Crying! By the way, when we were eating and drinking together tonight, and even before we left, she also shed tears, and she even cried loudly. At that time, I thought she was like that because she was afraid, but now I know
Well, it's not because she's afraid. But if it's not because she's afraid, why is it?
The image of her crying suddenly appeared in my mind. Now that I think about it, I completely remember that her previous crying seemed to be a kind of grievance, or a kind of helplessness.
Grieved? Helpless? Why do I feel this way about her crying? What is she wronged about? What kind of things does she feel helpless about?
So, I couldn't help but ask her: "Shangguan, why are you doing this? Who asked you to do this?"
She doesn't speak.
My heart suddenly sank, and an inexplicable thought suddenly rose in my mind, "Shangguan, is it him? Lin Yi? My father-in-law?"
After asking, I stared at her closely. At this moment, I was really afraid that she would give a positive answer!
But she was shaking her head, shaking her head slightly, with her lips slightly parted, "No, how could it be? He is your father-in-law. No matter how ridiculous he is, he would not do this, right? What benefit does he do to himself?"
I thought: Yes. Why would he do this? At this moment, I realized how funny the thought I just had was.
However, this made me even more confused, "So Shangguan, why are you doing this? You are still an unmarried woman. I really can't understand it."
What I didn't expect was that she suddenly became angry, "Feng Xiao, who do you think you are? There are so many women who have relationships with you, why do you have to ask them beforehand? Do you think you are a saint?
That’s why you think I’m shameless? You’re such a fucking joke!”
After she finished cursing, she immediately got up from the bed and ran out of the room quickly, leaving me stunned and shocked.
After a "bang", the room suddenly fell into silence.
I couldn't sleep all night, and I couldn't figure out why all this happened. Also, I felt that I did go a little too far today.
If it weren't for my excessive behavior, Shangguan Qin would never be angry like that. Now I feel very regretful in my heart, because I know that my friendship with her has come to an end.
Now when I think back to what I just said to Shangguanqin, I really feel ashamed because I was really looking down and questioning her.
When I say looking down, I don't mean my standing posture, but my superior attitude. Just now, I almost always asked her in a questioning tone why she did that.
Now I believe that she must have her unspeakable difficulties. I have been in contact with her for more than a day or two. I don't know the rest, but I know her dignity and stability, right?
And what about me? My life is so chaotic, and I shouldn’t have given her such a checkup in such a place today, but I did it anyway, and even questioned her shamelessly like that. Now that I think about it,
I am so funny.
I really wanted to call her and apologize right away, but I hesitated in my heart, so much so that even after the whole night passed, I still hadn’t made up my mind. In fact, the reason for my hesitation was not just because of my face, but more because of it.
I have a doubt in my heart: Why did she do this? Is it really because of Lin Yi?
Although she denied my question at the time, her denial only aggravated my inner doubts. Because I knew that she was Lin Yi's assistant, even if it was Lin Yi who actually instigated her to do that.
He will deny it even more firmly.
But why did Lin Yi instigate her to seduce me? I think this is the crux of the problem. Yes, as Shangguan Qin said, this is unreasonable? What benefit does he do to him?
It can't be of any benefit to him!
However, I can understand one thing from what Shangguanqin said to me: there should be a reason for her doing that, and it is probably not her own reason.
But, what exactly is that reason?
I didn't think about these problems until dawn.
When the bright light of dawn appeared outside the window of the hotel room, I suddenly felt a throbbing pain in the temples on both sides of my head. Forget it, don't think about it. It's hard to guess a woman's mind, and it's hard to guess a woman's affairs.
Just as complicated. Stop thinking about it and go to sleep. Looking at the bright light outside the window, I smiled bitterly and said to myself.
But at this moment, I suddenly heard the sound of a text message coming in from my phone. I hurriedly picked it up and read it, and it turned out to be from Shangguanqin. There were only three words on it: I'm sorry.
At this moment, I suddenly felt uncomfortable and ashamed: it was she who took the initiative to apologize to me.
But I felt much better immediately: this meant that she was not really angry, no, she just forgave me. But I no longer thought about those problems, because her text message had already told me: our friendship
It wasn't much affected.
