"Call me Aunt Kang, okay? I entrusted my poems to you. Unfortunately, you are already married. I think you are a pretty good person, not as good-looking as those other men. I am confident that you are not that ugly.
, many men find it difficult to control themselves after seeing me, but I don’t see anything strange in your eyes. Dr. Feng, Shiyu’s father is too keen on fame, and it is impossible for such a man to fulfill his father’s role.
The responsibility... is on you." She said, tears starting to fall.
Now, I completely understand: She told a stranger like me all the misfortunes she had been through, and it turned out that she had already had world-weary thoughts. Moreover, her words just now showed the truest feelings in her heart at the moment.
Got an idea.
I can't just watch her do such stupid things.
"Aunt Kang, don't be like this. Now, Zhang Shiyu has just recognized you as her mother. Although she has not completely changed all her thoughts for a while, she has already made a good start. She has been because of her parents since she was a child.
The divorce caused a lot of psychological damage to her, and it will take time for her to recover from that trauma. You must give her time, and you cannot inflict new damage on her instead. Do you think so?" I looked at her.
, said to her sincerely.
"How could I possibly inflict new trauma on her? No way," she said.
"Yes! Now, although your daughter has understood your true intention of doing that thing, she still blames you in her heart for abandoning her since childhood. If something happens to you now, she will definitely
She will think that she is the cause of such a result. She will blame herself for this, so she hates herself, and will feel that all the harm you do to her is her responsibility. Isn’t this a kind of harm to her? Aunt Kang, Zhang Shi
After all, Yu is still very young, have you ever thought about it? Can she bear any more harm like that?" I said.
"Why should I hurt myself?" she asked me.
I was suddenly stunned, "What did you mean just now?"
She burst out laughing, "Dr. Feng, you think I am going to commit suicide, right? Haha! Why should I commit suicide? I have encountered so much pain and so many difficulties, and I never thought of dying.
Why should I commit suicide now? You only have one life. As the saying goes, it is better to die than live. Why would I do such a stupid thing?"
"Then what do you mean by what you just said?" I asked, "You said you wanted to entrust your daughter to me or something."
"I want to leave this country because I don't want to see all the people I once knew. This is my sad place and I don't want to stay here anymore. I want to go to a place where no one knows me.
She settled down in a place where she didn’t know anyone, and then lived out her life quietly,” she said.
So that’s it! I couldn’t help but feel funny about the worry I just had, and at the same time I breathed a sigh of relief.
"Aunt Kang, have you ever thought about taking your daughter with you? Zhang Shiyu needs a mother and a mother's love. Do you want to leave her and leave the country alone again?" So I asked her.
.
"Will she be willing to live with me? Will she think highly of me as a mother? Will she forgive me for everything I have done?" She murmured in a low voice.
"Yes. Because you are her mother. This kind of blood relationship and this kind of family affection will never be let go." I said.
"As long as she is willing, I will sell all my domestic assets and immigrate abroad. Then I will buy a farm abroad and live with her for the rest of my life." She said, and a smile suddenly appeared on her face. Her beauty
It's so contagious that I almost became obsessed with the beauty that bloomed out of her.
However, I still remembered to remind her, "Aunt Kang, you must seek your daughter's opinion. After her ideas are respected, if you think there is a problem, then consult with her and discuss it. This is the best way.
What do you think?"
She nodded, "Thank you for the reminder."
Now I felt that it was really time for me to leave, so I stood up and said, "Aunt Kang, I'm leaving then."
"Will you go to work tomorrow?" she suddenly asked me.
I was stunned for a moment, "I have to go to work. I'm in the ward every day."
She nodded, and then stood up, "I'll see you off."
I hurriedly said: "No. Aunt Kang, if you have anything, you can call me at any time, or come to the ward to see me at any time."
She nodded and insisted on sending me out the door.
I drove away.
On the way, I suddenly remembered something: When I went to Principal Zhang’s office that day, he said he would have dinner with me the next day, and asked Wang Xin to call me. But after so many days, the meal matter
I didn't get any notice from Wang Xin at all. It's not that I really want to be with the two of them, but I feel like there's something wrong with this matter. Now, when I just finished talking to Kang Zhixin about Zhang Shiyu
Then I suddenly remembered this matter, because I felt that Zhang Shiyu’s matter should be told to Principal Zhang, after all, Zhang Shiyu might leave him in the future.
