I hurriedly said: "That's not the problem. Director Mu, there may be something you haven't figured out. In fact, I don't have any special relationship with Governor Huang. At that time, he was just planning to let me be his secretary, but
I knew that I didn't have that ability at all, so I rejected him. If I had to say that he and I had any relationship, it was just that we knew each other. So, I really couldn't tell him about this matter.
Director, please understand, I really can't help you with this."
But he immediately laughed, "A person who dares to reject the executive deputy governor, of course I believe that you can speak in front of him. Brother, don't be humble."
I shook my head and said: "Director Mu, it's true. At that time, I thought that I was a doctor and would not pursue administrative development anyway. As the saying goes, the ignorant are fearless, so I dared to reject him in person. What I said is absolutely the truth.
, I didn’t lie to you at all.”
He was still smiling, "Brother Feng, let's not talk about this matter today. Come on, let's drink. Since you find it inconvenient, forget it. I'll find another way."
I apologized to him again, but at this time, I suddenly felt uncomfortable because I felt that I really couldn't help him, so I began to feel uneasy. What made me feel even more embarrassed was that I couldn't help him.
Yes, Jordan stopped talking, and I clearly felt that she was dissatisfied with me.
Then, I no longer had the interest to drink.
On the other hand, Muzi Li was still chatting and laughing with me. Although he never mentioned the incident just now, my inner uneasiness became more and more severe. Sitting there, I suddenly felt like I was on pins and needles.
The uncomfortable feeling.
After a while, I finally said to them: "Director Mu, Director Qiao, I think that's it for today. I'm sorry, I really can't help with this matter. As agreed last time, I will treat you next time, so today
He also said I would pay the bill."
Muzi Li hurriedly said seriously: "How can that be done? I said last time that I can sign the contract at this place."
I said: "That's another meaning. We are friends, and we must treat each other fairly. So, I will pay the bill today. Otherwise, I will be embarrassed to drink with you next time."
Jordan finally spoke, "Okay, Lao Mu, since Director Feng said this, I'll buy it and don't say anything else. But I still have to pay tribute to your glass of wine, Director Feng. You gave it to me when I arrived at my current unit."
With so much care, I should give you a toast both emotionally and rationally."
This time I couldn't refuse again, so I had to raise my glass and said to her: "Director Qiao, it's not me who takes care of you, it's you who strongly support my work. And I will go abroad for inspection soon. During this period,
You have to work very hard for you. Well, this glass of wine can be regarded as a toast to you."
Muzi Li laughed beside him, "Okay! I'll join in too!"
Immediately, the three of us drank the wine in our glasses. Then I immediately went to ask the waiter to pay the bill.
This meal is not very expensive, only about 3,000 yuan. Of course, for the three of us, this meal is not cheap.
Then we left the hotel, said goodbye to each other, and then I drove home. On the way back in the car, I felt a little dizzy, but mostly I felt sorry for Muzi Li and Jordan.
As for Muzi Li, I think he is a very good office director. The first time he invited me to drink, he didn’t even mention asking for my help. I understand this, after all, we didn’t know each other before. But today
I think he seemed more measured at night. On the one hand, he asked me for help, and on the other hand, he remained calm and calm even after being rejected by me. It was as if there was no one in front of him.
It's the same as mentioning that matter to me. This is not something ordinary people can do.
On the other hand, Jordan... I feel like she doesn't seem to be as calm and open-minded anymore.
When I parked the car downstairs, I realized that I was drunk. After getting off the car, I found that my legs were a little sore and weak. In the end, I insisted on letting myself go home.
The child immediately became excited after seeing me, stretched out his hand and kept shouting "Dad, hug!"
The child's speech is now relatively clear. When I saw him, I immediately felt a warm current of happiness in my heart, and all my worries completely disappeared at this moment. Then I reached out and hugged him, but
But suddenly he found that his legs began to shake, and he almost dropped the child to the ground!
The child was frightened by what I did just now and burst into tears. The nanny hurriedly took the child from my hands and went to comfort him. I smiled bitterly and said to the side: "I drank too much..."
"Dr. Feng, you go and have a rest." The nanny said with a smile on her face.
I immediately went to bed and was completely drunk before I could take off my clothes. Then I felt dizzy, and then I didn't know anything at all.
