He immediately whispered to me: "Some parents stop feeding their children after they are discharged from the hospital, and then starve their children to death."
I was immediately stunned, "How is this possible?"
He sighed and said: "Otherwise, what else can we do? Some children's parents have poor economic conditions. Thinking of what the children will be like when they grow up, not only will the children suffer throughout their lives, but the parents will also have to bear huge psychological and financial burdens."
Pressure. So even though they are in pain, they have no choice but to adopt that method. They cannot do any other method, it is illegal. Anyway, the children are like that. As long as they don't tell the cause of their children's death, no one will pursue it.
It’s something they can’t do anything about.”
I stood there blankly and murmured: "No, how can you do that? No matter what, this child is a life."
He came and patted me on the shoulder, "Director Feng, I didn't say anything. It's not yours anyway. Let his parents decide for themselves."
Then he sighed and went in, leaving me standing there blankly. I knew that the doctor was telling the truth and had good intentions. It was obvious that if it were anyone else, he would not treat him badly.
He said this because he thought Yu Min was my relative.
No! I must not let this child leave this world like that. That would be too cruel and would add to my sins.
Yu Min's man came out, and I saw that his face was no longer excited, but now he looked worried.
"What are you going to do?" I tentatively asked him. Now, I really want to know his inner plan.
"What will this child do in the future?" he murmured.
"Let's wait until he grows up. Medical technology in the world is developing so fast now, and there will be solutions in the future." I said.
He doesn't speak.
"No matter what, he is your own child. Although the child is like this now, he may not be able to get better when he is older. Do you think so? Your family is not that short of money now, Yu Minsheng
It is not easy to give birth to this child, so I hope you will cherish him. What do you think?" I said to him immediately.
Although I was secretly scolding myself for being shameless, I had to say this.
"Yeah." He nodded, but his face still looked worried.
I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "If you have any difficulties in the future, just tell me and I will try my best to help you. But the child must be allowed to live. Since God brought him into this world, he must
Let him live a good life. Do you think so?"
He still nodded and said, "Yeah."
Then I returned to the obstetrics and gynecology department with him. On the way, I kept thinking: I have to have a good talk with Yu Min about this matter. Now I have to tell her all about the child. Of course it has to be in
In the absence of her man.
It's not that I don't trust Yu Min's man, but that I can't judge a person's heart. People are selfish and realistic most of the time.
I remember that I didn’t see her man when I went to Yu Min’s ward last time. Yu Min told me that her man had gone back to serve her food, so I went to Yu Min’s ward again at a little past 11 o’clock in the morning.
Inside, her man was indeed not there.
"Are you here? He told me that the child's condition is very good. I no longer worry." She said to me softly.
I pulled the chair next to her hospital bed, sat down, and looked at her, "Yu Min, I think I should tell you the true condition of the child. Because I am very worried about something."
Her expression suddenly changed, "What's wrong with the child? What's the real situation?"
I hurriedly grabbed her hand, and then immediately let go. "Yu Min, listen to me. Listen to me and I will tell you slowly. But you must not get excited."
She didn't speak, but the quilt on her chest was heaving violently. I hurriedly said: "The child's life is not in question, don't worry..."
Her voice became dry, "Just tell me, I can stand it."
So I told her the child's current situation truthfully and completely, including the doctor's reminders to me. She listened quietly, without even a trace of excitement.
Her reaction made me scared, "Yu Min, are you listening to me?"
She sat up from the bed suddenly. Maybe this violent movement affected her wound, so I saw a look of pain on her face for just a moment. She was looking at me, "Feng Xiao, what are you doing?"
I have one million. Is that okay? He is also your son! I want to take the child to the United States for treatment!"
In fact, I had already thought of this before I came to say these words to her, so I didn’t have any surprised reaction. I nodded and said: "I will give you this money, maybe more. As long as the child
If it can be cured, it doesn’t matter how much money you spend. The most important thing is that the child must survive well. Do you understand? What I’m worried about now is your husband... Also, the child’s future treatment will have to wait until he grows up.
