"She has nothing to do with me. I have always been sorry for her," I said. But what he just said really shocked me, because what he said completely hit my weakness.
"I'm talking about what if. If that's the case, you would never do that with your current way of thinking and personality, would you? In other words, no matter how hard I try, you will still tear up our verbal exchange today.
This kind of promise. Brother Feng, I, Song Mei, do like to use extraordinary means sometimes, and will even do anything to achieve the goal. But I will always abide by my promises. Even if there is no contract, I will abide by what I have said.
The promise I had made." He said, and then he took out a card and handed it to me, "There is one million in it. You left that card there last time, and there were two million in it. I took it out.
One million to take care of Sister Zhao’s affairs.”
"You have already expected that you can convince me today, right?" I asked, feeling very uncomfortable in my heart.
"Yes. I believe that I can completely convince you. Because you still like your wife very much in your heart. When we had dinner together for the first time, you told me that you and your wife were classmates in middle school. I know that in middle school
What will happen after the vague emotions between men and women are transformed into true love? But you just showed your disgust towards me by asking me just now. Do you think I put many things into question?
Does scheming make you feel uncomfortable? Zhuge Liang in ancient times was much smarter than me, right? Why don't you find him annoying? That's because you regard him as a wise man, but you regard me as a devil. Feng
Brother, why can't you look at me in a different way? For example, look at me with appreciation for my reasoning ability?" He also suddenly became unhappy.
I was immediately speechless.
"Okay, I have to go back and rest. You should also rest early. Brother Feng, I hope you will think carefully about our conversation tonight. Think carefully." He stood up immediately.
I still didn't speak. He left.
After he left, I suddenly remembered something: We talked for a long time, but he still didn't tell the specific process of Zhao Menglei's crime. Then I sighed: Does this matter? The matter is already very clear. She trained an orangutan.
, and then asked the orangutan to kill her ex-husband after she left. There was only one link left: why her ex-husband didn't resist. He seemed to have asked this question as well, as if he was using drugs to make him comatose.
No, there should be many more links: when did the orangutan enter the house, why was it able to delay so much time to commit the crime, how did it leave, etc.
Hey! Feng Xiao, stop thinking about these things. This Song Mei, it must be reasonable for him not to tell you the specific story of the matter. And there is no need for you to make this matter so clear. The current reality
There is only one: she has committed a crime and she has surrendered. I thought to myself.
I was lying on the bed, thinking about our conversation today in my mind. I found that many of what he said actually made sense. At the same time, I also found that I did have many problems. In the past, I just wanted to be a doctor.
Treat every patient sincerely and rarely consider how to contact the society. Now it seems that those ideas I had before are really simple and ridiculous. Song Mei’s criticism of me is very right and pertinent. I am a real person
I pay too much attention to other people's attitude towards me, and once I find out that someone has deceived me, I will be as impulsive as a child, thus making myself appear cowardly and timid. At the same time, I am also easy to change at any time.
If I have too many views and attitudes on certain things, just as Song Mei said, I may even trample on my promises at any time.
Suddenly I thought of my attitude toward Zhuang Qing today, and I couldn't help but feel extremely ashamed.
I picked up my phone and sent her a text message: I'm sorry. Just these three words.
After a while, I noticed that a text message had come in. I thought it must be Zhuang Qing's reply, but I couldn't help but panic, because I estimated that her text message must be abusive.
After opening it, I realized that it was not the case. This text message was actually from Chen Yuan, and it was an unfamiliar number. "I found a place to live." The signature was Chen Yuan's name.
Looking at this text message, I felt very uneasy. Under the current situation, I felt that I would be even more sorry for Zhao Menglei if I continued to date her. But I was also worried about Chen Yuan, I was very worried about her.
of safety.
After thinking about it, I still replied to her: Something big happened at home recently and I am not available.
After a while, she sent a text message: I'm scared.
I felt a little annoyed, so I quickly replied: I'm very annoyed, you can handle it yourself.
The phone suddenly went silent. I don’t know why, but I felt a sense of loss.
I went to the department the next day. Many people in the department came to ask me about Zhao Menglei with concern, which made me feel even more upset. But I couldn't get sick. The only way was to escape from them and go to the ward for rounds.
