This kind of thing should have come naturally, should have come naturally, and should have been an extension of emotion and passion. However, my hesitation just now broke our let nature take its course. So now, her call made me suddenly feel...
I felt overwhelmed.
My lips left hers, and I reached out my hand to gently touch her beautiful cheek, "Azhu, let's go eat."
She opened her eyes, then slowly sat up, then rested her head on my shoulder, and said quietly: "Feng Xiao, you are still the same as before, there is no room for me in your heart."
I hurriedly said: "No, Azhu, no."
"How is your wife?" she asked, her voice very soft.
I was startled and then sighed: "It's still the same."
She stopped talking immediately. I didn't dare to turn my head to look at her, and I couldn't bear to let her head leave my shoulder, so I could only be speechless and try to maintain this warm state.
However, I immediately heard her say: "Let's go, let's go eat."
"Are you hungry?" I asked innocently.
"What else can we do if we don't go to eat?" she said, and her head immediately left my shoulder. I went to look at her and found that her expression had become miserable.
I put my hand around her waist, and her body moved slightly, but then she rested her head on my shoulder. I heard her say softly: "Feng Xiao,
The barrier between us can never be broken through. I have known it for a long time. But why do you have to find me? Now, I was already calm in my heart, but you broke it again
The tranquility of my life. Feng Xiao, why are you doing this? I thought you were here to take me back to be with you..."
Her voice was light and full of sorrow. After listening to it, I suddenly felt uncomfortable. Yes, why did I come here? What can you give her now? Feng Xiao, why are you so impulsive? Why didn't you come here before?
Think about it carefully: What is the purpose of your coming here to find her? Why don't you think about why she suddenly and secretly fled Jiangnan in the first place? Escaped from you?
Now I realized that I was wrong, really wrong, so I murmured to her: "Azhu, I'm sorry..."
My voice is choked.
"Let's go eat. I'll treat you to seafood." She immediately left my shoulder, stood up and said to me. Her eyes were red.
I stood up mechanically. She took my arm. At this moment, my body shook suddenly. I couldn't understand why I was like this, but this kind of trembling from the heart was then transmitted to my body.
The process was so sudden and so uncontrollable.
Just now, when she kissed me, my emotions were aroused, but when her head rested on my shoulder, my mood had calmed down. But now, my body is in her arms.
I was trembling at that moment. I seemed to know why: I needed the warmth she gave me so much.
She just told me that the barrier between me and her will never be broken through. I know what the barrier she is talking about is. She is referring to my current marriage and Chen, who is still in a coma.
Yuan. She knows that as long as my current marriage continues to exist, that insurmountable obstacle will always exist.
If this were not the case, if Chen Yuan was no longer in this world, would you marry Ah Zhu? So, I couldn't help but ask myself.
Yes, I will definitely! I will marry her right away! I said to myself firmly. However, when such a thought came into my mind, I suddenly became afraid: Feng Xiao, your idea is too terrible!
How cruel!
Going downstairs, she took my arm and we walked out of the hotel door together.
The autumn in Xiamen seems to get darker later than in the south of the Yangtze River. Now, the sky in front of me is still bright, with no sunset or any warning of the coming night.
I asked her beside me: "Would you like to take a taxi?"
She replied: "Let's take a walk. There is a seafood stall not far from this place. I saw it when I came here."
I never imagined that I could hear the cry of cicadas in such a city.
In this seafood stall near the seaside, she and I sat opposite each other. The air between us seemed to have an invisible layer of solidification, and it was so dull that both she and I were a little speechless. Then we knew.
The screams only added to the boring atmosphere between us.
"What do you like to eat?" she asked me.
"Whatever. As long as it's what you order, I'll like it." I said.
She glanced at me and said, "Okay." Then she said, "Feng Xiao, why do you seem to be a different person? Why do you dislike talking so much?"
Now, I only feel that there is an emotion in my heart that is difficult to describe in words. This emotion is stuck in my throat like a mess. But I can't tell her this feeling.