Let’s talk about it when it’s older, because now it’s impossible to determine what kind of damage he suffered or how much damage he suffered. Do you understand?”
Her body slumped down on the bed, "Feng Xiao, let's go. You have to remember what you said today."
I hurriedly said: "Don't worry. Isn't he also my child?"
She waved to me and stopped talking. I immediately left her ward.
There were nurses walking busy in the corridor of the ward. They were all nodding and smiling at me and saying hello, and I nodded slightly in response to them.
They don't know how I feel at this time. My child...
I only found out about the death of Liu Meng and her man three days later. When Tang Zi called me, I was immediately shocked, "How could it be? Why is this happening?"
"It's been published in the newspapers, don't you know?" she asked in surprise.
Newspaper? When did it happen? I thought to myself, but I didn’t want to continue asking her about it. I was so shocked that I couldn’t believe this fact. “Tang Zi, I’ll wait for you at the teahouse opposite the hospital.
, come here right away. I want to ask you about the specific situation."
"I'm not coming. I'm so scared. Please read today's morning paper." She said and immediately hung up the phone.
I stood still in the office for a long time, and my mind went blank. Even now, I still can't believe that this thing is true. Suddenly I remembered what she said in my car that night, and it was more about her love for me.
My kind of concern, at this moment, I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart, and the tears couldn't help but start flowing.
How could she leave like this? Why is this? Morning News...Suddenly, I remembered what Tang Zi said to me on the phone just now, I hurriedly wiped my tears and ran quickly outside the department.
When I arrived outside the office, I immediately slowed down because I saw doctors and nurses busy going back and forth.
There is a newspaper selling place outside the hospital. I went there and bought today's morning newspaper. After I left, I didn't read the contents immediately because I didn't dare to read it in such a place. I was afraid that I would be attracted by the contents.
I was shocked and even more afraid that I would not be able to hold back my tears.
I hid the newspaper inside my white coat, hurriedly returned to the office and immediately locked the door. Then I opened the newspaper in panic, looking for it page after page. At this moment, I really hoped that Tang Zi was talking to me in front of me.
Just kidding. But I know that is impossible, because I know clearly that Tang Zi will never joke with me about such a thing.
Found it, in the fifth page. It was a piece of news. The news said that two bodies were found under a bridge in this city recently. After police investigation, it was found that they were a couple who were about to divorce and both committed suicide. The police found the male body.
A suicide note was found in the pocket of the corpse. There is a photo at the bottom of this report. The photo is of Liu Meng and her man. In fact, I saw those two photos at the beginning, because Liu Meng’s appearance to me is
So familiar. It's just that I really wanted to know what the news was about right away. When I just saw their photos in the newspaper, my mood had already fallen into a deep valley.
Suicide? How? Why did you commit suicide? For property or because both of you felt extremely disappointed?
Liu Meng, she is no longer here. This is already a fact, and now I have to accept this terrible and sad fact. Suddenly I wanted to call Tong Yao to ask about the specific situation of this matter, but I thought of Liu Meng's
A man once reported something anonymously, so I immediately hesitated.
Suddenly, my cell phone rang. The sound came so suddenly that I was suddenly shocked!
It turned out to be Tong Yao calling, "Feng Xiao, let's go to a restaurant for dinner tonight. I want to ask you something."
I can feel that Tong Yao's visit to me today must be related to Liu Meng's affairs. Otherwise, how could such a coincidence happen?
I knew I had to go because I also wanted to know the reason why Liu Meng and his wife committed suicide.
Now I find that I seem to have been trapped in a strange circle forever: Only when you lose it do you know how to cherish it, and only then do you know how valuable it is to have it. Although many people say this, no one can understand this more deeply than me.
.I lost again and again, and lost myself again and again, but I happened to repeat this mistake again and again. (To be continued)