Now, whenever I think of Zhao Menglei, I no longer feel heartache. As time goes by, she has gradually become a thing of the past in my heart. Her passing no longer makes me sad.
I feel hurt, and what remains are the filtered out warm fragments of the past.
Now, at this moment, I almost had an illusion: I suddenly felt that Liu Mengmeng in front of me turned into my former wife, Zhao Menglei.
She tried on those clothes one by one in front of me. Feng Xiao, how do you think? Is this one okay? Is the waist cinched too much? Feng Xiao, what about this one? Now I feel like it’s too plain.
Really? How about these pants? Feng Xiao, do you think this skirt looks good...
I said "good" and "not bad". Liu Meng's smile in front of me really turned into that of Zhao Menglei. Oh, no, I suddenly found that I could no longer remember Zhao Menglei's appearance very accurately and truly, as if
There is a layer of fog that covers the memory of Zhao Menglei in my mind. However, Liu Meng now really looks like her.
"Okay, Feng Xiao, I'm going to cook. Help me fold these clothes and put them on the bedside table. Oh, no, just put them on the bedside table. It's close to the river and there's some tide."
Finally, I heard her say to me.
I suddenly woke up, and the hallucination I had about her immediately disappeared. She was Liu Meng, and there was no trace of Zhao Menglei at all. They looked nothing like her.
"Okay." I said. She was already out.
Following her instructions, I folded her clothes and mine and put them on the bedside tables on both sides of the bed. After doing all this, I suddenly didn't know what to do, and I realized that I had accidentally gone to the back of the room.
At the small door, I immediately walked there. When I opened the door, a breeze blew in my face from outside, and I saw the wrinkles on the surface of the river.
There is sunshine today, but it is not very bright. Today's sunshine makes people not pay much attention to its existence. Now I notice it, so I have the concept of "there is sun today".
The fresh air and slight sunshine make people feel happy in this weather. At the same time, I can see the ripples on the river surface and there is gold swaying in it. I suddenly feel that the river water has become vivid. Suddenly I have an impulse.
, immediately turned around and returned to the house, then went out and drove away. Liu Meng's voice came from behind the car, "Feng Xiao, what are you doing?"
I stepped on the brakes and replied loudly: "I'm going to buy a fishing rod."
She said: "I want it too!"
There is a shop selling fishing gear in the town. Fortunately, the place is not big, so I found the place quickly. In fact, I have never fished before, so I don’t understand anything at all. I asked the shop in the small shop selling fishing gear for advice.
The boss had many questions, and he patiently answered them all. At my request, he also helped me make the fishing lines and hooks well. Later, he told me: "It's best to dig."
Some earthworms, the fish in this river like to eat that."
So I went and bought a small hoe.
After returning to his residence, Liu Meng had already stewed the ribs, and steamed rice on top of the stewed kelp and ribs. Liu Meng said to me: "There is still an hour before we can eat, let's go fishing in the back."
So I dug up earthworms with great interest.
There are a lot of earthworms here. If you find a place covered by decaying matter, there will be a lot of them in the soil below. Liu Meng was actually afraid of these things, so she asked me to hang the earthworms on the fishhook for her.
Throwing the fishing line into the river, she threw it in too. Then we sat down on the stone stairs, and she rested her head on my shoulder. I couldn't help but laugh, "Liu Meng, we're not fishing at all."
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"Then what do you think we are doing?" she asked, without leaving my shoulder.
I smiled and said, "I once heard someone tell a riddle. Let me think about it, how did you say it?"
She said: "It's about fishing, right?"
I said yes."
She said: "If the bottom doesn't move, the top won't move. If the bottom moves, the top will start to move. The top feels comfortable, and the bottom feels painful. Is this right?"
I turned to look at her in surprise, "You also know this?"
But she smiled and said, "What's the point? In the past, when we had dinner with the doctors and leaders of your hospital, they often told jokes like this."
I said: "The drunkard's intention is not in the bar?"
She said quietly: "Does this need to be said? Feng Xiao, in fact, I already feel very tired now. The medical profession is really tiring. Just giving rebates is not enough, you also have to accompany me to drink, travel, and even...
...Hey! Many people regard women in our field as high-end prostitutes. In fact, how can we be willing to do that? Isn’t it because we need money?”
I asked: "You wouldn't do that under normal circumstances now, would you? After all, Tang Zi is doing it with you. After all, situations like what Tang Zi encountered this time are just accidental, right?"