After thinking about it again, I decided to forget it. Sometimes being too nosy is not a good habit.
But I think I should call Zhang Shiyu immediately. Although I have told Zhang Shiyu that we will no longer communicate with each other, I feel that if I can promote the relationship between her and her mother, it is very urgent and important.
The words I once said no longer seem so important.
"Didn't you say you won't contact me anymore? What? Are you starting to miss me?" Zhang Shiyu's cold voice came from the phone immediately after the call was connected.
"Shiyu, I just came out of your mother's house. She wants to talk to you. She is your mother, she loves you very much in her heart, and everything she does now is for your good. Moreover, she also said that she
She wants to give you her own company, as long as you are happy. In poetry, no matter how much your parents go through, they are still your parents. The only people in this world who love you the most are your parents.
Yes. Do you understand what I mean?" I ignored the coldness of her voice and said to her sincerely.
She hung up the phone.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, feeling that this girl really inherited all the character flaws of her parents. However, she luckily inherited her mother's beauty.
In fact, I think her mother is right. Women's beauty is sometimes a mistake. Men competing for the right to mate with beautiful women has existed since ancient times, and it is also a manifestation of human animal habits.
Just because she hung up on me didn't mean that she objected to the advice I gave her, it just seemed like she was unwilling to accept it. I thought to myself.
Suddenly I want to go somewhere, where I want to sit quietly all night. Singer Bar.
Xiao Li hasn't called me yet, and I'm still driving the Mercedes-Benz. I didn't press him, thinking that since he didn't call me, it means that my car has not been completely repaired. Xiao Li is doing things.
I should be completely reassured that he is Lin Yi's driver after all, and he also has enough respect for me.
The car I have is easy to drive. In fact, from the driving experience, this car seems to have better handling and is more stable and stable. However, the brand of this car is too conspicuous, which makes me go to the hospital every day.
Everyone felt uneasy. Fortunately, no one said anything. It seemed that everyone was already numb to my status as Lin Yi's son-in-law.
Parking the car in the corner outside the bar, I hoped that the car I drove would not be as conspicuous as myself. Because I was in a good mood today and just wanted to sit quietly in the corner and enjoy the music atmosphere all night.
I ordered two bottles of beer for 60 yuan. The price was indeed expensive, but it was worth it because the beer contained the value of music enjoyment.
Tonight, Doudou is performing almost alone, all of which are campus songs with guitar accompaniment. Although Doudou's appearance is very ordinary, her voice is really nice, pure and magnetic, coupled with her long flowing hair.
, this further shows that she has a youthful vitality, and people can't help but return to their student days with her singing.
Memories are sometimes a kind of enjoyment, especially the memories of one's innocent past life, which will make people have the innocent feeling of returning to youth and dreamy times. Each of us will miss that period of innocence.
Just sitting in the corner, drinking beer slowly, music is floating in the surrounding air, they are covering me softly, taking my soul with them...
This feels great.
I didn't see Chenchen come out until the end of the show. Time passed too fast, and a few hours passed by without me realizing it. I still had a little bit of wine left, and I didn't finish it when I saw Doudou.
When I came out to toast with another girl, I immediately stood up and walked outside.
"Doctor Feng..." When I just walked outside the door, I suddenly heard someone calling me. When I turned around, I found it was Doudou.
"Why are you alone today?" she asked me with a smile.
"I'm free today, so I'll just come and sit by myself. Your song is really good. It's so beautiful." I said. Her words made me understand that she recognized me that night, but she just pretended not to know me.
"Thank you. Why did you leave so early today? Is it because you didn't see Chenchen?" she asked me with a smile.
I was a little surprised, because I didn't expect that she would ask me like this, and said hurriedly: "I have to go to work tomorrow. By the way, why aren't Chenchen here today?"
"She has a stomachache tonight. This happens once a month. You like her very much, right? That night I noticed you could tell by the look in her eyes." She said to me with a smile.
I felt that she was speaking really freely, and I couldn't help but laugh and cry, "Doudou, don't talk nonsense, I have a wife." (To be continued)