I don’t know why, but I have always been doubtful about the incident between Kang Demao and Tao Tao last time. But it is impossible for me to ask him. If he wanted to tell me, he should have told me long ago. I will go like this
Asking him can only make him unhappy, after all, it is his privacy. Besides, I am not qualified to ask him, because my own life has been so chaotic. In addition, if I care too much about such issues, it is very likely that
Arousing his suspicion, you must know that Dingxiang was once my patient, and Kang Demao had already had a shadow in his heart because of this matter.
In fact, I understand Kang Demao's point very well. After all, I am a doctor and a man, and I fully understand a man's physiological needs. So I think it is best to turn a blind eye or close one's eyes to some things.
It’s enough for friends to have heart-to-heart conversations, and the details are not important. I think so. Because if people get too close to each other, conflicts will easily arise. Distance creates beauty and attraction, which not only affects the relationship between husband and wife.
Feelings are useful, and friendship between friends is equally necessary.
When I arrived at the restaurant, Ning Xiangru had already ordered the food and drinks. As soon as I entered, she immediately ordered the waiter to serve the food.
The private room is not very big, but there is a round table inside. When I entered, I wanted to sit across from her, but she assigned me the seat next to her.
"Drink some wine." She said, not asking for my opinion at all. "It's rare for me to relax today, and it's been a long time since I've seen you. Let's have some wine so we won't have nothing to say for a while."
I hurriedly said: "How could it be?"
She smiled and said: "Actually, you sometimes seem a little introverted, and you may not be in a good mood today. So it is even more necessary to drink some wine."
I asked her: "Xiangru, how did you know about this?"
In my heart, I immediately thought that it was Dong Jie who told her, because Ning Xiangru told me more than once today that she just found out about it.
If it was really Dong Jie who told her this, it means that this girl is still too unstable.
She glanced at me and said, "I haven't blamed you for why you didn't tell me this matter. It would be better for you to ask me instead."
I smiled bitterly, "Is such a thing worth spreading everywhere? When something like that happens at home, my idea is to handle it as simply and quickly as possible. This is good for her who left this world and for us who live in this world.
A kind of relief."
She nodded, "That's the truth. But how many people can really be so free and easy? Maybe you are a doctor, so you see life so thoroughly."
I shook my head, "This has nothing to do with my own career. The main thing is that she has suffered too much, so I don't want to torture her anymore."
She said: "Let's not talk about this anymore. Come, let's drink."
So we clinked glasses and drank. Today, from the beginning, I warned myself not to get drunk, but I still had to drink the first glass of wine.
Then she came and asked me: "Feng Xiao, what do you plan to do in the future?"
I didn't expect that she couldn't be unconventional and asked me this question like everyone else. But I thought that since she had made it clear to me on the phone that she had no intention of marrying me, I didn't feel anything.
Pressure. So I shook my head and said: "What else can I plan? Just live like that. From now on, just raise your children and train them to be talents. Sometimes in this life, it is really meaningless to think about it, that is, to fulfill your responsibilities."
That’s all.”
She also shook her head, "Feng Xiao, it's not good for you to do this. You are too negative."
I asked her: "Am I being negative?"
She nodded, "Of course it's negative. You are still so young and your child is still so small. How come you have lost confidence in your future life? To be honest, Feng Xiao, I am really worried about you, so that's why today
I have to call you out."
I am silent.
She continued: "I know your married life has been unfortunate, and so am I, but you are different from me because you are a man. As a man, you still have a lot of choices in the future, and you don't need to be like me.
I'm worried that my marriage will suffer another setback. I'm a woman, and unlike you men, my endurance is very limited."
I waved my hand hurriedly, "Men are not the same."
She said: "It's different, it's completely different. In fact, you yourself know why it's different. To be honest, I no longer have any confidence in my married life, so I work hard to make money."
Sometimes I think, what do I do with so much money? But what can I do if I don’t make any money? Haha! Do you think I’m funny?”
I smiled and said, "At least you solved part of the employment problem and paid taxes to the government. That's the point."
She also laughed immediately, "Well, what you said is exactly like what those officials said when they encouraged me. Feng Xiao, it's a good thing you haven't become an official yet, otherwise I would definitely have goosebumps all over my body.
of."
I laughed "haha", "Is it that serious?" Suddenly I felt that there was something wrong in what she said, "Xiangru, how did you know?"