When I went to the ward of the patient where Su Hua had surgery yesterday, I suddenly remembered what Su Hua told me. I felt a little strange in my heart. But I pretended not to know anything: such a thing has become so good now.
The result is a good thing, and I don't need to make extra trouble.
After checking the patient's wounds, I found that the condition was relatively good. "Not bad. If we continue like this, we can be discharged from the hospital in two weeks at most." I said.
"Thank you." said the patient's husband, "Dr. Feng, I have caused you trouble."
"It's okay." I said, "I'd really like you to understand that we are doctors."
"Dr. Feng, I would like to treat you to a meal. Is that okay?" the patient's husband said to me, very sincerely.
"I'm sorry, I have a lot of things to deal with in the past few days." I refused immediately. Although I thanked them for their tolerance in my heart, I really don't want to go out to socialize anymore. Now, I just want to stay at home during get off work hours, because I hope to be able to feel Zhao Menglei’s breath through everything in my home.
"I really want to treat you to a meal. Really. Dr. Feng, please give me this opportunity," he said.
I thought for a while, "Okay, I'll get back to you in the afternoon. I do have something to do today. I can't determine the time for today yet." I said. I had basically agreed to his invitation in my heart, but I had to go today.
Meet Lin Yu. I don’t know what arrangements Lin Yu will have.
I value this patient more because they have corrected our mistakes. No matter from which point of view, I should not refuse.
He immediately smiled and said, "Okay. However, whether you are available or not, I hope you can give me a reply." After saying that, he took out a business card and handed it to me. I took it and looked at it.
It read: Jiangnan Group Lin Yi. There was no job title after his name. The next row was his mobile phone number, fax and so on.
"Thank you. I will definitely call you." I said. I thought: His wife lives in such an ordinary ward, and he looks ordinary and doesn't look like a big shot. So I didn't pay much attention.
Among them, I have thought: Jiangnan Group is a large private enterprise in our province. It is involved in automobile manufacturing, real estate, securities industry, etc., and is very famous. I was surprised when I saw his business card - so beautiful
His business card had no title, so he was probably not an ordinary person. But then he thought about the ward where his wife lived and the two hundred thousand claim he had made, so he didn't pay much attention to it.
But I am very grateful to him from the bottom of my heart. I feel that he is different from ordinary patients and family members. Among the patients and patient family members I have come into contact with, whenever they encounter such a thing, they often get entangled with the hospital and doctors, or even make trouble unreasonably. But they don't
Same, they are very tolerant. So I am grateful to them in my heart.
I called Lin Yu when I was about to get off work in the morning.
"What's going on lately? Why haven't you contacted me? Haha! I was wrong. I should have taken the initiative to contact you. But I'm too busy." She started nagging after receiving my call.
.I suddenly had a feeling: She must be in a very happy mood recently.
Some people say that women’s nagging is a hobby just like men’s smoking. The strange thing is that when women nag, men smoke; conversely, when men smoke, women nag even more. The two always contradict each other.
, it seems that men smoke to stun women’s nagging, while women’s nagging is to extinguish men’s cigarettes. In other words, women’s liking to nag is as natural as men’s liking to smoke. I used to smoke too.
, when I was in college. Later I quit as a graduate student majoring in obstetrics and gynecology. This is a professional requirement.
But what I find very strange is that Zhao Menglei doesn't like nagging. She didn't talk much when she was in front of me. Now that I think about it, it feels a bit strange. Did she deliberately control her habit as a woman? Suddenly I remembered her past
After all the torture she suffered, I immediately understood: she had actually lost some things unique to women. To be precise, she was a person who was not completely mentally sound. As a result, I felt even more guilty because of my feelings for her.
Betrayal. I deliberately imagined that she must be disappointed when facing me in her heart. Although she can forgive me, the disappointment will still exist.
I called Lin Yu and heard her nagging, but I suddenly became distracted. Until she noticed my distraction on the phone - "Hey! Why aren't you talking? It's not you.
Did you make this call to me? What are you doing?"
Only then did I wake up and said, "Sister Lin, I want to see you."
"Is something wrong?" she asked.
"Well, something happened." I said.
"Well, let's have dinner together at noon. I'll have a reception in the evening. There's a restaurant next to our unit that tastes very good. Come over." She said, and then told the name of the restaurant. (To be continued)