I thought she would call me right away, and I also hoped that she would call me and let me hang up the phone again and again, thinking that only in that way could I vent my inner resentment towards her. But she didn't, and she never did. As a result
This actually makes me feel depressed.
But I felt a little more comfortable: after all, I let out a small breath of bad breath. But then I became anxious again, because the phone call just now reminded me of the way she had treated me.
Memories of that incident.
That memory is a kind of humiliation in my heart, and it is deeply engraved in my bone marrow. Men are different from women. Men will never forget such humiliation. The most they can do is seal it away.
Let yourself look indifferent on the surface. However, once the wax seal that wraps it is melted, the feeling of humiliation will burst out. This is what I am at the moment, the person who has been beaten by me
The feelings of humiliation that have been sealed away are on the verge of breaking out.
I took deep breaths several times, trying to seal the feeling of oppression in my heart firmly back into the wax shell. Fortunately, it slowly returned to the wrapping like a burst of green smoke.
, but the cracks in that layer of wrapping still exist.
However, I underestimated Chang Bailing. She actually sent Tao Tao to my office.
The moment I saw Tao Tao, I knew why she was here, but I couldn't refuse. There was no way I could kick her out of the office, right?
"Long time no see." I greeted her "enthusiastically" and asked her to sit down. She was wearing a navy blue denim coat, which was clearly a bank's winter work clothes. To be honest, this coat looked good on her.
She is indeed very beautiful. Although she is wide, it can better show her fair skin and her slender and exquisite figure.
"Director Feng, are you free tonight? Let's have a meal together?" she said to me with a smile.
"Just the two of us?" I asked.
"Of course." She said with a smile, "Unless you have friends with you."
My heart moved, and I immediately said: "I am free tonight. In this case, I will call Kang Demao to see if he is free today."
She was startled for a moment, then smiled and said, "Okay. You go ahead and fight."
I could clearly see her startled moment, but I couldn't tell why she was startled for that moment. Maybe she didn't expect that I would actually call someone, or maybe she had that kind of relationship with Kang Demao.
.
Therefore, the temptation I just made became meaningless, and what is even worse is that my words have actually agreed to her having dinner together in the evening. This once again made me feel the discomfort of making a statement without thinking.
The consequences. Of course, this is not a consequence, but after all, it is something I don’t want to do. Things that go against my wishes will always make me unhappy.
However, I still decided to call Kang Demao, not only because my words had already been spoken, but also because I didn’t want her to get what she wanted in front of me. Maybe my thinking was a kind of chicken belly.
But that’s clearly what I was thinking at this time.
So I picked up the phone and prepared to call Kangdemao.
But she immediately stopped me, "Hey! Wait a minute."
I immediately understood in my heart that it seemed that she was just testing me just now. So I looked at her in shock and asked, "What's wrong?"
She looked at me hesitantly, "Brother Feng, can we just have dinner together?"
I shook my head, "Isn't this bad? Tao Tao, I'm sorry, I don't want to be like that anymore. Now when I think of those things in the past, I always feel so ashamed. I was really ridiculous at that time.
Why!"
"I want to tell you something." She whispered immediately.
I smiled at her and said, "Let's just say it here."
"Well..." She was still hesitating, "Brother Feng, to tell you the truth, I came here under orders today. President Chang asked me to invite you to the place where we are having dinner."
I let out a cold "hum" in my heart: Are you finally telling the truth? I looked at her in surprise, "I don't have that much face, right? I'm just a little doctor, and President Chang can call me at any time."
Did you come in the past? Why do you need to invite me in person?"
She looked very happy, "So you agreed to go?"
I shook my head and said calmly: "I'm sorry, I'm not free today."
She looked at me in shock, "Didn't you just say you could have dinner with me?"
I shook my head, "I forgot something just now. I have already been booked for today."
Her expression suddenly turned ugly and she said, "You are lying."
I smiled and said, "If you don't believe it, I can call right away, just listen. I do have something to do, and I have already agreed to it."
She looked at me and said, "Well, is it okay tomorrow?"
I said, "Not even tomorrow. It won't be available for the past month."
She looked anxious and said, "Brother Feng, stop joking with me. President Chang gave me the order."
