I have long told myself that I cannot admit this matter even in front of her, because it is too important. This is not deception, but to protect myself.
"Then why didn't you ask me what happened last night?" She whispered in a low voice without looking at me. She was stirring the coffee with a small spoon.
"Your uncle called me early this morning. He told me what happened last night." I said.
"You told her about me being hurt, right? The police called me to assist in the investigation. After finishing the record, I realized that I had nowhere to go and I didn't want to stay in a hotel anymore, so I went to my uncle's house
At home. But he already knew about this matter. Feng Xiao, who would tell him except you?" She suddenly raised her head, tears glistening in her eyes.
I nodded, "Yes. I told him. Because I thought that he is your father after all, and you have to ask for leave. Wouldn't it be better for me to ask for leave for you?"
"I don't believe that Jia Jun sells drugs." She said, then turned her face to the window.
I said calmly: "He can even do such a thing, so it's hard to say that he takes risks. Who can guess the psychology of a gambler?"
She turned her face back and sighed softly, "I don't think it's possible for you to do such a thing. Because you are not that powerful. You can't find drugs."
"Yes. You are right to think so." I said, and then I said in confusion: "Tang Zi, why are you still sympathizing with him now? He did something that was worse than a beast, why are you still like this?
Do you sympathize with him?"
She sighed softly, "Actually, I was sorry for him first. I cheated on him first. Feng Xiao, don't be angry if I say a word. In fact, I also felt disgusted the first time I made love to you.
What happened last night is nothing to me. Don’t worry."
I was stunned because I didn't expect her to say such a sentence. But then I thought about it and felt that what she said seemed right. Compared with what happened last night, the first time between her and me was just her
It’s just subjectively willing.
I was speechless for a moment.
But she continued: "This is all retribution."
I remained silent. Only now did I realize how ridiculous my anger last night was, and the revenge I carried out later seemed even more unnecessary and unworthy.
No, that's not the case. Then, I thought to myself. She was so scared last night that she forgot to take a shower after being violated, thus allowing Diao Desheng's dirt to continue to stay in her body. Also
The state she was in after arriving at the hotel last night. All this shows how serious the psychological damage she suffered. Maybe she has figured it out now because she thought of her betrayal, so she went
Forgive Jia Jun’s behavior.
It seems that she has figured it out and no longer has any psychological problems. However, I don't know if I should be happy for her because of this.
I felt that I was quite bored and a little busy, so I said to her: "Let's go back."
She came and looked at me, "Are you angry?"
I shook my head, "I have something to do today."
Yes, I do have a very important matter today. I have to visit President Chang. However, I almost delayed this matter because of Tang Zi's affairs.
"Maybe I shouldn't tell you the truth." She glanced at me with a wry smile on her face.
"Some things cannot be simply summarized as wrong or right. If there is something really wrong, I am also responsible." I said.
"But I really liked you later. Otherwise, I wouldn't have had anything to do with you." She looked at me and said, "Really. Feng Xiao, please believe me."
I nodded, "I believe it. But what's the use of talking about these things now? Do you think so?"
She stood up slowly, "I want to go back to the hospital. I'll go to work in the afternoon."
At this moment, I suddenly couldn't bear it, "Didn't you go to work tomorrow?"
"I figured it out. It was like being bitten by a dog last night. It wasn't a big deal." She said and walked out immediately. I hurriedly asked the waiter to settle the bill.
"Tang Zi, what are you going to do now? What's going on between you and Jia Jun?" I asked her after getting in the car. I don't know why, but I felt like something was wrong with her today.
"What else can I do? Divorce. I have thought about it. Now I have to make more money and then find a man to live a good life." She said.
I really felt that something was wrong with her, but it was difficult to ask her. Then I began to ask myself: Isn't it bad for her to be like this? Don't you hope that she can get out of that shadow as soon as possible? Are you?
What's the matter?
Maybe, I always feel that she should be in pain for a long time, right? So I asked myself this and couldn't help but smile bitterly.
I checked the time and hurriedly called President Chang, "Sister Chang, are you free recently? I want to tell you something."
"You don't recognize me as a sister. You still have to tell Kang Mi if something happens." She scolded me with a smile.
I was secretly glad that I didn't call her "President Chang". "The main reason is that I want to trouble you. It's too utilitarian, so I feel embarrassed."
"Haha! I didn't expect you to be quite honest. I like your character. Well, it's lunch time now, let's go eat Western food together," she said.