Come out, because I didn't come here to talk to her, because I suddenly found that I was not qualified to talk to her at all.
However, I knew that we should be happy together today. So I smiled and said to her: "How about? Let's have some drinks? By the way, I want to eat those boiled crabs."
"Okay." She smiled, and her voice became so gentle. I was very surprised, but it was impossible to show my surprise. To be honest, I was very surprised by the gentleness she suddenly showed.
I feel a little uncomfortable.
She ordered beer and all the dishes she ordered were served. She looked at me and smiled, "Two big crabs, one for each of us. Feng Xiao, I still like the way you acted domineeringly in front of me before. Now.
I'm not used to you becoming so submissive."
So I also said: "You have become so gentle, and I feel uncomfortable with it."
She immediately reached out her hand and hit me lightly, "You hate it!"
I burst out laughing. At this moment, I felt that the uncomfortable things that had been accumulated in my throat were suddenly vented. I suddenly felt happy and cheerful.
She handed a crab towards me and said, "Eat it. I hope you will become like it after eating it. You need the temperament of a crab."
I didn't understand for a while, "What is the temperament of a crab?"
"Walking sideways? As an obstetrician and gynecologist, you lack such strength. Moreover, I find that your personality seems to be getting softer and softer now," she said.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "No way?"
She glanced at me charmingly, and her face suddenly turned red, "Isn't it true? Why did you back down temporarily just now?"
Only then did I understand what she was talking about, and my heart suddenly trembled, "Azhu, let's go back and talk after we're full."
"I quit. You have lost all my interest." She glared at me and said, then her expression became sad, "Feng Xiao, you are my first man, and you are also my only one so far.
As a man, I really can’t let myself really forget you.”
I felt moved and guilty at the same time, "Azhu, I feel very sorry for you."
"Everything is over, what's there to be sorry for? We women all have to go through that, right?"
She said with a calm expression.
At this moment, her phone suddenly rang. She glanced at her phone and her expression suddenly became cold, "What are you doing?"
I looked at her in surprise, "Who is it?"
She didn't answer me, but took the phone to the outside of the food stall, and was talking while walking. I wanted to listen but couldn't hear it at all. I don't know why I answered her phone.
So sensitive.
She came back after a while, and I found that her face didn't look good, so I asked her with concern: "What's the matter? What happened?"
She did not answer me, looking distracted. She looked at the dishes in front of her and held the wine glass with her hand, but she had no intention of clinking glasses with me. After a while, she suddenly asked me: "You just asked me
What?"
I immediately knew that there must be something wrong with the phone call she just made, so I asked her again: "Whose phone call just now? Why are you so distracted?"
She looked at me, "Feng Xiao, tell me right away, will you marry me?"
I didn't expect that at this time, in such a sudden situation, she would suddenly ask me this question, "Azhu, I... do you know my current situation?"
She looked at me, and immediately, tears flowed down her face. I suddenly panicked, "Azhu, what's wrong with you?"
She didn't answer me, but immediately picked up her phone and pressed it hard. Then she picked up the wine glass and said to me: "Feng Xiao, come, let's drink. Thank you for coming to see me."
I took the cup and drank it, but I felt something was wrong in my heart: What happened to her? Why was she crying? And she seemed to be so polite to me?
Next, she took the initiative to drink with me again and again. Under the influence of alcohol, I quickly completely forgot all the abnormalities she had experienced before. So we drank, and she kept talking, mainly talking about her past.
What happened when we were together. Later, she asked me: "Feng Xiao, why did I think you were so stupid at that time? I always thought you were honest, but later I found out that was not the case at all.
."
I smiled and said, "At that time, I always regarded you as my little sister, so that was all I could do."
"So, do you still regard me as your little sister now?" She stopped laughing immediately and asked me.
I was startled, then nodded and said, "Yes, I always will."
She sighed softly and said, "I know."
I once again felt that she was acting strange today, because her mood changed so much today. I was about to ask her, but suddenly I heard someone next to me saying: "Zhuzhu, I love you, please agree to my proposal."
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I suddenly turned around to look... (To be continued)