I was also greatly moved, "Yeah, that's why I never agreed to let you come to your company before, because I think it's easiest to stay in the hospital."
He smiled bitterly and said: "Is it simple? If you didn't take preventive measures in time about what happened to Dean Tang this time, you would at least be punished. As long as a person lives in this world, he will have contact with society.
There are some things you can't avoid even if you want to. The key is not to be afraid of possible risks, but to be good at resolving them. Do you think so?"
Of course I know what he said makes sense, "But resolving such risks is not a simple matter."
He nodded and said: "That's true. But isn't it more challenging this way?"
I thought to myself: I don’t want such a challenge to happen to me. But I didn’t dare to say it out loud, “Well, what steps should I take next? Or what do I need to do?”
He shook his head and said: "You should do whatever you want. The best way is for you to tell Secretary-General Lin privately about this matter and ask Secretary Lin to warn him. Maybe in this case he will not dare to act rashly. He Zhang
No matter what, someone would not dare to confront Secretary Lin and Governor Huang, right? This is just like what is written in martial arts novels, sealing the opponent's sword before it is unsheathed.
It’s dangerous.”
I nodded. His method should be the best way, but... wouldn't this expose Zeng Yufang's betrayal of Zhang? I can only keep this feeling in my heart but I dare not say it out.
, if I say anything, Lin Yi will definitely suspect that I have an affair with Zeng Yufang, or they will think that I am too soft-hearted, and that I am hopeless and a rotten tree that cannot be carved.
I'll tell Lin Yu after I get back from abroad. We'll see what happens then. I thought to myself.
"Also." He added, "You must not touch this woman named Zeng. It is difficult for us men to guess a woman's mind. What if she is just a pawn used by someone to test you?
?Or it’s hard to say to numb you.”
My face suddenly turned red, because what he said actually told me that he didn't believe that I had changed. I hurriedly said: "No, I won't make that mistake again in the future. Now I think of what I once did
I regretted those things and felt that I had sinned deeply and I was very sorry for Xiao Nan. I will never do such things again in the future."
He nodded, "I believe you. Feng Xiao, you have to remember one sentence, a man who can't control his penis won't have much future. Although this sentence is a bit ugly, it is the truth.
A mature man must always have the ability to overcome desire with reason."
I nodded, I could only nod, because I was extremely embarrassed and my face was very hot.
He immediately said to me: "Feng Xiao, that's it for today. I have to think about this matter."
I stood up immediately and said, "Then, I'm leaving. I will be leaving the country in one day, and I won't say goodbye to you then."
He nodded to me, "Okay, finish what you should do before leaving. The child is with me, don't worry."
I nodded and left the study. When I went out, I found that the child had fallen asleep. Looking at his cute appearance, I was a little reluctant to leave.
I took a shower after returning home, but I found that I didn't feel sleepy at all. I drank just enough wine today, and now I started to become a little excited. After tossing and turning in bed for a long time, I couldn't help but get up immediately, and then
I went out and drove towards the suburbs. I don't know why, but today I really wanted to see someone. No, to be precise, I wanted to see those eyes, those eyes with the same look as Zhao Menglei.
Recently, I always dream about Zhao Menglei. I don’t know why, because what makes me feel strange is that Chen Yuan does not appear in my dreams. I have also meditated and tried to
This way I found out why such a situation occurred in my subconscious, but I couldn't find the root cause. Later, I thought in my heart: Maybe it's because I feel more guilty about Chen Yuan, or maybe it's because of my feelings for Zhao Menglei
A deeper reason.
This impulse made me unable to restrain myself. Even after I thought about what happened to Doudou last time, I couldn't stop my impulse. I said to myself in my heart: That incident was originally the fault of the girl named Doudou.
I rejected her verbally, which shows that I adhere to my principles in this matter. In that case, why should I be afraid of going to such a place?
This reason convinced myself, so I drove to the place immediately.
When I arrived, I found that it was very deserted. There were very few people, so sparse that I could almost count them at a glance. On the stage, Chenchen was singing, and she was accompanying herself on the guitar. This was an English song that I had never heard before.
, the melody is not so beautiful, but looks like a girl murmuring. Maybe I don’t understand this style.
