But I still shook my head because it was impossible for me to do this.
Zhuang Qing looked at me, sighed, and held the cup towards me, "Feng Xiao, if this happens, the poems will really be over."
I am silent.
"Come, let's drink." She added, "Actually, from a personal emotional point of view, I don't want you to save her, but you are right, she is my distant relative after all. And she is still so young. It's a pity.
, such a beautiful girl was ruined."
I shook my head, "That's not the problem. First, even if I agree to divorce her, I may not be able to make her come back. Second, it is impossible for me to do this. My current wife is Chen Yuan, and I cannot do it for Zhang.
He abandoned Chen Yuan in favor of poetry. You know this very well."
In fact, I think Zhuang Qing's words make sense, because Zhang Shiyu personally told me, she said, unless I marry her. Of course, that could also be something she said to embarrass me, because she knew it was impossible.
So, I still feel that even if I really plan to marry her, the final result will probably turn into a joke.
Zhuang Qing nodded and said: "That's right. The crux of the problem is not here. Think of me, Zhuang Qing. Why don't I want to marry you in my heart? But I have self-knowledge and know that I am not worthy of you, even if I marry you.
It won't last long. To be honest, Feng Xiao, if I really plan to marry myself to you, how can I allow you to be merciful? It is precisely because I have self-knowledge that I indulge you so much, and even gave Chen Yuan as a gift.
You. In fact, I feel very sorry for Chen Yuan in my heart, because I always think in my heart, how can I let you have a man that I, Zhuang Qing, can’t have all to myself? Feng Xiao, do you know? Now I really
I don’t dare to see Chen Yuan anymore, I feel very guilty in my heart.”
I shook my head, and suddenly felt uncomfortable. I sighed and said to her, "Zhuang Qing, please stop talking."
But she continued: "Actually, the bottom line is that her poems are not worth what you do. This is the crux of the problem."
I was silent.
My phone was ringing. It was Liu Meng calling, "Feng Xiao, Huo Simin and I left first. I will stay with her at night."
I hurriedly looked at Zhuang Qing and asked Liu Meng, "Where are you going now?"
"Huo Simin is going to perform soon, and she will take me with her," she said.
"I'll call you later." I said, because I didn't know what to do next.
"You and her spend a good night together today. I can see that she likes you very much." She said and hung up the phone immediately. From her tone, I didn't feel that she was angry.
"Is it your Liu Meng who called?" Zhuang Qing asked me, looking strange.
I nodded, "She said she was going to stay with that friend of yours today. By the way, what does this Huo Simin do? Why do I always feel like I've seen her somewhere?"
She immediately laughed, "Feng Xiao, you should tell her face to face. Haha! But this way of picking up girls is too old-fashioned."
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Zhuang Qing, what I said is true. I just feel like I have seen her somewhere."
She was still looking at me strangely, with a hint of teasing in her eyes, "Feng Xiao, I know, it must be in your dream, when you are having sex. To be honest, Huo Simin is quite beautiful, and she is
That kind of pure, healthy beauty.”
"Okay, I won't talk anymore. You are a real person. Come, let's drink." I was made embarrassed by her.
But she was very interested, stretched her head in front of me, and said to me in a low voice: "Feng Xiao, let me tell you, I took a bath with her, her body is very beautiful. And I also asked
If you pass her, she is still a virgin."
"Where do so many maidens come from now?" I said in a sullen voice, but then I felt that there was something wrong with my words, so I hurriedly added: "Whether she is a maiden or not, what does it have to do with me?"
"It's true. I used to be a nurse in the obstetrics and gynecology department, so she asked me to check her to see if her hymen is still there. She said she likes to exercise and is worried about when she will no longer have sex.
It was torn. I looked at it and it's still there. It's perfect, definitely not the kind of patchwork." She said to me with a low smile.
I was dumbfounded and couldn't tell whether to laugh or cry. I didn't expect that these girls could be so boring. "Zhuang Qing, stop talking, that's someone else's privacy."
She immediately laughed, "I'm teasing you. I see you are so interested in her. But Feng Xiao, this girl is not so easy to get. She is very traditional."
I looked at her and smiled bitterly, "Zhuang Qing, you are going too far. Who said I was interested in her? What I said is true. I really feel like I have seen her somewhere."
She was still looking at me with a weird smile and shaking her head at the same time, "It's impossible. I used to study in Hainan University..."
I suddenly remembered it and interrupted her hastily, "I know who she is! She admires you, doesn't she?"
That time, when Chen Yuan and I traveled to Sanya together, while eating outside the terrace of that seafood restaurant, there was a girl carrying a guitar. She also brought a magazine with a photo of Zhuang Qing on the cover.
magazine. Yes, that’s her!
Zhuang Qing looked at me in surprise, "Have you really seen her?"
I nodded, then told her about the situation, and then said: "She said at the time that she admired you very much and thought you were amazing. You could go from an ordinary girl to that step through your own efforts. I didn't expect that she actually
I really came to Beijing to find you."
She looked at me and smiled, "I really believe you when you say that. It's true. She recently made a special trip to Beijing to find me and said that she admired me. Feng Xiao, it seems that you and her are really
It’s very fateful.”
I hurriedly said: "Zhuang Qing, don't talk nonsense. I'm just discussing the matter. You know, when a person always feels that someone is very familiar to him but can't really remember it, he will feel very uncomfortable.
.It’s okay now, I finally remembered it, and I feel much more comfortable now. That’s all. By the way, where is she performing now?”
"There are many performance venues in Beijing, and many singers sing in some karaoke halls. You know Yang Kun, right? The guy with a hoarse singing voice used to sing in a karaoke hall. Huo Simin is like that now. She likes music, and she loves music more.
Mostly she felt she needed that kind of experience. The girl is very good and works hard," she said.
"Since she admires you so much, you should help her more in the future." I smiled.
"Of course I will help her. But I don't have the strength to help others right now. At most, I can let her live with me temporarily. I rented an apartment a few days ago, with two bedrooms and one living room, which is just right for the two of us.
."she says.
I looked at her and said softly: "Zhuang Qing, you actually have a good heart, I know that. However, you can be very deadly when you are so strong."
"Feng Xiao, I don't want to drink anymore." She said suddenly, and then whispered to me: "I want you."
My heart suddenly agitated, and the emotion emanating from her eyes made my heart skip a beat.
We went to a nearby hotel and booked a room. I was worried about meeting Liu Meng and the others.
Zhuang Qing's body gradually softened, she hugged my waist, and responded eagerly.
Zhuang Qing put her arms around my neck and asked tenderly: "Feng Xiao, can you kiss me seriously?"
I smiled softly, leaned down, and told her the correct answer with practical actions.
The kiss lasted for three minutes.
After the kiss, I supported the bed with my hands and quietly looked at her incomparably beautiful body.
Her face is really beautiful. Seeing it so close, you can better understand her alluring appearance. Her facial features are very delicate and perfectly matched. She has a kind of aura unique to beautiful women. Her hair is charmingly pursed.
On the back of her head, there are still a few strands sliding across her neck, adding a bit of charm to her neck. Her light eyebrows are the finishing touch to her face. They are thin, long, and cover her eyelids straightly. Her eyelashes
It kept blinking and was so vivid that it was indescribable.
Her hand shyly helped me navigate, and my hand was like a small boat, swimming all over her territorial waters in the dark and stormy waves. The troughs of the waves undulated like warm waves. There were trembling waves coming from the depths of the seabed, as if the earth was moving.