She also laughed immediately, "Come, let's drink."
"Okay, let's drink," I said, "but you have to say why you're drinking? So, for me, well, for you to be as gentle and beautiful as ever."
"No, so that you can take good care of yourself in the future." She immediately interrupted me.
I was startled and almost dropped the wine glass in my hand. "Meng Lei, what do you mean by this?"
"Drink." She said, and then drank the big glass of wine in her hand. "You want to drink too?"
"Okay, I'll drink it." I said, and drank it hurriedly. My blood suddenly surged, and my stomach began to churn. I didn't eat much at noon today, and I haven't had dinner yet, so my stomach was already empty.
It’s no wonder that you don’t feel uncomfortable after drinking a glass of white wine like this.
"Come, let's have another drink. Alas! Two glasses of wine are not enough for each person." She said while pouring the wine.
Now I really felt something was wrong with her, "Meng Lei, what happened to you today?"
"Do you want to drink?" she asked me.
"I won't drink until you tell me what happened to you today." I said.
"Then I'll drink it." She said and drank it all in one gulp. Then she came to look at me.
I smiled bitterly and had no choice but to drink it.
"Feng Xiao, you are so kind." She sighed again with a faint voice, "Your greatest advantage is that you are very obedient and never do anything to me. I am very satisfied."
I immediately laughed, "Why would I hit you? It would be better if you didn't hit me."
"He used to beat me often. He also brought wild women to his house to make love in front of me. When he was making love with those wild women, he also humiliated me, 'Zhao Menglei, look, they are so interesting. You
Do you know? This woman has had several abortions for me. Her land is good, and my seeds are also good. What about you? Why can't you give me a son? Come on, come over and give this beauty a massage.
Massage. Hurry! A woman like you is not as obedient as a dog!'"
I couldn't help being shocked, because I didn't expect her to say such words at this time. "Menglei, what on earth is wrong with you?"
"I said, since I can't have children, let's get a divorce. He immediately got up from the woman, jumped out of bed and slapped me hard. 'Zhao Menglei, I just won't divorce you! Anyway, I
You have a son outside. I'm going to drag you along like this for the rest of your life.'" But she continued to say. I noticed that her eyes were blurred, her voice was wandering, and she seemed to be out of her mind. I suddenly became frightened and shouted to her loudly:
"Meng Lei, you, stop talking!"
She then glanced at me, and her eyes returned to their normal state. She was smiling at me, "Feng Xiao, you are different from him. You are very considerate to me and listen to me in everything. Although you are
There are women outside, but you never bring them home."
Her voice pierced my heart like a sharp thorn. At this moment, I felt like I was struck by lightning, my whole body trembled suddenly, and the chopsticks in my hand suddenly fell to the ground.
Although I had expected that this day would come sooner or later, I never thought it would come so quickly and suddenly. And when she said those words, her expression was as calm as water, as if she was talking about someone else's affairs.
This is what I find even more frightening. Because I suddenly thought of what Song Mei mentioned about her murder of her ex-husband.
This meal, and the wine in the glass...
Thinking of the possible consequences, I couldn't help but start to get scared, and my whole body started to tremble uncontrollably.
But she looked at me and smiled, "Don't be afraid, I won't do anything to you. I said, I am already very satisfied. I am a second-married woman, but you are different, so I have no right to ask you to just
I don’t have the qualifications to have a woman like me. Feng Xiao, do you think I’m weird? However, this is my true thought. Maybe it’s because I was abused by him too much in the past. I feel that
My psychology has become a little distorted. Fortunately, I am wiser and more tolerant. Feng Xiao, don't be afraid. It should be me who is afraid. But I know that I will have to pay back one day for what I have done.
"
"Meng, Meng Lei, what's wrong with you? I can't understand what you're saying." I'm still struggling, and now I have another fear - does she already know that someone is investigating her?
Suddenly, I thought of a possibility - Song Mei might have deliberately let her know that she had been exposed, because he still needed to persuade me through Zhao Menglei to help him get the project. In this case, the intensity would be even greater.
Because this involves Zhao Menglei's wealth and life. It must be like this.
"Feng Xiao, I'm sorry, I haven't told you one thing. I, my ex-husband..." Sure enough, she said such a sentence.
I stopped her hastily, "Menglei, stop talking. I know everything. This matter is not as bad as you think. You may not know that I know the person who is investigating you, and he is looking for me to deal with it now."
It's a very important matter. As long as I handle it for him, he won't tell the police about you."
