After driving the car to a secluded place and stopping, Hong Ya started to make a call, "Sister Lin, is it convenient for you to talk now?"
Now, there is one thing that I am very happy about: it seems that the relationship between Hong Ya and Lin Yu is still so good, and there seems to be no rift between the two of them at all. I don't know how Lin Yu did this.
Hong Ya started talking on the phone, and I listened quietly.
"That's right. I went out to eat today, and I met Su Boling. He said..." She then recounted what had just happened, but she didn't mention me.
I don’t know what Lin Yu said on the phone, but I just heard that Hong Ya didn’t live in "Hmm"
After a while, her call finally ended, and I asked her, "What did Sister Lin say?"
"She said she knew." She replied, and then glanced at me, "She also said something else. It has nothing to do with this matter."
"Is it useful for you to tell her?" I asked worriedly.
"Of course. You should know her network. It's hard to help others get things done, but it's not easy to do harm to them, right? There's something wrong with the cadres that the organization department is most afraid of being promoted. Don't you think so?"
She asked me with a smile.
I burst out laughing immediately, "Yeah. Let alone the organizational department, it's like this for everything."
Then I drove her to the "Singer Bar"
Me and I sat in a corner drinking beer and listening to them singing. Hong Ya sighed and said to me, "This place is really nice."
"Yeah. I think it's not bad." I said with a smile.
"Do you know them?" she asked me, pouting at Doudou who was playing the guitar and singing at the same time.
I shook my head, "I'm not very familiar with it either. A friend took me here once."
She looked at me and smiled, expressing disbelief. I didn't say much.
We sat until midnight because the music here made us unable to leave. After the performance, Chenchen and the others came down to toast us. However, when they came to us, they seemed to not recognize me anymore and just held the glasses to us.
He said, "Welcome." Then he left.
I was secretly surprised in my heart, and a little unhappy at the same time. But Hong Ya smiled and said to me: "It seems that you are not a regular customer here."
Then I sent her home. She said to me: "Don't go back, just stay here with me. Okay?"
I shook my head, "No. I have a wife and children at home. Although Chen Yuan has been in a coma, I can't go too far. I have to talk to her every day. I also want to hug the children in the morning."
She immediately stopped insisting, got out of the car silently, and then entered her villa. I watched her close the door, sighed, and drove home.
The nanny hadn't even taken a break yet. After I entered the room, she came over and said to me, "Uncle, are you back?"
I was very dissatisfied with what she did during the day, so I just nodded to her lightly.
"Uncle..." She called me again.
I still said calmly: "Tell me, what is it?"
"Today, it was my fault." She lowered her head and said.
My heart suddenly softened, "Stop talking. I just want to help your daughter. I'm tired and want to rest."
After saying that, I went directly into the bedroom. I didn't dare to look at Chen Yuan. Every time I came back after having sex with other women outside, I would feel a strong sense of guilt. But this feeling of guilt always lingered in my heart.
It won’t go away.
This is how I live. While feeling guilty, I continue to make mistakes, and at the same time, I am constantly adjusting myself psychologically.
It's like this every day, waiting for the next day to come, and always hoping that the next day's life will be more colorful. I know that this is the source of my happiness, and only in this way can I overcome it.
The loneliness and pain deep inside.
A few days later, Hong Ya called me. She told me: "The incident with Su Boling was dirty. Haha!"
I don’t know why, but I feel that this matter does not make me happy, because I find that I am not interested in officialdom matters at all.
She then asked me if I was free recently. I declined the request to go to her house because I was too busy with work. I found that my interest in women was greatly reduced now.
For a long period of time, I almost no longer had contact with those women. It was as if they had disappeared from the world. My daily life began to become regular: go to work, go home, and just live two lives like this.
A life on the line.
Until one day, Tao Tao called me. Her call made me feel a little disturbed.
"Feng Xiao, why haven't you called me?" she asked me on the phone.
Only then did I remember that there had been such a woman in my life, "I've been too busy lately."
"Obviously you have forgotten me." She said.
"How's it going? Is work going well?" I didn't want to talk about such a topic with her.
"You are so heartless." She said quietly and then hung up the phone.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly: There is no end to being conscientious in front of women. Well, more than one woman has criticized me like this.
However, some things cannot be avoided, and some women cannot refuse at all. On the night when Tao Tao called, Zhang Shiyu sent me a text message: I am waiting for you in the room of Jiangnan Hotel.
You can get to me right away.
Although her overbearing tone made me very unhappy, I didn't dare to refuse. After all, her father is my principal.
This is a suite, a very luxurious suite.
When I entered, I saw that she was only wrapped in a bath towel, and her arms, shoulders, half of her chest, and legs were all naked.
"Close the door," she said to me.
I turned around and closed the door, not feeling nervous: Didn't you just let me fuck you? What am I afraid of?
Sure enough, she took off the bath towel in one fell swoop, and her beautiful body was completely exposed in front of me, "Feng Xiao, come and fuck me. Hurry!"
I can completely tell that she must be in an extremely bad mood right now, and the only way in this situation is to do exactly what she said.
...She went completely silent, as did I.
Although I was very tired, I still insisted on carrying her to the bathroom, turned on the hot water and rinsed her down. Then I wiped her body clean and carried her to the large bed inside. I gently covered her with the quilt.
Go on, then run out and put on your own pants.
"I'm leaving. The past has passed." I stood beside the bed and said to her, "Also, Shiyu, your mother is great. If you think about it carefully, you should know why she did what she did.
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"Why don't you let me do what I want to do most?" she murmured, and started crying again.
"Shiyu, you have to remember that no parent will just watch their child jump into the fire pit. Your mother is really great. She dedicated her life for you. Because she has no other
Solution. I can only blame the director for being too beastly. Think about it carefully, think about the kind of love your parents have for you. You shouldn't hate your parents. They had their helplessness at the time. Maybe they had
It was indeed wrong, but they love you and they will never do anything wrong." I said to her softly.
She stopped talking and kept sobbing.
"Shiyu, I'm leaving. I'm sorry. The relationship between us will end from today. You need to start your own life again. Goodbye!" I said to her immediately, and then left quickly. I heard her when she opened the door.
My name was called inside, but I left resolutely without any hesitation or pause.
Maybe, she will really grow up from now on. I wish secretly in my heart. (To be continued)