If it weren't for the envelope, I would never have found the letter in the book so easily. Now I understand Zhao Menglei's carefulness even more. In fact, she should know that even if she didn't put the two pages of letter paper into the envelope, I would
I will find it too, because it is in the book in front of me.
She has been taking care of me so carefully and considerately since we got married. I have never washed my clothes or even my socks since we got married. She also cooks three meals a day, and the dishes are often served by her.
During the change, there are very few repetitions within a week.
When we first got married, I wasn't used to her meticulousness, but slowly I started to get used to it. After I got used to it, I slowly became numb and slowly felt as if those things should be done by her.
In the final analysis, she was so used to me that I forgot how good she was, and she also used her to the point where I no longer cherished her so much.
Now, I have a complete premonition that something has happened to her. I related what happened last night and the letter in my hand now.
I opened the letter, my hands trembling. The first line of words immediately caught my eye——
Feng Xiao. Hey, why am I not used to calling you husband? Is it because we were classmates? I have thought about this question for a long time, but it seems that it is not the case. Feng Xiao, have you noticed? In fact, we have always been
There is a sense of distance between us, which means that we have never been as easy-going as a couple. Although we sleep on the same bed and often do things that couples should do, I always feel that you have not taken it seriously.
I treat you as your real wife. I always want to do better and be more considerate to you, but you are still you. It’s not your fault, it’s just my own failure. Feng Xiao, I am very grateful to you because of your
It was only after his appearance that I made up my mind to escape from that cage. I killed him, but I never regretted it, and I still have no regrets until now. People like him can only let him die, otherwise he will torture me even more.
.Perhaps after he tortures me to death, he will torture another woman. So such a man must die.
Feng Xiao, do you think I'm cruel? In fact, you don't know me. I'm not that cruel, but I will use cruel methods to deal with men who are like beasts. You are a good person. When I was in middle school, I
I didn't realize that you were so good. I still remember your appearance at that time. I remember that you seemed a little timid and didn't dare to look at us girls with a straight eye. You also liked to laugh and started laughing when you saw people. Now I think of that time.
The time really felt like a dream.
I thought I would never see you again in this life, but who knew we would be able to meet again. That day, when I came to your hospital, I heard the patients who were waiting for you to see you outside your clinic commenting on you.
I found that the person they were praising was my old classmate. Later we ate and drank together, and I found that you had not changed much, you were still the same as you were in middle school. Feng Xiao, in fact, you used to follow me quietly and peek at me.
I have noticed it a long time ago, but at that time, there was no possibility of falling in love at all. Didn't our parents and teachers often teach us this way at that time - study hard, and it will not be too late to consider those things when you are admitted to college.
So, at that time, I thought you were funny, but sometimes I also had a sweet feeling. Because I knew you liked me.
After I went to college, I completely forgot about those things in middle school, including your love for me. Maybe I just regarded your actions at that time as the impulse of my first love.
However, I met you later. It was when I was going through the most painful period in my life. At that time, I was worse off than dead. As soon as I saw you and learned that you were not in love, I decided, decided
That thing I want to do later. Feng Xiao, do you know? When you told me that you have never been in love, when I found that there was love in your eyes when you looked at me, right there
At that moment, I immediately made up my mind: I want that person to die and then live with you. Even if we can only be together for one day, it is worth it. Feng Xiao, you like me, I know this, so I want to
I give it to you myself, I don’t want you to be disappointed in my infatuation.
Feng Xiao, I am actually a very simple person. I remember reading a short story: There was a gold mining team walking in the desert. Everyone was walking heavily and in pain, but only one person was walking happily. Others asked: Why are you walking?
So comfortable? He smiled and said: Because I brought the least things. This story tells me that happiness is actually very simple, just have less. Therefore, I feel very, very satisfied that I once had you.
What I told you above are all my truest feelings, right? I am a very simple person, right?
I said everything I said to you last night, and I made love to you all night. Do you know why I did that? Now I can tell you, I want to remember you, and I want you to
Remember me. Forever.
I made the last meal for you today. I don’t know if it tastes right. Try it. If you don’t think it tastes good, don’t blame me, because I’m very confused and it’s inevitable that I’ll add more or less.
seasoning.
Okay, I'm leaving. Now I'm going to the Public Security Bureau to surrender.