If she sings a song that I am not familiar with in Chinese, I may not be able to understand every word in it, but she sings in English, which makes me understand the lyrics clearly. Chinese needs to be learned word by word.
To form a sentence, you need to pronounce each word very clearly, but it is different in English. Each word represents not a word but a word, and if it is coherent, you can roughly hear the meaning. Maybe
This is one of the differences between Chinese and English.
She is singing:
A series of dreams passed through my mind,
Reminds me of memories from a long time ago.
The paradise created in fairy tales,
It is a land that I yearn for very much in my heart.
There is no connection there with other places,
There are clear streams flowing there and meadows where you can roam.
In the eyes of the little girl,
My home has always been there.
There are all kinds of wild berries there,
Rabbits and squirrels can be seen there,
The raccoons there could be my friends,
The deer there travel everywhere along the stream.
In the world of imagination, everything can come true,
A little girl can be a queen too.
But the daydream seems to be twisted into a spider web,
Not everything in the world is as it seems.
Every little girl must grow up,
Daydreams are shattered in your own hands.
The home you find belongs only to you,
It's just a small piece of humble land.
It seems that the flowers will not bloom so brightly,
Fairy tales will never come true again.
Looking at the present through adult eyes,
It is no longer the land you are familiar with.
But it will always be there
Somewhere deep in my heart.
All the memories from the past,
Many times it beckoned me back to it.
I heard a kind of sadness in her singing, and the content of the lyrics made me feel that she was different from before. What happened to her? "That place will stay in my heart forever.
Somewhere. All the memories from the past, beckoning me back to it many times." - Where does she want to go?
Moreover, I also noticed a kind of melancholy in her eyes. It looked so much like the look in Zhao Menglei's eyes during the last period of her life, and I immediately felt a heartache.
What surprised me next was that the ones who came on stage were not Doudou and the girl they had been with before, but several other girls I had never seen before who looked younger. I was confused until the end.
I didn't see Doudou and the other girl. I immediately understood that maybe something happened between them recently.
I ordered two bottles of beer, sat alone in a corner and drank slowly, with their singing in my ears, but except for Chenchen, I didn’t pay much attention to the singing of the other girls. Now, I seem to understand
That's why it's so deserted here.
When the show was about to end, I decided to leave early because I had already seen the look I wanted to see, which was enough for me. So I stood up and quietly went out.
However, when I just opened the car door and was about to get in the car, I suddenly heard a familiar voice coming from behind me, "Doctor Feng..."
I was startled for a moment and then slowly turned around. It was her. Her eyes were glowing faintly in the night. She was standing at the door of the music bar, looking at me.
He had no choice but to close the car door and walk towards her, "Hello."
Her voice was very small, "You haven't been here for a long time."
I said, "Yeah, I've been too busy recently."
"Why don't you leave before the show is over?" she asked.
I said, "I can't bear to sit down anymore."
She tilted her head and asked me in surprise: "Why?"
I asked her back: "Where are those two friends you had?"
She was silent for a moment, and then whispered after a while: "So you came to see them."
I shook my head, "No, I wanted to come and listen to you sing, but I feel that this place is far from what it used to be. This place can no longer calm my heart. Chenchen, do you know why this is?"
"
She sighed softly: "Of course I know, because the three of us used to have such a tacit understanding, and there was always a kind of friendship shown in the songs."
I didn't expect that she actually knew the reason, which made me even more incomprehensible, "So, what exactly happened between you two? Why do you still support this place?"
She looked at me and said, "I want to talk to you, is that okay? Just wait for me, okay? Please take me home later."
It was impossible for me to refuse. On the contrary, I wanted it in my heart. So I nodded to her, "Okay, I'll wait for you in the car."
She turned around and entered, and I immediately went to the car, then turned on the CD in the car, adjusted the volume to a very low level, and melodious music suddenly floated in the car. This is one of my favorite songs -
—The theme song of "The Love Between Ghosts". I know the name of this song is "Unbridled Melody"
The song is very classic, but I think this song should not be called "Unbridled Melody" but should be called "Missing Love", "My Love" or something else that is more appropriate. (To be continued)