"Why do you always think about Chen Yuan first? Aren't she and I both your women?" she asked me in a low voice.
"You were angry with me just because of this thing, right?" I asked, feeling a little ashamed, "Zhuang Qing, it's not like that. Doesn't she have a job? So of course I would think of her first when things like this happen.
If you lose your job, I will definitely think of you. Do you think this is true?"
"Then I will resign tomorrow." she said.
I was shocked by her words, "Zhuang Qing, don't be like this. It's not easy to find a job now. What's more, we are still a tertiary hospital. It's pretty good."
"Then you have to take me into your heart." She said softly.
I heard the double meaning in her words, and the rejection I had towards her had long since dissipated. I could only feel moved and warm, "I will do it."
"Feng Xiao, do you know? Today is the happiest and happiest day I have felt in these days. I was really happy to hear what you just said." She said to me softly,
There was a choke in the voice.
I was so ashamed, "Zhuang Qing, why? I don't deserve this."
"I think you're worth it. Maybe I really owed you something in my previous life. Ever since the first time we two had it, I found that I couldn't forget you. Later, those words you said that day in the teahouse made me laugh.
I was so moved. Although it was me and Song Mei acting, but you didn't know, so I felt more and more valuable about you. I knew very well in my heart that Song Mei didn't like me, he just used me as a tool.
.In fact, don’t I regard him as a tool? Hey!” She sighed, her voice full of sadness.
"Zhuang Qing..." I said hesitantly, "Song Mei..."
"What's the matter?" she asked.
"I think Song Mei is too realistic. So I'm worried that something will happen if I help him in the future. I'm really worried about this matter. If something happens in the future, neither Sister Lin nor any of us can run away.
"I said. This kind of worry has always been in my heart. I have wanted to tell her and Lin Yu many times, but I have held back. Now, I feel that I have to say it.
"Then don't help him anymore. Now I feel scared too. I was too confused before. No, it's not that I was confused. I got into money. Feng Xiao, you don't blame me, do you?"
explain.
"I'm not surprised anymore. I've been blamed for it for a long time." I smiled, "However, I feel much more at ease after hearing you say this today. Hey! In fact, you don't know that I have been completely kidnapped by him. He promised to help
Zhao Menglei, but the condition is that I must help him. Even if I don’t want to help, I have to help. Hey! Let’s talk about it, just take it one step at a time. But Zhuang Qing, I still don’t agree with what you said to me that day. Zhao Menglei
She is my wife, she is very pitiful. I am sorry for betraying her, but she knows everything, including my relationship with you. She has known it for a long time. But she has always pretended not to know anything and never asked me
, and has always been so good to me. Do you think, if I abandoned her at this time, would I still be a human being?"
Having said this, I feel infinitely sad and guilty at the same time.
"Really?" she asked, looking very surprised. I nodded.
"What kind of woman is she?" She murmured, "Feng Xiao, hearing you say this, I feel like I am no longer a human being. Your wife, she is so good."
I also sighed, "Yes. She always feels that she has been married before and I have suffered a loss by marrying me. So she keeps pretending not to know about our affairs. But the more she behaves like this, the more uncomfortable I feel now.
"
Now, I suddenly remembered what happened last night and what happened with Lin Yu a few days ago, and I wanted to slap myself in the face a few more times.
She stopped talking. I was silent too.
After a long time, she finally said, "Hey! Women who are too nice are more terrifying than anything else."
I didn't understand what she meant, "Zhuang Qing, what did you say?"
"It's nothing." She shook her head and said, "Feng Xiao, please don't be angry if I say something, okay?"
I was startled, "Just tell me."
"I think, I think..." she hesitated.
I was very anxious, "Tell me, why are you doing this?"
"Are you really not angry?" she asked.
"I have said so many things that made you angry before and you have forgiven me. I am a man, am I not as good as you?" I said with a wry smile.
"Then did I really say it?" she said, looking at me still hesitating, "Feng Xiao, don't you think that your wife's doing this is also a kind of kidnapping for you? She is too good to you, let you
Being unable to find her shortcomings leaves you with only guilt in your heart, making you obediently wait for her to come out of prison just like you are now..."
I interrupted her abruptly, "Zhuang Qing, that's not the case! She said that from now on she will ask the lawyer to send me the divorce agreement for me to sign. Don't doubt her like this, okay? She is not that kind of person.
"
I suppressed my anger so that I didn't get angry at her, but I was already angry in my heart. I thought Zhuang Qing's idea was too cruel and inhumane.
