I really want to stay, because I find that I really can't bear to leave her, and I didn't feel happy at all just now. But I know that it's not good for me to stay here for a long time, and it will probably bring endless trouble to her.
So I said: "No, Zhuang Qing, I have to go back immediately. Because you are no longer the same person as before."
"So that's why you... Feng Xiao, I haven't changed, at least in front of you. But why have you changed?" She said, her hand had left my place and came to mine.
On the cheek, she also kissed me with her lips, her voice was so soft and affectionate.
"No. Zhuang Qing, you misunderstood me. I don't want to ruin everything you have gained so hard. Besides, you have something to do tomorrow." I said, lying on my back and looking at the ceiling of the hotel room.
Only I know the depression and loneliness I feel inside now.
"Hey..." she sighed, "Feng Xiao, I understand, it is impossible for us to be exactly the same as before."
"No!" I said hurriedly.
"Feng Xiao, I've thought about it for a long time, maybe we can only be friends. If in the future, if... I'm talking about if, if we really have the chance to get married, maybe our relationship will be destroyed.
I lost it because I know that you and I are only suitable to be friends. Of course, if you really want to marry me in the future, I will definitely consider it and even be willing to give up everything I have now. Feng Xiao, but I always feel that
That would be a gamble, unless you are willing to gamble with me," she said.
Her meaning has been expressed very clearly. In fact, she has already thought in her heart that Chen Yuan will never wake up again, and she also judged that Chen Yuan's life will not last too long. Zhuang Qing is a woman.
A nurse who works in the obstetrics department should know the basic medical knowledge. However, I don't quite understand the meaning of her last sentence, "Gambling? Gambling for what?"
"We have to gamble that in the future we won't...how to say it because of marriage? Feng Xiao, many people start to get tired of each other because of marriage, and in the end they even turn against each other. There are many such things, right? So, I am very scared.
.Because you know, Song Mei and I used to..." she said in a low voice.
I immediately understood, "Zhuang Qing, isn't it best for us to do this? We are not bound by marriage, but we get along like lovers, and we give each other absolute freedom. Our friendship will not be affected. You said
Woolen cloth?"
She nodded, "I think so too." Then she asked me: "Feng Xiao, are you going to participate in the groundbreaking ceremony of your father-in-law's project tomorrow?"
I shook my head and said, "I'm not going. I have to go to work..." Suddenly I noticed something strange in her eyes, so I hurriedly added, "Of course, unless you think I should go."
"If you don't want to go, don't go. However, I still hope to see you, because I feel safe when you are there," she said.
Since she said this, of course I had no choice but to agree, "Okay, I'll go. Let's go to bed early. Shangguanqin and I will come to pick you up tomorrow."
She looked at me and smiled, and then she shrank her body under the thin quilt on the bed, "Feng Xiao, close the door for me when you go out."
The groundbreaking ceremony the next day was held in the open space of the Grand Theater project. The open space was carefully built into a nice open-air venue. There was a large rostrum, and the curtain behind the rostrum read: Jiangnan Provincial University
The opening ceremony of the theater. Red background, white Song fonts. The inscription below is: Jiangnan Provincial People's Government. There is also a row of words below: Jiangnan Group is responsible for the construction.
Surrounding the venue are the design drawings of the Grand Theater from all angles, as well as fluttering colorful flags and many balloons in the air. It looks very festive and spectacular.
In the first row of the rostrum were the leaders of the Provincial Party Committee, the Provincial People's Congress, the Provincial Government and the Provincial Political Consultative Conference. From the Provincial Government was Deputy Governor Huang, and there was another deputy governor in charge of culture. The second row was from the Provincial Government.
The leaders of the Party Committee General Office, the Provincial Government General Office and the land, culture and other departments were also there. He was sitting at the edge of the second row. I didn't see Zhuang Qing's shadow.
The groundbreaking ceremony was presided over by Lin Yu. She is the secretary-general of the provincial government, and it is normal for her to preside over such an event.
I was arranged to sit in the second row of the auditorium below. The first row was empty. I don't know why it was like this.