I didn't go to work the next morning and stayed with my child at home. What happened last night made me feel guilty about my child. In fact, during the process, I once thought about Yu Min's child, but I could only think about it in my mind.
A feeling of disgust arose in my heart.
In the morning, the doctor came to give Chen Yuan an infusion. Looking at the dense needle holes on the back of Chen Yuan's hands and her skinny appearance, I suddenly felt a sense of sadness in my already numb heart. To be honest, now I feel
I almost lost any confidence that she could wake up, and a terrible thought suddenly arose in my heart: Chen Yuan, instead of living like this, it would be better for you to be freed earlier...
I didn't go to wipe her body that day because I really couldn't bear to look at her body that had already become disfigured.
I went to work in the afternoon because I remembered there was an operation waiting for me.
The afternoon operation went relatively smoothly. It was a patient with a benign ovarian tumor that needed to be removed. After the operation, when I looked at the bloody tumor in the tray, I couldn't help but think: This thing may be just like me and
Yu Min's relationship is the same. Fortunately, it was removed early, otherwise there would definitely be big problems in the future.
I don’t know why, but I always think of Yu Min inadvertently. This kind of thing that inadvertently appears in my mind makes me feel a lingering pain.
When she went to drive after get off work, she saw Jordan getting out of her Mercedes-Benz and said, "Director Feng, I have something to do with you."
Because of what happened the night before, I still felt sorry for her, "Director Qiao, let me treat you to dinner. Let's talk while we eat. How about we go to my restaurant across the street?"
But she was shaking her head, "No, let's go to the riverside. There is a hot pot restaurant there that tastes good. It's a quiet place and it's fun to eat hot pot. How about it?"
Of course I couldn't refuse, "Okay. Then you can lead the way for me and I will follow you."
You know, the riverside of our city is a very large area, and I have never been to the hot pot restaurant she mentioned.
But she said to me: "No, I'll drive your car. Your off-road vehicle looks impressive. Let me try and see how it feels. In fact, I also want to change to an off-road vehicle."
I immediately handed her the key and said, "Okay, come on."
When we were in the car, I apologized to her again. I couldn't help it, because this apology came from my heart. But she said: "Director Feng, don't be like this? I know your difficulties. And we
Jia Laomu also felt that what happened yesterday was too abrupt, and he was also worried that you would keep apologizing. It's okay, I believe in a principle, that is, being an official also requires luck. People with bad horoscopes can't be great no matter how hard they work.
Officer, this is fate."
When she said this, I immediately felt relieved. At the same time, I also felt that what she just said was a bit funny, "I didn't expect Director Qiao to be so superstitious."
She laughed "haha", "It's not that I'm superstitious, I have to accept my fate. Don't you realize? It's funny now. It's different from before. The more knowledgeable people are, the more superstitious they become, because the more knowledgeable people are, the more lustful they are.
More. With knowledge, people begin to have more pursuits, fame, wealth, status, material... When they cannot pursue it, various emotions will appear, such as dissatisfaction, irritability, anxiety, jealousy... At the same time, when these
When their desires are not satisfied, they will attribute it to fate because they really can't find any other explanation."
I smiled and said: "That makes sense."
She also laughed and continued: "Also, some people become more superstitious the older they become, and some people become more superstitious the more money they have. The truth is the same. In the final analysis, it is not
I hope that everything I gain will be lost one day.”
I smiled and said: "That's true, but I think this kind of superstition is understandable. Everyone has to find a way to make themselves feel at ease."
"I completely agree with what you said. However, it is easy to say that peace of mind is easy, but it is too difficult to actually achieve it." She nodded.
Her words immediately touched a nerve deep in my heart, "Yes. It's really difficult for a person to really feel at ease."
"It's actually very simple." She then added.
"Oh? Tell me." I asked in surprise.
"Become a monk. Women should be nuns," she said with a smile.
I was startled, then laughed.
"Director Feng, look at my hands, do they look better than before?" She suddenly asked me after laughing. I immediately looked at her hands on the steering wheel... indeed, although her hands
There were still some wrinkles but it looked better than her previous hands, so he asked her: "How did you do that?"
She smiled and said: "I went for a beauty treatment on my hands as you said."
I said: "Actually, I don't understand that. I just think you should do it. Our hands are too important. Besides, you are still a woman. You are so beautiful. It would be too obvious if your hands become like that." (To be continued.)