She said: "Yes. It's much better now. That's why I'm very grateful to you in my heart. Since we were together with Yu Min, especially after Tang Zi came, we have become much more relaxed. Although we still have to give a kickback, that's
Industry rules, this is nothing. But the demand for medicines and equipment in your hospital is not always there? We have to do business with other hospitals. If we encounter something like what Tang Zi encountered this time, it will be inevitable
of."
I said: "Isn't the branch of our hospital going to be built soon? There are a lot of equipment needed there. I think if this order is placed, you can basically rest. You can't make enough money.
, why do you have to make yourself so tired?"
She said, "What you said is true. But Tang Zi said that her uncle, Dean Tang, said that Dean Wang is in charge of branch matters, and Dean Wang's backing is Principal Zhang of your school. He can't get involved.
"
At this moment, I suddenly understood Liu Meng's true intention of coming to accompany me this time. Let me tell you, how could it be? That's right.
I don’t know why, but now I feel relaxed and happy, because I have always had a doubt in my heart: Since she is a married woman, why is she so nice to me? Just last night, she was so kind to me.
This morning, I suddenly found that I had an emotion for her, and that emotion made me feel a kind of pressure, and even made me feel uncomfortable, because I was facing the pain of our upcoming breakup, and
This kind of pain is exactly the true reflection of my feelings for her. At the same time, I also have a kind of escape mentality, because I know that I can't bear the feelings between me and her. That's why I am so complicated.
mentality.
And now, I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, because I knew the reason why she came to accompany me. I thought: maybe this is the condition for our ending? No, not only me to her, but also me to Yu
Min, to Tang Zi.
So I said: "I can work at Wang Xin's place or at Principal Zhang's place."
She said: "Isn't Dean Wang's wife also in the pharmaceutical industry? We all know that."
I thought to myself: Yes, how could I forget this matter? After thinking about it, I said: "Don't worry, I can convince Wang Xin."
"How do you convince him?" She didn't believe it.
"It's very simple. I will analyze the risks for him. If you do it, he will sit on the ground and share the profits. Wouldn't the risk be smaller? After all, his wife is too eye-catching and can be easily known by others."
"That's not necessarily true. Today's hospital leaders are so courageous, and the departments above basically don't care about the hospital. Also, even if he is worried that something will go wrong, he will ask the company where his wife works part-time to come forward, and
He won't let his wife come forward," she said.
Now, I completely believe my judgment just now, because I found that she thought about the issue very comprehensively and considered almost all possibilities.
I said: "What you said makes sense, but you don't know much about Wang Xin."
She asked: "What kind of person is he?"
I replied: "He is actually very timid, and he is relatively safe in doing things, but he has a strong intellectual aura. In other words, he is not actually that smart. The biggest characteristic of people like him is that they are easily fooled.
Persuasion. Because people who are not smart often have low self-esteem inside. Do you understand?"
But she shook her head and said, "I don't understand."
I continued: "Wang Xin is very afraid of his wife, and he listens to Principal Zhang on everything. I think as long as I do a good job as Principal Zhang, and then go to discuss this matter with Wang Xin's wife,
There is no problem. In fact, it is very simple for me to convince Wang Xin, that is, I will ask him: Do you think the boss of your wife's company is trustworthy or do you think I am trustworthy? I think he will make a decision immediately
Yes, because I know that he still respects me in his heart, but he is not willing to show it on the surface. Because he is my leader after all."
"So that's it. Feng Xiao, I feel confident when you say this. However, I don't think it's a big problem for you to tell Principal Zhang about this matter, because I know your relationship with him. But Wang Xin's wife
It's hard to tell there." She said immediately, and then looked at me with a strange look, "Feng Xiao, you and his wife are also...hehe!"
I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and hurriedly said: "Don't talk nonsense! How is this possible? Liu Meng, I can tell you something, but you must not tell it to outsiders."
She said: "Feng Xiao, am I the kind of person who likes to talk nonsense outside?"
I said: "That's it. Someone introduced Wang Xin's wife to me before she fell in love with Wang Xin, but I didn't agree. She always hated me, but then because of something, the relationship between us
The relationship has been eased. In fact, to be precise, I helped her. So, I believe I can communicate with her."
I don’t know what happened today, but I actually told her such secret things.
I thought: Maybe I was too eager to give her a promise. (To be continued)