So I immediately happily replied to her: I should be the one who should apologize. I'm sorry!
Now I also understand: It turns out that she, like me, also stayed up all night.
In addition, I know one more thing: from now on, I will never be able to ask her why what happened today, because otherwise I will completely lose my friendship with her. I have to admit that I am very sad.
What matters about our friendship with her is not only the emotional factor we have established for a long time, but also because she is Lin Yi's assistant.
I slept with my cell phone on because I was worried that Liu Meng would call me. Thinking of her not being able to go home to accompany me, I was very moved.
In addition, before going to bed, I gave myself a psychological hint: you will wake up when the phone rings.
This kind of psychological suggestion is actually very simple, just recite it silently in your mind several times before falling asleep, but it must be pious. Piety means that you should not regard such a suggestion as a joke, but as a warning.
.Now I think, in fact, superstition and religion may be closely related to our psychological cues.
Religion... Kuchan Temple... Before I fell asleep, these two things suddenly appeared in my mind.
I don’t know how long it took, but I really heard the ringtone of my cell phone. I woke up immediately, but my whole body was limp and weak. I knew it was because I didn’t get enough sleep, so I still resolutely forced myself to get up.
I know that if this is not the case, the same psychological suggestion will not work next time. There will also be something called laziness in our subconscious. Once we succumb to this laziness, the next time we will
The subconscious will tightly wrap up this suggestion of its own.
This kind of suggestion training is very effective. It helps me form the habit of getting up early for a long time and being able to insist on getting up under special circumstances. It also helps me maintain this habit in my future life.
To overcome laziness, in addition to perseverance, what is more needed is the psychological suggestion of the self. Because of this, many successful people can succeed.
Go take the phone in your hand and answer: "Hello..."
Then I realized that there was no sound coming from me, and I was still drowsy, "Hey..."
I still didn't hear any sound, so I almost threw the phone away because I suspected that the ringing was an illusion. But I really heard it ringing in my ears, and I immediately remembered that I didn't press the answer button, and my drowsiness completely disappeared.
, hurriedly sat up and pressed the answer button, "Hey, who is it?"
Laughter immediately came from the phone. Liu Meng's laughter. She asked me: "Feng Xiao, are you still sleeping? Did you do something bad last night?"
I said, "No, what bad thing can I do? I drank too much yesterday, and when I woke up at night, I started to get excited, and then I couldn't fall asleep again."
She asked me: "Then why don't you call me?"
I said: "You are in the middle of the night, how can I call you?"
She laughed, her voice immediately becoming softer, "You call me, I will come at any time."
I was suddenly moved, "Liu Meng, where did you sleep in Tangzi last night?"
But she replied: "No. I belong to someone in the company."
I asked in surprise: "Is there a bed in the company?"
She immediately laughed, "You have never come to our company, so you don't know. Feng Xiao, we haven't touched your previous bedroom. We have kept your wardrobe, bed, and your previous dressing cabinet."
Yu Min said that that place cannot be moved. She said that there is the shadow of your ex-wife in that room, and she said that you may not come here to take a look one day when you think of your ex-wife."
I suddenly felt uncomfortable, and at the same time I felt more grateful to Yu Min, but I didn't know what to say, "Thank you."
She continued: "Feng Xiao, please don't be moved. We women are actually very kind-hearted. After all, there are only a few women with a vicious heart. By the way, what are the arrangements for today?"
I suddenly remembered the thought that suddenly occurred to me before going to bed, "Let's go to Kuchan Temple. What time is it now?"
She said: "It will be half past ten soon. So, are you still staying in that hotel? I will take a taxi over right away."
Immediately, I got up, took a shower and went downstairs. I bought something to eat downstairs and then went to the car. I took out my phone and called Liu Meng, "I'll wait for you in the car."
She said: "I'll be there soon."
Immediately, I saw a taxi parked outside the hotel, and then she got out of the car. I pressed the car horn, and she saw me and ran towards me with a smile on her face.
After getting in the car, she stared at me for a while, and then laughed, "Feng Xiao, you look quite energetic."
I also laughed, "Actually, a person can sleep for five hours or less a day in the short term. Sometimes when you are extremely tired, you only need to sleep for five minutes to become refreshed. After all, human potential