Half an hour later we drove to Hongya's place separately.
She took me to the terrace, where there are two white beach chairs and a beautiful coffee table. "You sit down for a while, and I'll make you some coffee."
This place is right by the lake, and the sunshine is very good. When it shines down, it makes people feel lazy and comfortable. I lay on the beach chair and let my body relax completely.
Many Westerners like to sunbathe on the beach or on the grass. They are not limited to exposing their skin and enjoying the caress of the sun. In fact, I also like the sun, but there are no suitable beaches or grass around me, let alone the opportunity to visit distant places.
.So, I can only often expose myself to the sunshine in my heart - whenever I see the sunshine outside the window easily passing through the floating mist in the morning and reaching my window, my heart will float gently.
Then, even though my eyes were dizzy, my mood lifted with it. After spinning, I suddenly became enlightened. Then, I hurried to the window, opened it, opened my arms, and let all the sunlight that landed in my room pass through me and embrace me warmly.
. Take a deep breath... Give my soul a sun bath. Feel comfortable and give yourself a big smile. Walk out of the room, step on the sun or the sun is holding me up, browse the world of light and shadow, flash, sway, twinkle, and listen.
The noise there seemed to originate from the beginning of life: the sounds of flowers and plants waking up and yawning; the birds practicing their morning exercises on the branches and whistling; the sun shining like rain on the leaves, rustling.
The dreamlike sunshine in the morning left at the speed of light, and I no longer missed it, because I could not stop the warmth and unrestrainedness of the noon sun. I stood under the scorching sun, feeling that the sun was desperately drilling into my skin, and the sweat was desperately squeezing out of my skin. Sunshine
Sweat pours down, sweat pours out; they meet, collide, burst out with enthusiasm, burning me, this is the real sunbathing - sweating profusely. This is not physical torture, but a release of body and mind
——Depression, melancholy, and troubles all escape with sweat, which brings physical and mental satisfaction. ——The wilderness of the soul is nourished by the sun. Therefore, the flowers bloom brilliantly...
The blazing sunshine at noon also left at the speed of light. I no longer miss it because I have fallen deeply in love with the gorgeous sunset. In the space entwined with golden and blood red, everything seems to have become deeper, and my soul quietly blends into this sunset.
Take a bath. The noise of the day will gradually become quiet, and some things will slowly settle in the bottom of your heart, and you will begin to think, comprehend, and taste. Life will become thicker due to the accumulation of this day, and the wilderness of the soul will move towards the dense forest.
This is how I spend every day. This is actually a kind of self-comfort and intoxication, and it is also a kind of self-psychological adjustment. Otherwise, I would have been depressed long ago.
Now, I am bathing in the afternoon sun, and the warm feeling all over my body makes every pore in my body open. They are breathing this beautiful air with me, and feeling the warmth given by God with me... It's really
comfortable.
Sometimes I feel that I am easily satisfied. For example, right now, I feel that being able to enjoy the warmth of the sun is enough.
Self-comfort and adjustment are actually very simple, that is, you must learn to be satisfied. Learning to be satisfied is also very simple, that is, don't have too many extravagant expectations.
Although this is very simple to say, many people cannot do it because we are all social animals. We all compare and often have an inner imbalance. But I can do it because I have experienced it and seen it with my own eyes.
Too much life and death. So I often comfort myself like this: Feng Xiao, at least you are still alive, and you are still living so well. So, what else are you dissatisfied with?
Just like that, I lay on the beach chair and fully enjoyed this rare feeling of warmth, and fully realized the life force that the sun brought to my body. I began to have reverie in my mind...
Suddenly I heard Hong Ya's very small voice, "This guy actually fell asleep like this."
I smiled slightly.
She came out after a while, and I felt her covering me with a blanket. Suddenly I had a mischievous idea in my mind, so I suddenly opened my eyes and shouted loudly: "Wow!"
She suddenly let out a scream, and I saw her stunned and looking at me, her face pale!
I laughed.
"Feng Xiao, you are annoying! Why are you trying to scare people like this?" She finally woke up and hurried over to hit me. I stretched out my hand and pulled her into my arms. She let out a "squeak" and then
Her body lay softly on top of mine.
