However, there is another question here, that is, why didn't Shangguanqin call me directly? How convenient would it be for her to call me directly to make an appointment? Maybe it was: she talked to Yu Min and Tang Zi
, and then when he was about to come find me, he discovered that I had gone to the restaurant. This must be the case, and everything would be explained.
Therefore, there is only one reason why she lied to me: she did not want me to think that she was following me. She should know that when I become suspicious of her, I will probably not believe what she says anymore.
Shangguanqin is a smart person, and smart people are often very careful. But what she didn't expect was that her caution almost made me suspicious of her, and I almost didn't believe her words. Fortunately, I calmed down.
, and fortunately I carefully analyzed the ins and outs of this matter.
But there are still two questions here. One is, why doesn't Lin Yi come and tell me about this matter in person? The second is, Shangguanqin said that this case will be solved soon, but she also said that she would not
She will report the crime. So, what method will she take to let the police know the truth?
Regarding the first question, I think it is possible that Lin Yi is disappointed with me, perhaps because this incident made Shi Yanni unhappy. Of course, there may be other reasons. As for the second question, I do
I don’t know what she would do. I can only think that if it were me, I might write an anonymous letter to the police to tell them the doubts about this case.
But these are no longer important. I think the important thing is that I have figured out this matter. Understanding it has restored my trust in Shangguanqin.
In addition, after I figured it out, I felt a little happier. After all, the crisis I faced has been resolved for the time being. But anyway, Liu Meng is no longer in this world, and her man is no longer in this world. This can't help but make me feel sad.
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I sighed in the office for a long time, and then I suddenly had an inexplicable thought: I wonder if such a bad luck will happen to me. I don’t know why, but at this moment, I am not afraid at all.
My mood was so calm, and I vaguely felt that it might be a kind of relief.
I am a medical student, and I see the pain of patients every day, and I can also see people dying from time to time. And after experiencing what happened to Zhao Menglei, Su Hua, my mentor, Liu Meng and others, I feel that death is not
What a terrible thing. Now I have a kind of calmness about death.
In fact, death is not scary. What is scary is witnessing the loss of life of the people around you and the process of waiting for death.
In the hospital, when we diagnose a patient with a terminal illness, we can only watch her life passing away day by day with helplessness and compassion, but there is no feeling of terror, or even fear.
There will be. Because I know that death is a matter of time for everyone, but it is sooner or later. But when we face our friends and relatives encounter such a situation, it is completely different, because
We carry a special emotion inside, and then we will have a fearful emotion. In fact, what we are afraid of is losing that special emotion. The disease will also cause us to think about our own death, and then the fear will rise.
rise.
Now, I feel that I am really tired, and I also have a lot of disgust with reality. Thinking of my marriage and the series of things caused by my indulgence, I feel guilty and guilty.
The feeling of death surrounds me all the time. Therefore, when it comes to death, I am not afraid or numb, and I even regard its arrival as an endless relief in my heart.
Of course, my fearlessness of death does not mean that I will end my own life. I will not do such a stupid thing. I am a man and must shoulder the minimum responsibility on my shoulders.
: As a son, you need to be filial to your parents, as a father, you should be responsible for the future of your children, as a husband... ugh!
While I was thinking about such messy things in my office, I suddenly heard someone knocking on the door. I answered the door and found that the person who came in turned out to be Yu Min's man.
I warmly asked him to sit down and then asked him, "Is something wrong?"
He said: "Yu Min said he wanted to tell you something."
I suddenly became alert, "What's going on? Is her wound growing well? Is it not infected?"
He smiled honestly, "Her wound is healing well. Director Feng, could you please go there? I don't know what she wants to talk to you about."
I had no choice but to nod and follow him to Yu Min's ward.
Yu Min was half-lying on the bed wearing a hospital gown, because one end of her upper body was raised up on the hospital bed, which is one of the unique features of the hospital bed.
"Xiao Tao, please go out for a moment. I want to talk to Brother Feng about something." Yu Min said to her man immediately after I went in with Yu Min's man.
"Yeah. I'll go back and get something." Her man was very obedient and immediately agreed and went out.
