But I couldn't speak loudly at this time, because I was worried about waking up Chen Yuan who had just woken up. Now she had just woken up from a long-term coma, and she also spoke and shed so many tears. This pair of originally
It was a huge drain on her who was already extremely weak.
Helplessly, he walked towards the living room, picked up the handset of the landline phone that the nanny had placed aside, and tried his best to calm down his emotions, "Who is it?"
"Director Feng, this is Jordan. The ambulance is outside the community. If you call your mobile phone, you won't answer. We found your home phone number from the property management of the community. The security will only let us in after confirming it." came from inside.
It's Jordan's voice.
"It's best not to move her now. She's very weak." I said, hesitating in my mind: What should I do?
I am a doctor, and I can often make immediate decisions when dealing with other patients, but when faced with Chen Yuan's matter, I immediately hesitated.
"Let's take a look and talk about it later," Jordan said.
Then I asked her to hand the phone to the security guard, "Please bring them to my home. I have patients at home."
They arrived quickly. Except for Jordan, all of them were doctors and nurses from the emergency department of our hospital. I thanked them repeatedly and took them to Chen Yuan's bedside.
The doctor in the emergency department began to examine Chen Yuan. Jordan next to him asked me: "Are you really awake?"
I nodded and immediately went to see the doctor's examination. I found that the doctor was taking Chen Yuan's blood pressure. However, he quickly put down the stethoscope next to his ear and went to feel Chen Yuan's pulse. I suddenly panicked because the doctor
This action already showed that Chen Yuan was in a bad situation. So I hurriedly asked: "What's wrong?"
At this moment, my heart was already in my throat.
The doctor let go of Chen Yuan's hand, then turned to look at me, "Director Feng, are you sure she woke up just now?"
I replied: "Of course. She also talked to me."
The doctor said: "But, I can't find any signs of her life now." As he said that, he opened Chen Yuan's eyelids again, and then used a small medical flashlight to shine, first on the left side, then on the other side.
On the right, "Director Feng, she has passed away."
When he said that just now, I was stunned and my mind went blank. But what he said immediately woke me up. I couldn't believe what he said was true! "You're talking nonsense! She obviously just said that
Okay! Get out of the way and let me take a look!"
My voice was literally roaring.
The doctor backed away, and I immediately went to Chen Yuan's side. The first thing I touched was her carotid artery... There was no sound, really no sound! But I was unwilling to give in, so I moved my hand to her chest again.
At the front of her heart, I, I didn’t feel her heartbeat, I really didn’t feel it!
"Flashlight!" I yelled hoarsely.
With a flashlight in hand, I opened her eyelids. On the left side, I saw no sign of her pupils shrinking under the light. My heart suddenly sank to the bottom, and my body felt cold. The right side was still...
in this way.
My legs suddenly lost any strength, and I suddenly fell to the ground. There were exclamations in my ears, from everyone.
"Director Feng, are you okay?" someone asked.
My tears fell slowly, and a whine came out of my throat, "I'm sorry for her, I'm sorry for her!"
"Let's go out and let him stay here alone for a while." It was Jordan's voice, and then there was only my breath in the room.
I looked at Chen Yuan in front of me, and then I realized that her face had turned sallow and lifeless without any trace of life. Until now, I don't know when she left this world. I remember clearly
It was clear that she had spoken to me just now, "I'm so sleepy..." This was the last thing she said to me.
Could it be that at that moment she left me and left this world?
I looked at her with tears in my eyes and asked her, "Chen Yuan, how could you leave like this? Didn't you say you wanted to sleep for a while? Why didn't you wake up again all of a sudden? Chen Yuan
, in this case, why do you still want to wake up? Why are you doing this?..."
I was questioning her, but the beautiful pictures of her in the past slowly emerged in my mind: in that western restaurant, at the white piano, in the white dress, with flowing black hair, she was so beautiful,
What pours out from her hands is the flowing and beautiful sound of the piano; she is looking at me and smiling, a shy smile, her beauty is so moving under the sun; she is crying, in my arms;
She was laughing, with the waves of the sea under her feet; she held my head and asked me to listen to the sound of the child in her belly; she was looking at me melancholy, but hesitated to speak...
I could no longer see her in front of me, and I had completely entered into the scenes of the time we were together. Only then did I realize that I actually liked her in my heart, not just because of her.