She looked at me with wide eyes.
I nodded to her, "Really. Just trust me. I'm sure now that he deliberately let you find out that he was investigating your matter. He wanted to use this to blackmail me into getting the project for him. Because today
We just talked about you in the afternoon. Meng Lei, although I am shocked, I can understand you."
"You get projects for him? How can a young doctor like you have such ability?" she asked me in surprise.
Only then did I suddenly realize that I had said something I shouldn't have said, but it was irreversible now. "A patient of mine is the leader of a department in our province."
"Is she also your woman?" she asked, looking strange.
"No!" I said hurriedly, "It's just a patient." After saying this, I suddenly felt that this reason was unbelievable, so I hurriedly added: "She has bad habits, such as prostitution. She has done it several times.
Something is embedded in her body... Do you understand what I mean?" She nodded, so I continued: "Whenever she encounters a situation like that, I handle it for her. She is a leading cadre, so
She didn’t want others to know about it, so she was very willing to help me. Menglei, I can only tell you so much, because I am an obstetrician and gynecologist, and I should not tell anyone such confidential information about my patients.
Come."
She shook her head, "Feng Xiao, why are you so nice to me?"
"Because I like you." I said, and immediately felt ashamed after saying it: Is there anyone who likes you like this? She is your wife, but you are having an affair outside!
"What is supposed to come will always come." She sighed, "I have committed a crime and I should be punished. Feng Xiao, do you know why I have been reluctant to do in vitro fertilization?"
"Didn't you tell me the reason? Don't I understand you very well?" I said.
"That's just my excuse. In fact, I am fully aware of my situation. It is impossible to get pregnant with medication. I have been thinking, what if I really have a child? I murdered my ex-husband.
Even if the court doesn't sentence me to death, I will stay in prison for the rest of my life. Then our children will suffer for the rest of their lives. It would be better not to have children. Feng Xiao, do you think so?" She looked sadly.
He said to me.
"No, I won't let you go to jail. We will go for in vitro fertilization right away. Even if this matter is really exposed in the future, the law will be more lenient on you if you are pregnant." I thought in my heart.
Suddenly he became panicked, "Meng Lei, I'm very sorry for you, I shouldn't have been like that outside. Although I used to find many reasons to convince myself, but now I completely know that I was wrong. Really.
Menglei, please forgive me, I swear to you I will never do that again. From now on, we will live well together, and then you will give me a child, and we will slowly raise him up, and the family will be happy
Let’s live a peaceful life. Menglei, do you agree? Don’t worry, I will handle this matter well.”
She smiled sadly at me, "Feng Xiao, why don't you understand? Now that the matter has been revealed, there will always be a day when it is exposed. Don't you think so? I've already done this, and I can't let you get involved anymore.
Come in. You already know everything. If you don't report the crime, it will be a crime. Now you want to further hide the fact that I committed the crime, which is an even bigger crime. Feng Xiao, I think I am enough and can fight with you.
Living together for such a pleasant time has made me feel very satisfied. Forget it, what is supposed to come will come sooner or later. I have already looked down on it all. That little girl named Chen Yuan is very good, better than yours.
That little nurse is much better. Feng Xiao, you must listen to me. If you want to choose your wife in the future, choose Chen Yuan."
"No! Menglei, I was wrong. Please stop talking about these things, okay? I just want to be with you now and live a good life with you. Menglei, I beg you, please forgive me.
Me. Doesn't it make me even more embarrassed if you say this?" I was suddenly shocked, and tears began to flow out. At this moment, I felt as if my world was about to collapse, and I immediately did something to myself.
I feel extremely regretful about those things. Only now do I realize that some things are only truly precious when they are about to be lost. I have heard and seen this sentence many times, but before that I only thought it was
It's just a familiar and philosophical statement, but I have never had such a profound experience at this moment. Now, this profound experience makes every nerve in my body begin to hurt, and I am filled with endless pain.
Every cell in my body, and my soul.
"If you don't agree to my promise, I will commit suicide." Her expression remained calm, "Although I am also afraid of death, there is something more terrifying than death, and that is having nightmares every night. Feng Xiao, this kind of
You don’t know the feeling that life is worse than death. I have nightmares every night, and sometimes even during the day. Only when I make love with you will I temporarily forget the terrible thing I have done. But now
Okay, I'm finally free. Feng Xiao, I don't want you to commit crimes with me, and I don't want others to threaten you with my affairs. You are a good person, and you should live a good life. So, you must listen to me