In front of me were the eyes of Azhu who was crying.
"Azhu..." I heard my voice choked and trembling.
She pushed me away violently, pushed open the door, then stretched out her hands and hugged my neck tightly. Then there was a "bang", and the door was kicked by her legs and closed.
At this moment, my tears flowed down again. We kissed passionately, and our lips were mixed with my tears and hers, salty and bitter...
At this moment, my body and my soul exploded suddenly. In the frenzy, I took off the thin layer of clothing on her body. After a few times, her beautiful and graceful body was completely
displayed in front of me.
She was so beautiful. At this moment, my heart began to throb. It was not excitement, but there was something wrong with my heart. It was really throbbing. From a medical point of view, it was probably a premature beat.
So, at this moment, I suddenly felt that my eyes were going dark, stars were popping up, I staggered a few times, and then slumped to the ground.
Ah Zhu noticed something was wrong with me, and immediately got up from the bed, and came to my side naked like that, "Feng Xiao, what's wrong with you? Why do you look so ugly?"
I didn't speak because I didn't dare to speak, because speaking would make my heart feel more uncomfortable. The only way now is to slow down my breathing and breathe rhythmically.
Soon, I felt much better. The scattered light spots in front of my eyes slowly disappeared. Then, I slowly stood up. I went to pick up her underwear.
She asked for a bra and clothes, "Azhu, put it on. I don't want to destroy the best thing in my heart like this. Although we have had such a thing, it is already very far away after all. In my heart, you
You are still as pure as you were a long time ago, and you will always be my little junior sister in my heart. Don't see me off, I will take a taxi to the airport myself, and you can go and accompany him. Azhu, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for you.
."
After saying that, I immediately walked out of the room and took my things with me.
After checking out at the front desk, I took a taxi directly to the airport. On the way to the airport, I didn't shed any more tears. I surprisingly found that my heart was so peaceful.
A-Zhu is just like the women who have had a relationship with me. She also has her own life, and she also has her own path to take in the future. Although I like her, I can't give her anything, so leaving is the best option for me.
Good and the only option.
After getting on the plane, the only thing I felt was tiredness. My heart and body were extremely tired, and this feeling of tiredness made me fall asleep immediately.
However, I was immediately frightened by the scene in front of me——
In front of me was a big mountain. This mountain was originally full of green trees and a scene full of vitality. However, I suddenly and horrifiedly saw trees mixed with soil pouring down halfway up the mountain. What was even more terrifying was that,
There are countless people wrapped in the trees, soil, and rocks that are pouring down. Under the mountain is the turbid and turbulent river water, and the fallen trees, soil, and rocks are together with those people.
In an instant, I was sucked into the terrifying river. Then, the whole mountain collapsed, and everything in front of me instantly turned into a mess.
It was so scary! I was immediately stunned by the horror in front of me, and I also saw countless mountains collapsing in the same way, and they also had countless human bodies inside them during the collapse process.
In fact, the scene in front of me was like what happened on the movie screen, but that was what I felt later. And when I saw the horrific scene, especially when I saw the naked people
When my body followed the scenes of trees, rocks and sand falling together, a terrible thought suddenly came to my mind: the end of the world.
Immediately, the picture changed to the earth, and I seemed to be watching its changes from the far side of the earth. Then, the southern hemisphere of the earth turned into a wasteland, and the entire Africa was suddenly submerged by turbid floods. The floods
It was full of horrific corpses.
I was rejoicing, but then I found that the earth was suddenly pulled closer to the sun by a force. I suddenly felt a kind of blazing heat coming towards me, and hurriedly hid under the shadow of a stone wall, and I was extremely worried.
I was horrified to see that those people running under the blazing sun were instantly roasted into a ball of charcoal.
Suddenly, Chen Yuan appeared next to me, and she curled up in my arms. At this time, the blazing sunlight made the shadow zone we were in become narrower and narrower. Chen Yuan let out a cry of terror,
I felt that my body was being heated by the blazing sun, but I did not hesitate to push Chen Yuan close to the stone wall, and my body was about to be exposed to the scorching sun. I
Of course I was extremely frightened, but Chen Yuan was trembling in my arms. I said to Chen Yuan: "Don't be afraid, I will take the first step, and you can hide under my body. That way you will be safe."
The sun finally hit my body, and I suddenly felt a severe burning pain on my back.
That's fine...I thought to myself.
However, I woke up at this moment and immediately found that I was on a plane. Perhaps the plane was passing through the troposphere, because it was trembling and shaking violently.
I fell asleep just now, and the stewardess quietly put a blanket on me. So, I felt hot in the dream, and when I woke up, my back was covered with sweat.
The dream just now was clearly imprinted in my mind, and I was still frightened.
I know what my dream represents.
Of course, my dream was motivated.
From a medical point of view, dreams appear in our light sleep stage. There is also a saying that our body has entered a resting state but the cerebral cortex is still excited. Moreover, in this state
, especially when the person is in light sleep and is closer to waking up, the phenomenon of "ghost pressing on the bed" is often more likely to occur.
And just now, my dream happened in a state of light sleep - after getting on the plane, I immediately fell into sleep due to extreme physical and mental exhaustion, but due to the small space on the plane and the pain in my heart,
Because of these reasons, it was difficult for me to enter deep sleep. Therefore, the things in my subconscious were revealed in the form of dreams.
My dream is actually my personal fear of the end of the world. In my dream, the destruction of the world we live in is also accompanied by the destruction of our bodies. At first, my dream showed scenes from the southern hemisphere.
That represents the collapse of "my" world. What happened to Azhu greatly shocked my heart and deeply hurt me. Therefore, what I showed in the dream was fear.
, is a fear like falling into hell.
The second half of the dream more truly expressed the truest feelings deep in my heart: First, I told myself: I love Chen Yuan, and she is more important in my heart than my own life.
No, perhaps it is more accurate: I am willing to use my own life to protect her and prevent her from getting hurt. Secondly, I keep reminding myself in my subconscious: You have a wife, so give up.
Pearls are necessary. This dream of mine can truly show the truest side of my heart. At first, I was a lonely person, watching the tragedies of this world happening alone. But later, when Chen
When Yuan suddenly appeared next to me, I suddenly realized something: Feng Xiao, you already have a wife, and Chen Yuan still needs your care so much, how could you possibly stay with Ah Zhu again?
Together?
When I understood the true meaning of my dream, my heart became even more painful because I truly felt my own extreme helplessness.
Therefore, my first reaction after waking up was to howl and cry loudly. However, I couldn't do that here because I was on a plane and I didn't want to be sent to a mental hospital as soon as I got off the plane.
Therefore, I feel even more sad in my heart: In this world, I don’t even have the freedom to cry or vent.
It was almost midnight when I arrived at Jiangnan Airport. Instead of taking the airport bus, I hailed a taxi.
"Hong Ya, are you at home?" I called as soon as I got into the taxi.
"Yes. Are you coming?" she asked.
"Yes." I said.
"I'll make tea for you, and then I'll wait for you on the bed after taking a bath." She smiled and said to me softly.
I didn't joke with her, I quietly and gently hung up the phone. (To be continued)