"Okay. Which place do you think has better Western food? Haha! I rarely go to eat foreign food like that, I am very amateur." I said with a smile. Now, I feel very happy, and I can't help but think: Governor Huang's
That sentence really works.
"I know there is a very good Western restaurant. Come here." She said, and then told me the place.
"Feng Xiao, let me get off the car first, don't delay your business." Tang Zi said to me immediately after hanging up the phone.
I shook my head and said, "It's okay, I have to pass by our hospital anyway."
She was silent for a moment, and then asked me after a while: "Feng Xiao, did I delay your business?"
I still shook my head, "Isn't your matter also my matter?"
She said: "Feng Xiao, I didn't believe in fate before, but now I do."
I was a little surprised, "Why did you suddenly talk about this matter?"
"Don't you think so? Look at me, I thought my life was already hard enough in the past, but now it's even harder. I thought it would be safer for me to find a child from a poor family as my husband, but I never thought
I still found a gambler. What do you think this is if it’s not fate?" She said quietly.
"Don't think like that. I always believe that the world is balanced. If you lose something, you will often get something else." I comforted her. In fact, why don't I think so? For example, what happened to Chen Yuan,
There is also the matter of Zhao Menglei and Su Hua. Isn’t it fate that they had such a result? Although I am a doctor and the last person who should believe in fate, because I should have become a staunch materialist, but now
I also have to believe that there is something like fate controlling everything about me. This also includes everything that happened to me and the woman next to me.
"That's why I decided to work hard to make money. Maybe I will get a lot of things from another aspect," she said.
"You are right to think so. As a person, you have to think more about yourself. Having more money is not a bad thing. Don't you think so?" I laughed.
She nodded, "I'll go see my uncle in the afternoon. By the way, Feng Xiao, I won't fail to honor my shares in the future, right?"
I smiled and said, "As long as I'm here, what do you have to worry about?"
"I will remember every business clearly from now on. But I still have to figure out the profit," she said.
I was suddenly stunned, because I really found that she suddenly changed, and the change was so big. But what else could I say about such a thing? "That's what it should be."
He dropped her off in front of the hospital, and then went to the Western restaurant Chang Bailing mentioned.
This place is very ordinary. I think the reason why it is ordinary is that there is nothing special about its decoration style and there is no piano.
I found her at a window seat and she criticized me: "Men should not keep women waiting."
I couldn't help but apologize, "An acquaintance came over when I got off work and insisted on letting me check her. As a result, it was delayed for a while."
She immediately laughed and said, "I know you, are you watching this too?"
I immediately felt that what she said was a bit strange, but it was hard to say anything, so I jokingly said: "If you are familiar with it, you should look carefully."
She laughed so hard that her whole body trembled, "Feng Xiao, you are so funny."
I also laughed, "What I meant was to look carefully at her illness."
She laughed even harder, "Don't you obstetricians and gynecologists just look at that part of a woman? Are you looking at it carefully?"
I immediately said seriously: "It's not about that part. It's about whether there is any problem with that part."
"How could you tell the problem if you didn't look at that part first?" She immediately calmed down and smiled again.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Yeah. I can't defeat you. I surrender."
At this time the waiter came over and asked us what we wanted to order.
"I want a black pepper beef ribs, a seafood pasta, and, um, a Korean kimchi steamed egg. Well, that's about it. Feng Xiao, you can order whatever you want." Chang Bailing ordered immediately.
vegetable.
I was a little dumbfounded, "This...I don't know how to order Western food. Let's do this, it's all the same. Give me a piece of whatever you want."
She immediately laughed and said, "This is a good idea."
The waiter left, but she started to laugh again, "Feng Xiao, I really didn't expect you to be an obstetrician and gynecologist. Are you a man?"
I shook my head and smiled bitterly: "Things are rare and valuable. That's why I can be the director."
She laughed so hard that her whole body trembled, "If I don't tell you about this anymore, I'll laugh to death."
When the waiter brought our food, I was shocked: it was just steak, but the other two portions were so huge.
Chang Bailing looked at me and smiled, "I don't gain weight, so I never have a taboo."
"You really want to make those women who are worried about gaining weight jealous?" I said with a smile, and then went to cut the steak. Fortunately, I had eaten this before, so the movements were not so awkward.
"It seems that you often eat Western food? Why can't you order?" She looked at me in surprise and asked. (To be continued)