"Then I opened this restaurant, and then I met a boy under the introduction of my parents. Later we got married. He asked me why I wasn't a virgin, and I lied to him and said that I was in love in college. He also
I won’t say anything more. He understood very well, because he told me that he had been in love in college. He told me that now we are husband and wife, and from now on you belong to me alone, and so do I.
You are alone, let us go through this life together. I was very moved at the time, and at the same time I regretted everything I had done." She sighed.
I listened quietly and did not interrupt her.
"Not long ago, one day my husband brought some friends to a restaurant for dinner, and one of them looked at me for a long time. I didn't care, because I was very confident in my beauty. But what I didn't expect was,
The next day my husband suddenly filed for divorce from me." When she said this, she coughed suddenly.
I hurriedly went to get her some water, but she coughed more and more. I suddenly felt worried.
She drank the water and I noticed that her eyes became red from coughing.
"You should rest. Stop talking." I advised her.
She shook her head, "Dr. Feng, can you let me finish? I'm really worried that I won't be able to get off the operating table. I actually know my body, but you were right today, I shouldn't give up like this.
"
The worry in my heart became more intense, and I suddenly had the urge to go see Dr. Zhong immediately. However, looking at her pleading eyes, I had no choice but to sit down again.
Although this woman didn’t have much contact with her, she took care of me every time I went to eat at her place. Moreover, the first meal Zhao Menglei and I met many years later was at her place. That day, she delivered
We had a bottle of Maotai. It was that bottle of Maotai that started our relationship with Zhao Menglei. So, I am very grateful to her in my heart. And today, when I was drunk, she helped me to her
The room allowed me to spend the afternoon peacefully and wake up from my drunkenness comfortably...
She continued to tell, "It turns out that the man who came to eat that day recognized me. He was once my guest. When I was on the coast, I received so many guests, how could I remember him? But he remembered me.
He told my man about my past. My man can accept that I am not a virgin, but he cannot accept the experience I had. He filed for divorce from me without even asking me if those things were true.
. I know that he completely believed what his friend said. I have nothing to say but agree. But I begged him not to tell my parents about this. I gave the house and all the savings at home.
I gave it to him and only kept the restaurant. I rented the restaurant and it wasn’t worth much, but the money I earned every month was enough to cover my expenses. I also had some jewelry and money for surgery.
It must be enough."
I don't know what to say, because her experience makes it impossible for me to comfort her. After all, everything she did before was a mistake, a huge mistake.
"Not long after I divorced him, I felt unwell. I came here for a checkup and found out it was breast cancer. In fact, the reason why I didn't want to have surgery was not just because of fear, but because I felt that all this was retribution.
.I used to be too dissolute, so God made me suffer from such a disease. Dr. Feng, I remember the first time I came to you for treatment, your attitude was so good and you were so considerate to me. At that time, I
I thought, there is such a good man in this world. Haha! You may feel strange, because I saw sympathy, care, and warmth in your eyes. Really, your eyes are so touching.
. Later, every time you came to my place to eat, I could see that look in your eyes. Especially when you looked at me and smiled, my heart was really warm. Then one time I went
Church, when I saw the statue of the Virgin Mary, I burst into tears because I found that her eyes were so similar to yours. You are a good doctor and you are really good to your patients, so I listen to you.
..." She said, her voice soft, like crying.
I was so ashamed and thought: How can I be as good as you said? If you knew the real side of me, you would completely change your understanding of me.
"Thank you Dr. Feng, thank you for listening to my story. Now I feel much more comfortable and relaxed. I tried to go to church to confess, but when I got there, I found that I couldn't speak out at all because I didn't believe it.
The priest on the other side of the small dark room is fine now. I finally said it. Doctor Feng, thank you. I have delayed you for so long. You should go back and rest early. I want to go to bed too. I think tonight
I will definitely have a good sleep." She said to me immediately.
I said goodbye to her, but I still had that worry in my heart.
