" she said.
I sighed in my heart, "Meng Lei, just listen to me. Let's go for in vitro fertilization."
She gently bit her lower lip with her white teeth, but said nothing.
Now, I really can’t understand, “Menglei, why don’t you want to do in vitro fertilization? Don’t you want your own child? That’s fine, we can just go to the orphanage and take a child home. Or we don’t want a child. It’s okay. I think it’s okay, as long as the two of us live a good life.”
Since I had that relationship with Zhuang Qing and Chen Yuan, I felt even more guilty towards Zhao Menglei, so I felt that I could only make up for my betrayal to her by trying my best to meet her needs. For this kind of compensation, I even He didn't hesitate to be servile and humble in front of her.
"Feng Xiao, tell me, will in vitro fertilization cause disabilities or other defects?" she asked me.
"There's no guarantee," I replied, "but most IVF babies are normal. And there are quite a few chances of twins and multiple births."
"Let me think about it again. Feng Xiao, give me some time, okay?" she said.
I sighed in my heart and nodded.
I have been thinking about a question recently: Feng Xiao, have you become like those deceitful men? You are married and have your own wife, but you are hanging out with two other women. Feng Xiao Laugh, what kind of person are you?
Whenever Zhao Menglei and I are together, especially after she falls asleep, I can't help but think about this issue. After she falls asleep, I often look at her sleeping face, and she just looks like that quietly As I slept, my breathing was even and peaceful, and my chest rose and fell slightly. I looked at her for a moment, and a feeling of tenderness suddenly surged in my heart, followed by self-blame.
And whenever I face Zhuang Qing and Chen Yuan, I feel guilty as well.
"I don't think we should continue like this." Finally, I said to them both after having sex.
"Feng Xiao, you are serious. Didn't I tell you earlier? I don't need you to take any responsibility for me. You are a grown man who spends your whole day being a mother-in-law." Zhuang Qing suddenly became dissatisfied.
I was also a little dissatisfied with Zhuang Qing because she didn't understand that I was actually referring to Chen Yuan.
Regarding Chen Yuan, I still feel extremely guilty about her. She is so innocent and beautiful, but she was so tainted by me. I found that she is no longer pure, because every time she is in bed She is actually crazier than Zhuang Qing.
A beautiful flower was destroyed by myself. This is what makes me feel the most guilty.
"Brother Feng, I like you. That's enough. Do you think so?" At this time, I heard Chen Yuan say, her voice was very low. Chen Yuan was different from Zhuang Qing. As soon as she got off the bed, she would It returns to that pure state, and is as lovable as a bird.
I could only sigh in my heart, because I found that I had fallen into this vicious cycle of guilt and could not extricate myself.
"Feng Xiao, have you had any contact with Song Mei recently?" One day when I was on night shift, Zhuang Qing happened to be on duty as a nurse, so she came to the doctor's duty room and asked me.
"He came to see me." I replied, "The project encountered some troubles." Then I briefly told her what Song Mei told me that day. She was silent, and after a while she said to me: "Feng Xiao
, I still liked him anyway, and he finally listened to you and transferred his house to my name. Otherwise, where would our current home be? So, I very much hope you can help him.
.Okay?”
I nodded. What else could I say about her request? Now, she, like Chen Yuan and Zhao Menglei, are the most important women in my life, so I can only follow her instructions and try my best to help Song Mei.
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It has been half a month since I last called Lin Yu, but she has never contacted me. Now that Zhuang Qing told me about this matter, I decided to take the initiative to call Lin Yu again tomorrow.
I didn't go home immediately after my shift the next day, but made that phone call first.
"You really know how to choose the time. I just got off the plane." Lin Yu's laughter came from the phone.
"I'm sorry, you are working so hard, I shouldn't bother you." I apologized to her.
"It's okay. I was just about to call you. Are you in the ward now?" she asked.
"Yes." I replied.
"I don't feel very well lately. Can you bring the examination equipment to my house to check it out for me?" she asked, her voice becoming much softer.
I'm very embarrassed. Now I'm not worried about whether it complies with medical regulations. "I can only wear a speculum and gloves, and I can only do the most routine examinations on you. So I think you'd better come to the hospital."
It’s good.”
"I'm too tired, but I'm also worried about my health. So I just want to trouble you to come to my house. Is that okay? Let's do a routine check first, and then we'll talk about it based on the situation," she said.
I agreed. Under the current circumstances, I can only agree.
"You look in good spirits?" When I arrived at her home, I found that she looked good and was in high spirits.
"I gained a lot from going abroad this time. I learned a lot. By the way, I brought you a gift." She said with a smile, and then took out a small box and handed it to me.
"What is it?" I asked, opening it and looking at it, and found it was a watch, "Ah, Rolex, this watch is very expensive. I don't dare accept such an expensive gift."
"Anyway, someone else gave it to me. It's a man's style, so I have to give it to you. You're welcome, what's the relationship between us?" she said with a smile.
"Thank you." I couldn't refuse anymore, but I was still a little scared. I knew that the value of this watch should be more than 100,000.
"I feel uncomfortable recently. Not only the leucorrhea has increased, but I also feel pain in my lower abdomen and waist. I always want to urinate, but I can't relieve myself every time I go to the toilet." She then changed the topic.
When it comes to her condition.
I pondered, "This is a bit like symptoms of cervical erosion. I need to check it first. By the way, do you have a flashlight at home?"
"Yes. What do you need a flashlight for?" she asked me.
"You don't have suitable lighting equipment at home, so you have to use a flashlight to see what's going on inside." I replied.
Her face suddenly turned red and she muttered: "Feng Xiao, you have seen me inside and out."
"Sister Lin, don't say that. I'm a doctor, and this is a normal examination method." Her words made me feel a little embarrassed, so I hurriedly explained to her.
"I'm kidding you. Just wait, I'll get you a flashlight." She smiled sweetly at me, and then went into a room.
I felt a little uncomfortable sitting on the sofa in the living room. Although this was not the first time I had dealt with her problems in this place, I was still not used to this method and still felt very awkward.
After a while she came out, holding a flashlight in her hand, "I just bought it recently. I am often alone at home and worry about power outages."
I started looking around, trying to find a suitable place. After all, there was no examination bed at her home. "Let's do this. You take off your pants and sit on the sofa. I'll bring you two chairs. Put your feet up on them.
On top of two chairs." I immediately had an idea.
For a simple lithotomy position, I put on gloves and gently put my index and middle fingers together...
"Feng Xiao..." she called me softly.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
She didn't answer me, but moaned slightly. (To be continued)