"Hey! Consider me a villain. But I'm doing it for your own good. I said, I don't want any status at all when I'm with you. I just feel that it's pleasant to be with you. That's all. But what about Chen Yuan?
?Have you ever thought about her? Forget it, forget me for being too talkative. Okay, I have to go lie down and sleep for a while. You go and rest." After she finished speaking, she stood up and walked outside. I didn't scream.
She, because I am still angry inside.
After washing up, I went to the doctor's lounge to sleep. I don't know why, but I was inexplicably excited. I tossed and turned many times and couldn't fall asleep. In fact, I knew in my heart that I was waiting, waiting for Zhuang Qing to knock on the door. I thought
She would come, but she didn't, never did. However, I was looking forward to it in my heart, always looking forward to hearing the sound of knocking on the door in the next second.
It was probably past one o'clock in the morning, and it was still quiet outside the door. I didn't turn off the lights today, and the sound of electricity coming from the fluorescent lamp in the room was extremely harsh, because everything here was silent except for that sound. That sound of electricity
The buzzing in my head made me feel uncomfortable. I wanted to get up and turn off the light again and again, but I was looking forward to the knock on the door again and again.
I can't sleep anymore because I still have hope in my heart.
My bladder was swollen, from the slight urge to urinate at first to unbearable pain. I got up in a hurry, opened the door, and ran to the toilet quickly. After holding it in for a long time, I squeezed out a few drops. I couldn't help but smile bitterly: I
My bladder is also looking forward to it, everything is due to psychological factors.
I walked quietly towards the direction of the nurse's station, slowly getting closer and closer. Finally, I could look over the countertop of the nurse's station and see Zhuang Qing inside. She was sleeping on the table inside,
He had a blanket wrapped around him.
He sighed in his heart and turned around slowly.
"Why didn't you call me when you came?" Suddenly, I heard her voice coming from behind, with an accusatory tone. My body suddenly stiffened, and then I turned around slowly after a while. The blanket on her body was gone, and she was
Standing there smiling at me.
I smiled awkwardly, "I went to the bathroom and came to see you."
"Feng Xiao, you are good at everything, but you are too fake. Don't I know what you are thinking? You are serious." She said to me.
I was even more embarrassed, "I, then you do it." After saying that, I hurriedly ran inside. Her chuckle came from behind.
When I returned to the lounge, I still felt my heart pounding. I didn't close the door or move the bed. I just sat on the edge of the bed blankly. The weather was getting a bit cold, but I didn't feel any chill coming.
.
When I heard footsteps coming from outside, I suddenly became excited.
The footsteps were getting closer and closer, and I stood up hurriedly. She appeared at the door, still wearing white overalls, and the nurse's cap on her head was still there.
She smiled brightly at me and came in. She closed the door, locked it, and turned around, "Hurry up, I don't dare to sleep in your bed."
I looked at her in shock, only to see her lifting up the hem of her white coat, and then untying the belt around her waist...
The next morning I went to Lin Yu's place. It was still early, so I went to the canteen and bought some porridge and steamed buns.
I didn't open the door myself because I thought Chen Yuan should still be here with her.
It was Lin Yulai who opened the door. I looked at her and smiled, "How are you? You haven't had breakfast yet? I bought you breakfast."
She looked at the thing in my hand and said, "Why is it rice porridge and steamed buns again?"
I laughed, "What are you going to eat if you don't eat these things in the morning? What's more, this thing is good for beauty."
"Really? Okay, I'll eat it." She then smiled and took the food from my hand.
I was secretly amused because I had long understood that as long as you tell a woman something that can beautify or lose weight, she will generally not reject it. This includes greasy pig’s trotters. One time I went shopping with Zhao Menglei.
After we were hungry, we decided to eat out. I found out that the small restaurant had braised pork chops, and my index finger moved. However, Zhao Menglei did not allow me to eat that stuff. She said that it would make me fat easily. I was the same at that time.
She said: This beauty product contains a lot of collagen. Her expression at that time was similar to Lin Yu's just now, "Really?" Zhao Menglei asked, so she followed my advice.
Women have a natural interest in things like beauty and weight loss, and coupled with my status as a doctor, I can succeed every time I try to deceive you in good faith.
Lin Yu went to get the bowls and chopsticks himself, put the porridge on it and started eating. I was very surprised, "Where is Chen Yuan?"
"She went back last night. She was too reserved, and I couldn't bear to see her like that, so I let her go back," she said.
"Hey, that's what she is like. She is an orphan, and she has been so hurt. So she is like that after arriving in a new place." I said. (To be continued)