I hugged her gently and then kissed her cheek, which was smooth and had a hint of coolness.
"Feng Xiao, how are you?" she said in a low voice.
"Really?" I laughed, then put my hand to her crotch, "Fuck it."
She laughed suddenly, "You hate it! By the way, do you still drink coffee?"
"Drink. I'm so thirsty..." I replied, and then stopped what I was saying because I found that there seemed to be someone in Lin Yu's villa across the lake, and it seemed to be a man.
He hurriedly stood up from the beach chair, picked up Hong Ya and ran inside.
"What for?" she asked me.
"I saw there seemed to be a man at Sister Lin's house." I said to her in a low voice.
"Really?" she asked, and then said to me: "Wait a minute, I'll get a telescope and have a look."
After she said this, she ran inside. I secretly wondered: How could she have a telescope? Why did she buy that thing? I don't know why, but I suddenly felt a strange feeling in my heart.
After a while she came out, holding a big telescope in her hand.
"Why do you have this thing?" I asked.
"That person bought it," she said. "He seems to be very interested in the people who live here."
I understood immediately, "He is a liar. Of course he likes to know the privacy of these rich people."
"Actually, he can't be considered a complete liar. It's just that he likes to make money through unfair means. Some people are like him, who don't seize good opportunities when they have them, and always like to use crooked methods," she said.
I was very curious, "Why do you say that?"
"Although he is only a distant relative of the Vice Chairman of the National Committee of the Chinese People's Political Consultative Conference, he is still a relative after all. Moreover, the Vice Chairman of the National Committee of the Chinese People's Political Consultative Conference often takes him to various large-scale venues and introduces him to those thoughtful people. If
If he had to calm down and work on the project, he might not have become prosperous long ago. But he is not a business person by nature. He just likes to take shortcuts and always likes to make money through crooked ways. Therefore, everyone has his own problems.
A person's character, such as him, is born with the virtues of a rogue, and there is nothing he can do about it," she said.
I nodded, "That's true. Although I think this person may not only do it because he likes to take shortcuts. Maybe he is interested in other people's privacy and likes to take advantage of people's psychology of taking shortcuts. Or maybe he is familiar with the current situation."
He is familiar with the common mentality of people in the officialdom, so he likes to use that method, because he feels that he will not be in any danger. He knows that even if someone is deceived, they will not report the crime easily, because reporting the crime is harmful to the public.
There is no benefit to the person being deceived. So he succeeds frequently. Perhaps this is the most fundamental reason."
"What do you mean?" she asked.
I smiled and said, "Maybe I didn't express it so clearly. What I mean is that he has the desire to control others. Maybe he thinks those who want to get a certain position or a certain project through him are ridiculous.
That’s why we use that method to tease those people, and we can also get money at the same time. Why not?”
"You mean he has a mental problem?" she asked.
I smiled bitterly, "Does any of those officials have any psychological problems?"
"Feng Xiao, don't talk about Sister Lin like that." She reminded me immediately.
I suddenly realized that I had made a mistake, "I didn't say anything about her!"
She had already picked up the telescope and looked across the window, "Huh? How could it be him?"
"Who?" I asked hurriedly.
She handed me the telescope and said, "See for yourself."
I took the telescope and looked towards the opposite side. I was suddenly surprised: I saw that it was Kandemau standing on the terrace opposite! At this moment, I felt as if I had knocked over the five-flavor bottle. Why?
Could it be him? What was he doing there? Could it be that he and her were... impossible?
Hong Ya was looking at me, "Feng Xiao, you said he and Sister Lin... can't do it, right?"
There was a sour taste in my heart, and I forced a smile on my face, "Kang Demao is Governor Huang's secretary, he is normal there."
"Yeah. That's true." She nodded. Seeing that she agreed with my statement, I felt much better.
"Let's go out to bask in the sun and drink coffee." She put down the telescope, then came over to pull me, "We don't need to be afraid, there is no telescope at Sister Lin's place."
I smiled wryly and went to the terrace with her again, bathing in the sunshine. (To be continued)