"Brother, let's drink some white wine. The red wine is not exciting. Now I suddenly feel drunk," she said.
In fact, I had the same feeling as her, "Okay, let's drink white wine!"
However, she got drunk very quickly. The two of them didn't even finish half the bottle of Wuliangye before she got drunk and fell directly on the dining table. I couldn't help but smile bitterly, and then carried her to the bed. I took off her clothes and pants for her.
I covered her with a quilt and prepared to leave immediately. Because I had to go home today and arrange things at home.
However, when I was about to leave, I heard her talking in a vague voice, "I, I don't want to live anymore... Wuwu! I feel so tired from living."
I was shocked, and hurriedly looked at her, and found tears in the corners of her eyes, but her eyes were closed. I knew she was really drunk, and what she just said should be the most true thoughts in her heart. I suddenly felt
There was a burst of pain and I couldn't help but sigh.
In fact, she is really pitiful. And if she treats me like this now, isn't this tiring? I seem to understand in my heart.
Of course, I believe she won't have any big problems, because after all, I have given her new hope, and she has passed her most difficult period. I also know that a person is most likely to think of himself when he is drunk.
The saddest thing.
A feeling of pity suddenly surged in my heart, and I immediately went to sit next to her, took out her hand from under the quilt and held it gently, "Xiao Min, don't think so much. Everything in the past has passed.
, your life will gradually get better in the future. You must not lose confidence, you must believe that someone will help you when you are in the most difficult time. Sleep well, I will go back. We have to set off early tomorrow morning,
I'll go back and prepare some things."
She didn't speak, but the pillow was already wet. I sighed, put her hand back under the quilt and left.
After returning home, I told the nanny that I was taking the child back to my hometown, and told her to take good care of Chen Yuan.
The nanny asked me: "Does Boss Lin know?"
I suddenly felt unhappy, "This is my family's business. Do I have to ask him for instructions when I get home?"
She suddenly panicked. I felt that I was overreacting, and then said to her: "He knows. Aunt Shi will often come over to take care of Chen Yuan recently. But I still hope that you will be more careful, especially when you go out to buy things."
Don’t take too long. Just half a month, thank you for your hard work.”
She looked very embarrassed and said, "Uncle, I was just asking casually."
I smiled and said: "I know. You actually have good intentions. The main reason is that I have something urgent to do when I go home. Also, the child may not take good care of him here. I want to take him back and let his grandparents take a look, so I think so.
Let's just put him in his hometown. This will be good for Chen Yuan, and everyone can focus on Chen Yuan."
"This child is so pitiful. He left his parents at such a young age. Hey! It's hard for you people in the city too." The nanny shook her head and sighed.
This is a depressing and sad topic, and I don't want to talk about it any more. Then I went to the bedroom to pack things.
After entering the bedroom, the first thing I saw was that I couldn't help but go to Chen Yuan's hospital bed. I walked towards her.
She was still the same. I stood in front of her bed and looked at her silently, sighing in my heart. Now, I don’t know what to say to her, but I suddenly felt the sadness in my heart welling up, and I hurriedly
The ground left her.
After packing up my things, I went to the room where Azhu had slept. It wasn’t that I thought of Azhu, but that I didn’t want to live in my own bedroom anymore. Night was my time to rest, and I didn’t want to keep talking about myself like this.
In a sad mood.
I don’t know why, but I found that I had insomnia today. There were many thoughts in my mind. One moment, it was about Chen Yuan sleeping, the next moment, it was my imagination about the way home, and later it turned into my thoughts about the small county in my hometown.
After all the memories, I imagined in my mind the beautiful effect of the renovation of the old city in the small county town in my hometown. I became more and more excited and tossed and turned more and more.
I was very anxious and kept telling myself: You have to drive or run a long distance tomorrow, so go to bed early. But the more this happened, the harder it became to fall asleep. In my mind, I started imagining what might happen after I brought my child home.
Come.
I rarely encounter such a situation. It can be said that I have encountered so many things and rarely suffered from insomnia. But I don’t know what happened today, I just couldn’t sleep. So I started counting in my mind. But
As I kept counting, the previous scenes appeared in my mind again. I suddenly became angry and simply got up.
It was raining outside, and I was tapping on the window. I suddenly felt a damp atmosphere in the house. It was a spring rain.
I went to the bedroom and turned on the light. After getting up, I realized that I only came here because I suddenly wanted to say a few words to Chen Yuan.