I said seriously: "I'm really not joking with you. Because I'm going abroad for inspection soon, so I have to prepare a lot of things in the past two days. When I come back from abroad, won't it be a month later? I'm really not lying to you.
.”
She looked at me doubtfully, "Going abroad? Really?"
I nodded to her, "Really."
She suddenly became hesitant, "Brother Feng, can you please call President Chang personally? I am her subordinate. If I can't invite you today, I will be severely criticized by her when I go back. If you don't
I know her temper and she is very critical of others."
I said calmly: "Just go back and tell her that I am not available. I don't want to call her because I am not her subordinate and there is no need to explain anything to her."
She was so anxious that she stamped her feet, "Brother Feng, just help me. Can you?"
I shook my head, "I can do other things, but I can't do anything about this. Tao Tao, I'm sorry."
She looked at me doubtfully, and then asked in a low voice: "Brother Feng, are you having a conflict with our president?"
I laughed, "How is that possible? She is the bank president, and I am a doctor, each in his own profession. How could there be a conflict? Tao Tao, I'm sorry, I really don't have time."
Immediately, I picked up the phone and called Zeng Yufang, "Director Zeng, do you need me to pick you up after get off work?"
She said: "That would be too troublesome for you. Let's just say you have a good place and I will take a taxi to you."
I said: "Then let's call two old comrades together. We have to go out and make some arrangements for work."
She said: "That's not necessary, I have already made arrangements."
I said: "That's okay, I'll send you a text message later."
The purpose of making this call is to prove to Tao Tao that something is indeed wrong with me. Of course, the most fundamental reason is that I don’t want to break up with her. Chang Bailing is Chang Bailing, and she is her. After all, the woman in front of me has never hurt her.
Me, and I have been a romantic couple with me, so I must give her a good reason to go back and resume her life.
After making the call, I said to her: "Do you believe it now? I really didn't lie to you."
She still looked hesitant, "Okay then. I'll go back first."
I personally sent her to the door of the office. To be honest, I felt a little unbearable when I watched her leaving.
However, I breathed a huge sigh of relief, and suddenly felt an indescribable pleasure in my heart. Anyway, I finally rejected the woman forcefully, which at least made me feel a bad breath coming out of my heart.
I am a man, and I take my self-esteem very seriously. Once, in order to complete the tasks assigned to me by Lin Yi, I had no choice but to flatter her. At that time, I already felt a kind of humiliation. But I will never
What I didn't expect was that she would treat me like that during my most difficult time. This is something I can't forgive no matter what.
Now I am almost certain that she must have known that I was about to succeed Kang Demao, so she came to me so proactively. This woman is so snobbish, so I have a greater feeling for her in my heart.
Because of this, at this moment, I suddenly felt that becoming Governor Huang’s secretary became really important to me. I used to be a doctor, so she thought I was so insignificant. Now I understand
, a man's dignity needs a place to show and reflect. In the final analysis, Chang Bailing took the initiative to come to me now, not because he really wanted to apologize to me, but more because of the seat I was about to go to.
For my sake.
Chang Bailing's department-level cadre, while Governor Huang's secretary's position is only at the department level. However, the importance of that position does not lie in its level, but in that it is closely connected with Governor Huang's office.
I was in a happy mood for several hours. I couldn't wait to drive out of the hospital before getting off work. On the way, I called Zeng Yufang and told her that I was going to find a place to eat around the Medical University in the evening, mainly
You don't have to go far to take care of her.
She thanked her profusely and said, "Then let me book a table. I have the phone number of a restaurant near the school."
I actually thought the same thing in my heart, but she was relatively smart. I suddenly remembered something, "Well, you go ask Principal Wu. Before we leave, it's better to report to him on the work and see if he can still do it."
Is there anything we need to do for you?"
She said: "Isn't this bad? He is a busy man. If you want to invite him to dinner, you have to make a reservation at least two days in advance. And it is already dinner time, so it would be impolite to invite him at this time."
I have to think what she said makes sense, but I don’t know why, but I always feel that she doesn’t want anyone else to be with us. So I immediately became wary, and thought to myself: Then
I'll call Principal Wu first and ask.
I really called the principal of Wu, because I really didn’t want the same thing to happen to a woman again. Now I have truly felt the true meaning of the saying that women are troublesome animals.