"But, I'm not familiar with that person, and I found out that the person I fell in love with was you. What do you think I should do?" she said, then looked straight at me.
I didn't expect her to speak so directly, so I hurriedly said: "Aren't you and I not familiar with each other at the beginning? Things like childhood sweethearts and childhood sweethearts are rare after all. It is impossible for me to be with you, not to mention the fact that I am married.
, even the relationship between Sister Lin and I can't bring us any results, don't you think? Besides, a man like me is not worthy of your affection at all, you are wasting your own emotions."
She looked at me with sorrow in her eyes, "Feng Xiao, why are you men so cruel?"
"It's not that I'm cruel, but what I said are real problems we face. Reality is always cruel. Don't you think so? My wife is in a coma now. She became like this because she gave birth to my child.
It seems that I cannot abandon her under such circumstances. I am a man, a living man. I can betray her, but I cannot and am unwilling to abandon her. This is reality." I said, and then sighed,
Because I also thought about everything about myself.
She doesn't speak.
I asked her: "How did you meet that person?"
"Years ago, I went to Beijing to do some business, and we met at a private banquet of a friend. Not long ago, this man came to our Jiangnan. He called me many times and invited me to dinner, but I didn't agree. Later, he
I don’t know where I found out about my relationship with Sister Lin, so I invited Sister Lin out, but in the end, Sister Lin also called me in. That’s it,” she said.
"It can't be just that, right? I heard from Sister Lin that this person seems to be very sincere in his pursuit of you." I asked.
"This man is over 40 years old, but he still comes to me every day like a young man to send me roses. It's really boring. Recently he went back to Beijing, and he still asks the florist here to send me flowers every day. It's disgusting.
I'm done." She said, then shuddered.
I immediately laughed, "So romantic? It's very sentimental. And it's also...elegant. Haha! Don't you like elegance very much? They are just catering to you."
She immediately said angrily: "Feng Xiao, please stop disgusting me. Otherwise, I will ignore you."
I didn't take it seriously, "Hong Ya, I really think you should listen to Sister Lin's opinion on this matter. What's the saying? If a woman can't find a man she likes, then she can
Finding a man who likes you is also a very lucky thing. Judging from what you said, this man seems to really like you. Hong Ya, this opportunity is rare, so don’t give up casually."
"She asked me to make such a sacrifice just for her own career. Don't think I don't know." She murmured in a low voice.
I immediately understood that her crux was this, so I said to her: "Hong Ya, maybe Sister Lin has such thoughts, but I think it is natural for her to have such thoughts. But your personal problems are yours,
Your future happiness is also yours. I believe that even if Sister Lin has thoughts like what you said, she is only put in the second place. Her first thought should be your future happiness. Think about it, if you think about it in the future
If you have happiness and can be happily together with that person, why not do it if Sister Lin can have a smoother career through your relationship? So, I think the key to the problem is not what you think.
You didn't date that person for Sister Lin's sake, but for your own happiness. Do you understand what I mean?"
She didn't speak. After thinking for a while, I continued: "Hong Ya, I can't believe that you are still so rebellious in your thirties. Rebellion can kill people, because the result of rebellion is what others say and ask you to do.
You always do the opposite of what you do, without even considering the issue of right or wrong. Also, this kind of rebellious mentality is often directed at the people you respect and like the most, because each of us is the same.
On the one hand, we will rely on someone or some people in our hearts, such as our parents and our best friends. However, after this long-term dependence, we will find that the other party controls us too strictly, so we rebel.
It happened slowly. Hong Ya, don’t blame Sister Lin. Maybe she has also developed a habit. Because she is used to your dependence on her, she will naturally consider many things for you. Our parents don’t
Does this happen often? Think about it carefully, and you might understand it after you think about it carefully."
At this time, the waiter began to serve the dishes, and the table was quickly filled. However, Hong Ya remained silent. She stared blankly and quietly at the dishes on the table that were giving off a strange aroma.
I wasn't in a hurry, but on the contrary, I was a little happy, because her silence showed that she was thinking, savoring what I just said, and maybe even hesitating.