I went to drag the chair at the dressing table and put it next to Chen Yuan's hospital bed. Chen Yuan used to sit in this chair. She used to sit in front of the dressing table to comb her hair and so on. I sat down and looked at her in front of me.
.
"Chen Yuan, I will take the child back to his grandparents' house tomorrow. I can't help you like this. The child is still young and needs someone to take care of him. Well, let's go and send him back first and wait until he grows up.
Let him come home when he is older. Then he can really call you mom. But let’s agree on the conditions first. You have to wake up when the child can really call you mom. Chen Yuan, I know you
I can hear you, but why don't you want to wake up earlier? Summer is coming soon, and the weather will slowly get hotter. Although there is air conditioning at home, you will still be prone to bed sores. You
Do you still remember how you looked when you had bed sores? It would be ugly and smelly. Think about it and wake up early..." In this way, I kept talking to her, and slowly I felt that my
My eyelids became heavier and heavier. Suddenly, I saw her eyes suddenly opened in front of me, and she was slowly getting up. I was overjoyed and hurriedly helped her up, "Chen Yuan, are you finally awake?"
Great. Just wait, I'll bring my son over and let you take a look."
She said: "Son? Whose son?"
I said: "Our son. You have been asleep since you gave birth to him. Now the child has grown up and is very cute."
"Go and hold her for me to see." She said in surprise.
I hurriedly held the child in front of her. She looked at the child with surprise on her face, "Why is he so old? Is he really our child?"
I cried with joy, "Yes. Look at him, he looks so much like you. I don't know how many girls this kid will charm in the future."
Her eyes left the child and reached my face, "Brother, do you want our child to be like you? Tell me, how many girls have you slept with recently?"
I suddenly felt embarrassed, "I..."
She was crying, "Brother, instead of doing this, I'd better continue to sleep like this. It's better to be out of sight and out of mind, lest I feel sad when I see you alone like that."
"Yuanyuan, don't...me, I will never do that again." I said hurriedly.
"I'd better go to sleep, so that your life will be easier. That will give you a reason to go to sleep with those women." She said, and then slowly fell on the bed, her eyes slowly closing.
I was shocked, "Yuanyuan, don't..."
However, her eyes were closed. I hurriedly shook her body, but she didn't respond at all. I called her loudly and couldn't help but cry loudly.
Suddenly, I heard a voice behind me, "Uncle, what's wrong with you? Why did you fall asleep here? Are you having a nightmare?"
I woke up with a start...and then I understood: it turns out that what happened just now was actually a dream.
I was extremely miserable, and this dream made me feel extremely bad. I waved my hand to the nanny behind me, and then went to lie down on the bed. Everything in the dream just now was still vivid in my mind.
I woke up early the next morning. This is the role of the biological clock. But I felt a little tired. I was exhausted from last night's tossing. Fortunately, I finally fell asleep before dawn.
After finishing the meal, he called Wu Yaru and asked, "Is Dong Jie out?"
"She came out early. What? You didn't see her?" she asked in surprise, with a kind of panic in her voice. I hurriedly said: "Then she might be downstairs. Don't worry, I'll ask the nanny at home to go down and take a look.
look."
He immediately hung up the phone and said, "Auntie, go downstairs and have a look. There is a girl named Dong Jie downstairs. Go and invite her up for breakfast."
The nanny immediately went downstairs, and I went to mix the milk for the child.
In fact, I can go down to see if Dong Jie has arrived, but I think that she is about to become an employee of my company, which is not suitable for my status. I sometimes pay attention to this because I understand people's psychology.
: It is not good to be too pampered to your employees. In fact, the same is true for those who are leaders. They deliberately act condescending in front of their subordinates, and their purpose is also to create distance. With distance, there is dignity. For example, Zhang
Dean, we already have such a close relationship, but he still puts on airs in front of me, completely businesslike. This actually makes me feel awe in front of him.
Is it possible that Dean Tang is not like this?
Not long after, the nanny came back, and she was alone. She said to me: "The girl is downstairs. She said she had already eaten."
I was secretly surprised: I didn't expect this girl to know how to measure things so well. I was suddenly happy: It seems that she is not a flower vase. It is hard to say that she will become an outstanding talent after being properly trained.
I immediately asked the nanny to take me downstairs. I brought a large suitcase with me, which mainly contained the children's things. When I left, I still hesitated, and finally went into the bedroom to say goodbye to Chen Yuan. The one from last night
The dream has left me with some psychological barriers to this day. (To be continued)