Feng Xiao, I don’t want you to commit crimes with me, nor do I want others to blackmail you for it. You are a good person and a good doctor. Although you are not good enough as my husband, I still like you, love
you.
Everything you gave me last night will be my eternal memory, and maybe I will still remember it on the other side of hell.
By the way, I have some final instructions for you: you sweat easily in summer, and it’s the same in winter and summer. You should be more diligent and try to change your underwear several times a day. Don’t find it troublesome. Your skin is prone to allergies, so
I bought you many sets of pure cotton underwear. Also, your stomach is not very good but you like to eat chili peppers. So you should try to drink less and cook the rice softer when you cook.
Add a little more salt to the vegetables and leave a little vegetable soup to come out. Remember to add meat to vegetarian dishes, and don't make the meat dishes too greasy. When making soup, mash the raw materials and remember to take them out after cooking them out.
, you don’t like those things, just drink the taste from the soup. You also like to drink cold drinks, and they must be iced. In the future, you should try to drink less of those things, otherwise your stomach problems will worsen. Hey! You
Look at what I said in all this nonsense? That's it, I have to go. I don't want to see you when you come home, I'm worried that I will hesitate.
You can show this letter to your future wife to let her know how to take care of you.
I will entrust a lawyer to forward the divorce agreement to you when the time comes.
Feng Xiao, don't come when the court sentences me. I don't want to see you in that place. I'm afraid that I will cry, and I'm afraid of seeing you cry.
Goodbye, let's meet in the next life.
Your wife: Meng Lei. By the way, you must eat and be obedient.
My tears flowed down. Feng Xiao, you should have thought of it last night, and you should have thought of it even more this morning. But you went to bed instead! Moreover, you let Su Hua make such a big mistake. You still
A man? I blamed myself and the tears flowed even more.
Holding this letter, I couldn't help but burst into tears, "Meng Lei..."
I read her letter again, crying bitterly as I read it. Tears stained the letter paper. Finally, my eyes focused on the last line of her words - you must eat and be obedient.
I went to the dining table with tears in my eyes, and she also placed the chopsticks and bowls on the table. I picked up a handful of vegetables with the chopsticks and put them into my mouth... It was bitter and astringent, and it was all in my mouth.
It’s tears, chewed and swallowed with the food...
I didn't taste the food, but I insisted on eating it one bite at a time, and then swallowed it bit by bit with tears. I choked several times, but luckily I had tears, which allowed me to swallow smoothly.
The food in it.
The room was so eerily quiet that I couldn't hear any sound except my crying. This silence made me feel even more desolate. Now, my world has completely collapsed.
The phone rang like thunder, and my whole body trembled suddenly, "Meng Lei!" I yelled, took out the phone and started to answer, "Feng Xiao, what are you doing? Look what time it is? Why not?
Come to work!" Su Hua's voice came from the phone.
At this moment, the sorrow in my heart suddenly burst out, and I couldn't help but cry loudly, "Wow... wow..."
"Feng Xiao, what's wrong with you? What happened?" Su Hua's panicked voice came from the phone.
"Teacher, senior sister, wow! Zhao Menglei, something happened to Zhao Menglei... Wuwu!" I cried into the phone and said.
"Hey! Don't worry, what happened? Where are you now?" she asked loudly on the phone.
"She, she..." I said, suddenly feeling dizzy, and finally heard a sound, the sound of the phone falling to the ground, and then I didn't know anything else.
When I woke up, I found myself in the hospital because I smelled the unique smell of the hospital. When I opened my eyes, I saw white. White walls, white sheets, and a person wearing a white coat. I found
My eyes were a little blurry, and I couldn't see clearly what the person in front of me looked like.
"Are you awake?" Then I heard her voice. Now I knew it was her, Su Hua.
"Why am I here?" I asked in confusion, not thinking about what happened today.
"You passed out at home. Feng Xiao, what happened?" she asked anxiously.
At this time, my soul suddenly returned to my body, and all the memories completely returned to my brain. I burst into tears.
"You are such a worrying person!" She said angrily, "You are a man, why are you like this? Come on, tell me, what happened?"
"She, she went to the police station." I said, sobbing and choking.
"What do you mean?" she asked inexplicably.
"She committed a crime and turned herself in. Woohoo!" I cried.
"Ah...how could this happen? What crime has she committed?" she asked. (To be continued)