In fact, I know in my heart that I came today with Lin Yu's mission, and for me, it is my wish that Hong Ya can find her own happiness, and it is also an opportunity for me to get rid of that relationship with her.
For me, I don’t want to have that kind of relationship with so many women, because I can’t get rid of that kind of relationship and restrain myself. The only way is to let her leave voluntarily. In my heart, I really don’t want to
I will continue to fall like this.
But I know that I can't get rid of all this. Maybe I can slowly get rid of it through Hong Ya's incident. For example, now Sun Lulu, and A Zhu and Zhuang Qing, at least I won't think about them deliberately.
Hong Ya finally spoke, "Feng Xiao, let's have a drink."
Of course I wouldn't object, because I felt her complicated mood now, and I also thought: maybe alcohol can make her more realistic and sober. So I said, "Okay, do you want Wuliangye or Moutai?"
She shook her head, "Let's drink Jiangnan Daqu."
Jiangnan Daqu is a high-concentration liquor, and the price is cheap. I immediately understood: She really wanted to get drunk today. No matter how drunk she was, she would wake up tomorrow.
Later we started drinking, and we drank very quickly. We barely ate much of the expensive dishes on the table, and I didn’t taste any special deliciousness in them under the influence of alcohol.
The end result is that we are all drunk.
"I'll drive, you come and drive your car tomorrow, and you take a taxi here and drive your car tomorrow." She said to me, her voice unclear.
"Can you still drive like this?" I asked her worriedly.
"Why not? I have been driving for many years," she said.
"Since you can drive your own car, I'd better drive my own. It's too far here and it will be very troublesome for me to get here tomorrow," I said.
"You are still a man. You can rest assured that I am drunk like this?" she blamed me.
"Then let me drive your car and take you back." I said. Now, I have made up my mind: I will never do that kind of thing with her from tonight on, otherwise this matter will change.
It will get worse, and it will probably never end. What worries me even more is that if this continues, Lin Yu will definitely blame me. I always know one thing in my heart: in the final analysis, this matter is Lin Yu’s fault.
A task assigned to me by Yu.
"Okay. This is like a man." She smiled brightly at me, then came over and took my arm, "Let's go."
However, when we just walked out of the restaurant, we were immediately stopped. A waiter quickly ran to us and said to me politely: "Sir, you haven't paid the bill yet."
"Ah, I forgot." Hong Ya said.
I was immediately embarrassed, because this was the first time I had encountered such a thing, and at this time, several people who had just finished eating came out, and they all looked at me with contempt.
I hurriedly took out my wallet and said, "Sorry, we didn't mean it. I drank too much and forgot about this incident. I'm sorry."
The waiter was very qualified and said, "It's okay, sir. I see that you are a rich man and there is no way you care about this little meal money."
I suddenly felt comfortable in my heart, and at the same time I also had a good impression of this waiter, so I asked her: "How much does it cost?"
"Two thousand three hundred yuan, sir." She said to me with a smile.
"I'll give it." Hong Ya said.
"This is two thousand five hundred yuan. The extra two hundred yuan is my apology to you. Thank you." I immediately counted out twenty-five hundred yuan bills and handed them to the waiter.
Hong Ya suddenly burst into laughter, "Feng Xiao, it's so funny! I didn't expect that we were almost regarded as freeloaders."
I smiled bitterly and shook my head, "This is also my first time in such a situation."
In fact, I know the reason, because I always think that she is the one who pays the bill today. Of course, now that something like this has happened, I can't put the blame on her.
She was already faltering, so I helped her sit down in the passenger seat of her car, and then drove. I was also a little over the limit, so I drove very slowly. What I didn't expect was that she turned sideways.
He crawled towards me, hugged my neck tightly with his hands, and began to kiss my cheek with his lips.
I stretched out a hand to push her gently, "Hongya, don't be like this, something will happen."
She said: "I don't care, I want to like you now."
As she spoke, her hands were already moving restlessly.
My heart trembled suddenly, my brain was dizzy for a moment, the steering wheel in my hand suddenly shook, and then I heard a "bang" from the front of the car. "Oops, it crashed!" I suddenly woke up.
He came over and shouted at the same time. (To be continued)