There is a large circle made of sand between where I sit and the rostrum. In the center of the sand circle is a stone tablet with two bright red characters on it: Foundation Laying. There are many shovels inserted in the sand circle.
This open-air venue is very large. There are at least thousands of people attending the groundbreaking ceremony. I can see that these people have been organized, otherwise they would not be so neat, and their clothes are all uniform.
The Cheng Fang team was standing at the back. People like me sitting in the audience should be invited guests. Most of them were wearing suits and ties. I couldn't help but feel ashamed because I was wearing a jacket.
The groundbreaking ceremony began. Lin Yi was announcing the agenda of today's ceremony, and at the same time introducing the leaders who participated in the groundbreaking ceremony today. She spoke Mandarin, and I found that her Mandarin sounded much better than the usual language, and her Mandarin
It was very standard. Today she was wearing a beige suit and skirt, which made her look very elegant and charming. The procedures of the ceremony were the same as other activities. First, the deputy governor in charge of culture spoke.
, then the builder representative of Jiangnan Group spoke, and then Lin Yi was arranged to speak. The angle of his speech was how to ensure the quality and speed of the construction of the Grand Theater. Finally, Governor Huang announced the foundation stone laying of the project, and he said, "
I announce that the foundation stone of the Jiangnan Grand Theater project has been laid!"
Immediately, high-pitched music sounded above the empty venue. I didn't know the name of the music, but I was very familiar with it because I had often heard this music since I was a child - this kind of music would be played at every commendation meeting.
The leaders on the rostrum filed down and then went to the sand circle. Governor Huang was in the middle facing me. He saw me and smiled slightly at me. I suddenly felt a flattering surprise.
, and hurriedly smiled back at him. But his smile to me was quickly taken away. I saw the leaders all stood in their positions, and they formed a circle along the sand circle. Everyone
There was a shovel in front of each other. Lin Yi was not far in front of me, with his back to me. Lin Yu was next to the deputy governor in charge of culture.
I was relatively close to them, so I could see and hear everything the leaders said. They were all in a casual state, joking with each other. Then, I heard Governor Huang say, "Let's get started." Then I saw
He stretched out his hand to hold the shovel in front of him. The other people followed his example. Immediately, the shovel waved and sand flew up. The stone tablet with "Founder Laying" written on it was quickly covered by the sand they raised.
cover.
Governor Huang put down the shovel in his hand, and the other people also put down the shovel at the same time. Their movements were surprisingly consistent. I simply suspected that these people were trained. Governor Huang left there, and then slowly
When I got to the row of seats in front of me, I realized what the row of seats in front of me was for. Before he sat down, he turned around and smiled at me, "Xiao Feng, long time no see."
I stood up hastily and said in fear, "Governor Huang, hello."
He nodded to me, then turned around and sat down, and never came to talk to me again. I was still excited, and there was a kind of glory in this excitement. Several people next to Governor Huang were watching curiously.
I. Lin Yu glanced at me but pretended not to recognize me, and then went to sit in her own seat.
After sitting down, I was still excited. At the same time, I saw Shangguanqin directing some people to clean up the sand circle in front of me. The strength and speed of those people swinging shovels were much stronger than those of the leaders just now, and they quickly cleared the sand circle.
That place turned into flat ground. In fact, this is normal. Leaders are just pretending and going through the motions.
Some people brought several rolls of red carpet, and soon the area in front of us turned bright red. Then they placed flower baskets in front of the leaders.
A beautiful woman walked to the center of the rostrum. She held a microphone and said, "Dear leaders and friends, the foundation laying ceremony of Jiangnan Grand Theater has been successfully concluded. Now everyone is invited to watch the large-scale cultural program hosted by our Jiangnan Provincial Department of Culture.
.Today’s artistic performance is mainly hosted by our provincial art troupe, Peking Opera troupe and other units, and we have also invited a famous star from Jiangnan, who will also perform a very exciting show for everyone in a while. Leaders, ladies and gentlemen
Hey guys, the theatrical performance begins now!"
There was a round of applause. I suddenly became even more excited because I knew that the big star the host was talking about was Zhuang Qing. (To be continued)