She used to be beautiful, but more because of her tolerance towards me.
The coldness on the floor soaked into my body, and my heart entered a cold world.
I don't know how long it took, but I suddenly heard the child's cry. The child's cry was so loud, and it was like a hoarse voice. I woke up from the hallucination just now. I immediately struggled to get off the ground.
When I got up, my legs felt numb and painful, but my will could no longer control them.
I knew it was because my legs had been pressed on the ground for a long time, so I stood for a few seconds, and then walked out of the room after my legs slowly recovered some feeling.
The doctors and Jordan were still there, and they were all looking at me with concern and sympathy. The child was in Jordan's arms, crying loudly, and at the same time stretching out his two arms toward me.
tiny hand.
I went to pick up the child, and the child stopped crying immediately. Then I went to the doctors and nurses and said, "You can go back, thank you. I will go to the hospital to pay the bill in a few days."
"Director Feng, we have to make a death record. You know, this is the rule." The doctor said.
His words immediately made me hurt again. At this time, I had to face the reality that Chen Yuan was dead. In the past, whenever I watched her lose weight day by day, and the hope of her recovery became more and more slim, I would
In my heart, I hope she can be freed as soon as possible, but now, when the reality of her leaving this world is really before me, I realize that her departure actually makes my heart so painful.
I waved slightly to the doctor and said, "Go and do what you have to do."
The doctor said: "Thank you for your understanding, Director Feng. This is what we have to do, and..."
I immediately interrupted him, "Go ahead, I know."
Yes, of course I know. When a person dies, the hospital needs to issue a death certificate, the police also need to file a record, and even the crematorium needs relevant materials when handling funeral arrangements. I know all this, but this reality is too cruel
, making my heart feel as painful as tearing apart.
The doctor took one look at me and entered the room where Chen Yuan was. Jordan came to me with concern and asked: "Are you okay? This is what happened, you have to hold on."
I shook my head, "Jordan, don't come and talk to me, okay? I don't have the strength to speak now."
She was looking at me and said: "I'm sorry..."
At this time the nanny came to me and said: "Give me the child, Dr. Feng. By the way, I just called the child's grandfather, they may be arriving soon."
I nodded, but did not give her the child, because now I realize that I am so lonely and helpless. The child is already my only relative in this family.
As she was talking, she heard someone knocking on the door. The nanny immediately went to open it, and Shi Yanni's loud cry suddenly appeared at the door, "My child..."
Immediately, she quickly ran inside, with Lin Yi following behind her.
I wanted to stand up from the sofa, but found that my legs were so weak, so I sat back dejectedly.
The child was stroking my face, and his hands were covered with my tears. I let him touch me like that, because the child's touch gave me a little warmth in my heart.
Shi Yanni cried hoarsely inside, and my entire home was completely immersed in an atmosphere of sadness and desolation, and this sad and desolate atmosphere made my tears flow more violently.
The child is calling me, "Dad, Daddy!"
I went to stroke the child's head and said to him silently: Son, you will not have a mother from now on, you must be obedient...
Lin Yi helped Shi Yanni out. Shi Yanni looked distraught. Lin Yi helped her sit down on the sofa. Her crying slowly turned into sobs, but she was still mumbling: "My daughter.
…”
"Who is this?" Lin Yi asked Jordan.
Jordan hurriedly replied: "Director Feng and I are in the same department. My name is Jordan."
Lin Yi nodded and then ignored her. He came to ask me: "Feng Xiao, tell me, what's going on?"
At this time the doctor came out and said to me: "Director Feng, we are leaving. You have to express your condolences."
Jordan also stood up, "Director Feng, I'm leaving too. If anything happens, just call me."
I nodded to them, "Thank you."
After they left, my home seemed even more desolate.
"Tell me, what happened?" Lin Yi asked me, his voice was very dull.
I said: "Auntie called me and said that Chen Yuan was awake, so I hurried back. When I came back, I found that she was still unconscious, so I asked the child to call her, and then I saw her
She cried, and then she woke up and said a few words to me, but her body was too weak. After only saying a few words, she said she was too tired and wanted to sleep for a while. I was worried about her
Her body couldn't bear it, so they didn't stop her. The doctors came later, but when they checked, they found that she had no vital signs..." (To be continued)