Just now, when she was coughing violently, I suddenly remembered that her last checkup was half a month ago. Judging from her cough just now, I am very worried that her cancer has worsened and metastasized to her lungs.
.If this is really the case, then surgery will not make much sense.
Dr. Zhong hadn't rested yet. He had just performed an operation and was so tired that he was sweating profusely.
"You, you need to exercise. You look like this, how can you do it?" I said to him with a smile.
"Hey! I'm so busy every day. When I'm not working the night shift, I have to go drinking every night. I can't help it." He sighed.
I didn’t want to chat too much with him. Firstly, it was already late now, and secondly, I was very anxious. “Lao Zhong, this acquaintance of mine may need to have her chest X-ray checked again, because I just saw her coughing, and she was still coughing.
Very powerful.”
"Did I take the prescription? It will definitely need to be rechecked," he said.
I suddenly felt embarrassed and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't look at the specific inspection items you ordered. Oh, you can rest, I have to go home."
He shook his head and sighed, "I can't rest. I still have to write surgery records."
I can only look at him with sympathy. Indeed, surgeons are too tired, although their income is very high.
On the way home, I called Liu Meng and asked her how Ouyang was doing. She told me that she had woken up early and that she had personally sent her home. Then she smiled and said to me: "Feng
Smile, you can't hold back from attacking such a beautiful girl, I admire you very much."
In fact, I admire her meticulousness and thoughtfulness in doing things, but her words made me laugh and cry, "What kind of person do you think I am?"
She immediately started singing, "Brother Liu Hai, who do you think I am?"
I laughed. Then I asked her in a low voice: "Is your man not with you?"
"What's the matter?" she asked.
"Not really. I just thought you were so bold when speaking. So I thought your man shouldn't be by your side." I said with a smile.
"You are so smart. He went out to drink beer with his buddies." She said, and then asked me: "What? Did you miss me?"
My heart suddenly agitated, "Do you dare to come out?"
"Why don't you dare? When my husband and I make love, all we think about is you. Now my lower body is already watering. Tell me, where are you going? I'll come right away." She said, smiling.
"Really?" I asked.
"You're annoying! I really miss you. You are much better than my husband." She said coquettishly.
I was still a little worried, "What should your husband do if he finds you are not here when he comes home?"
"I called him and asked him to drink beer with my client. There are beer cans in the hotel, right? I just drank a can when I left," she said.
I laughed, "Okay. You can drink my beer first, and drink it from your bottom!"
"Drink you to death!" She also laughed.
I immediately told her the name of the hotel, which was the hotel on the other side of the river, the place where Tang Zi and I had been.
I feel as if I am suffering from sex addiction. I will react as long as I am slightly teased by a beautiful woman. Once the woman I have had a relationship with makes a little hint, I can no longer restrain myself. I
Analyzing myself, it may be caused by two reasons. One is the previous sexual repression. From my middle school days, when my sexual awareness began to sprout, I was suppressed by ethics and intense study pressure, and then continued to work. Although I was very
I like to see those beautiful women but I don’t dare to go too far. Once I taste the taste of sex, I can no longer control myself. What’s more, my sex has been so chaotic from the beginning. The second thing is what I encountered later.
His marriage was unhappy, and his life was in chaos. In the final analysis, it was too easy for him to get women, which made him even more indifferent to sex.
Animals in nature generally find mates and produce the next generation through mating when their sexual desire is at its strongest. However, I was in a state of sexual repression for a long time. As my life became chaotic later,
The pleasure brought by the adrenal glands in the body will become less and less easy to reach the level of satisfaction. In order to obtain a steady stream of stimulation, more time and energy are constantly invested in indulging in sensory pleasure. In the long run, this will form a vicious
cycle.
I don’t know how long I slept for, but when I woke up, my whole body felt comfortable. Adequate sleep is really effective. I can’t feel the pain after having a lot of trouble with Lao Liu Meng last night. I really feel myself at this moment.
You really need to exercise well, otherwise your physical strength will not be able to support the strong mental and physical desires. (To be continued)