"Brother Feng, look to see if he is really gone. I don't want him to know about this." She then whispered to me.
I nodded, immediately went to the door of the ward, and then gently opened the door a crack. When I felt that no one was outside, I pushed the door completely open, stretched out my head and looked, and saw his back in the distance.
"Yu Min, he is a very good man. You should cherish him." I couldn't help but sigh.
She didn't speak and was half-lying there in silence. I suddenly felt that it was really inappropriate for me to say such a thing in such a situation, so I went to ask her: "Yu Min, what do you want from me?"
She sighed softly, "Brother Feng, go and look at the door again to see if there is anyone there."
I went to see her immediately and found no one outside the ward, but I immediately understood: what she wanted to say to me must be very important.
He turned back to look at her and shook his head at her, "Tell me, what's the matter?"
"Do you know about Liu Meng?" she asked me softly, with a sad look on her face.
I didn't know whether she was talking about Liu Meng's suicide or how she died, but I still nodded to her.
She added: "That Shangguanqin came to see me yesterday afternoon."
I waved my hand to her hastily and said, "Yu Min, stop talking. Just keep this matter in your belly. I don't know anything. You have to take good care of your wound now and don't say anything else."
She began to cry, "But I'm so scared now."
My heart suddenly softened, so I said to her gently: "I know, I know you are afraid, but Yu Min, there are some things we have to face. I am also very sad about Liu Meng. You know it,
After all, she is also my woman, and her affairs have a great relationship with me. Recently, I have often been thinking, if she and I had not been together, how could things like this have happened? So I feel very sad.
I always feel that I harmed her. However, what has happened has happened, and the living must continue to live well. Yu Min, you are already the mother of your child. For the sake of your child and your current family, you should take good care of yourself.
To survive, we also need to do exactly what Shangguanqin said. It would be better if the case is solved, at least it can be regarded as revenge for Liu Meng. Actually, I have been thinking about another thing a lot recently. I always feel that we should do
Many things about Liu Meng are beyond our control. It’s really as if God’s will exists in the dark. Hey! What else can we do? If we have the opportunity in the future, we should take more care of Liu Meng’s parents. Maybe this can make our lives better.
Feel more at ease inside."
She was still crying, "But Brother Feng, I'm really scared."
I completely understand her state of mind at this moment. After all, she is a woman. "Yu Min, you don't need to be afraid. Liu Meng's death has nothing to do with you. The problem now is that you must learn to protect yourself, I said
Yes, you must force yourself to do that for the sake of your children and your family. Do you understand?"
She was sobbing, "I feel so sorry for her that I would suspect that she took the money and ran away. She and I have always been good friends, but I doubted her like that. Now that she is gone, I feel so uncomfortable."
Woo hoo! Brother Feng, say, am I still a human being? I never would have thought that she just returned the card to me in the evening, and there would be no more people in the middle of the night. Brother Feng, woo woo! Say, I,
I……"
Her crying started to get louder. Although she tried her best to restrain it, she could no longer control it. I hurriedly said: "Yu Min, don't be like this. This is in the ward. If others hear it, something will happen."
She immediately lifted up the quilt and wrapped her head in it. Her crying became soft and muffled. I sighed and immediately turned around and left.
After returning to the office and locking the door, I burst into tears.
What makes me feel strange is that Tang Zi never called me. She seemed to have disappeared out of thin air.
Shangguanqin told me that she had convinced Tang Zi. This thing made me uneasy because I really didn't know how she convinced Tang Zi, and I didn't understand why Tang Zi agreed to do what Shangguanqin said.
You know, Dean Tang is her biological father.
Unless it's that kind of situation - Tang Zi deceived me before, and Dean Tang is not her biological father at all! I suddenly remembered the relationship between Zhuang Qing and Principal Zhang, and I suddenly felt that this was not impossible.
things.
But why did Tang Zi lie to me at that time? There was no reason for it? You know, she did not hesitate to sacrifice herself for me for Dean Tang. If the relationship between them was not like that, would she have done that?
Thinking of this, I immediately felt funny about the inexplicable and unbelievable thought I just had. (To be continued)