She came and looked at me, "How do you know?"
I understood immediately, "You and De Mao have met recently, right?"
Her face suddenly turned red, "No. How is that possible?"
I couldn't help but sigh, "Xiangru, what are you doing? This Kang Demao is the same...forget it, I won't say anything anymore. I am not qualified to say anything more about this matter."
She suddenly raised her head, with doubt in her eyes, "Feng Xiao, how did you know?"
I shook my head and said: "Kang Demao knows about my wife's death. I didn't think it was him who told you about it at first. I thought it was Xiaodong who came to see you today who told you about it. But, you
The sentence you just said already explains the problem. You just said, 'Fortunately, I haven't become an official yet.' You must know that between you and me, only Kang Demao knows about this matter at the same time. Apart from this
No one else."
In fact, Wu Yaru also knows. Of course, she may also tell Dong Jie, but I believe that it is unlikely that Dong Jie will tell Ning Xiangru about these two things about me. First, she does not need to, and second, I cough again and again.
I told Wu Yaru that she should keep it a secret.
After hearing what I said, she whispered in a low voice: "Feng Xiao, you are so smart. People like you are scary."
I shook my head and said, "What's so scary about me? But Xiangru, have you ever thought about it? Demao is now married, and his wife is pregnant. Under such circumstances, you and Demao will...Xiangru, I
I don’t think this is good. Maybe my words are a little cruel to you, but I am actually doing it for your own good. Because if you pursue a fruitless relationship, you will still be the one who gets hurt in the end. Do you think what I say is right?"
She was silent for a moment and then asked me: "Feng Xiao, if you hadn't introduced Kang Demao's current wife to him, would you still have persuaded me like this?"
I was stunned for a moment, then replied: "Yes. Because you are also my friend. I don't want you to be more sad in the future."
Her expression darkened, tears dripping from the corners of her eyes, "Feng Xiao, you are right. Thank you, thank you for reminding me."
I smiled bitterly, "Thank you, but Demao will hate me."
She said: "Don't worry, I won't tell him."
I was immediately relieved that she is really smart sometimes, because what I just said was actually reminding her of this matter. Unfortunately, women who are too smart often tend to make fools on emotional issues. Maybe this world is just like this
Designed in this way: No matter how smart a person is, his IQ will drop to zero when he encounters emotional problems. Maybe this is why people are called people?
I raised my glass to her and said, "Xiangru, I sincerely hope you can find a man you like. These are not words on the scene, but the most real thoughts in my heart. A man does not have to be handsome, nor does he have to have
career, but he must really like you and be really good to you. That’s it. How can there be so many perfect people in this world? Also, if you can’t find someone you like, then find someone who really likes you.
It's okay for your people too. This way at least it's very real and not so illusory. Do you think so?"
She came to see me, "But..."
I smiled at her and said: "There are not so many buts. The key to the problem is that you need a husband who really likes you. You can be considered a successful woman. You have money and a career. If you really can't find the perfect love
, then why not give up part of it? Maybe imperfection is more real. I once heard someone say to me that when a person has no road ahead but a cliff behind him, he should consider leaving from the side. People have many choices.
, why do we have to move forward or backward? Don’t you think so?”
She laughed immediately, wiped away her tears, and then raised her glass to me, "Feng Xiao, you should become a political commissar."
I was overjoyed, "So, you have understood what I said to you?"
She nodded, "Feng Xiao, your words have untied the knot that I have had for a long time. Thank you. But, why didn't you tell me this before?"
I was stunned for a moment, "Well... I used to be in chaos."
She nodded, "That's true. But Feng Xiao, to be honest, I think you are a good man, but you are too bothersome. Now I finally know why you are so powerful. It turns out that you have such a powerful mouth."
I felt embarrassed all of a sudden, "Don't say that, I'm very honest."
She laughed and said, "Yes, you are very honest."
I didn't know what to say, so I had to raise my glass to toast her wine, "Xiangru, come, let me toast you."
She drank it and then smiled brightly at me, "Feng Xiao, when you did that to me, was it just because I was pretty?"
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Xiangru, how can you put all the responsibility on me? At that time, one of us was willing to fight, and the other was willing to suffer. As the saying goes, a slap can't make a difference, this..." (Unfinished)