After taking a sip of red wine, Reinhard looked at Bonna guiltily.
After a long time, he said calmly: "I'm sorry..."
Bonna smiled slightly and stretched out her index finger in front of Reinhard's mouth, stopping him from continuing to apologize.
"There's nothing to apologize for. I know you've been very busy these years." Bonna's big blue eyes blinked, and her tone was very gentle and lonely: "You've always been busy, always...
.....”
If the news that Bonna had fainted and been admitted to the hospital had not reached Reinhardt, he might still be sitting in the office holding Paulus while drinking coffee and reviewing documents instead of rushing to the hospital to accompany Bonna and lighting candles.
Red wine and candlelight dinner.
By the time Reinhard arrived, Bonna's face had returned to ruddy color and she didn't look so weak. Since it was lunchtime, Reinhard prepared a private ward for Bonna at Berlin First Hospital.
Here, I had a simple candlelight dinner with my wife.
Bonna used her small hands to gently cut the steak on the plate, lowering her head and saying nothing.
Feeling that the atmosphere was a bit stuffy, Reinhard smiled and asked for a topic: "By the way, how long ago was the last candlelight dinner? I can't even remember..."
"That happened more than ten years ago, when we were still in the Soviet Union, and you were not as busy as you are now." Bonna said softly.
So long?! Reinhard was a little dazed after hearing this.
In his opinion, time flies too fast.
I traveled to this era, gained a new life, took on a new identity, and married a beautiful wife. How long has it been until now?!
From an unknown otaku who was bullied all day long, to a German head of state whose name is known all over the world, without even realizing it, his destiny has changed so dramatically!
When did you start to accept your new identity and go further and further on this path today, more and more completely?
After thinking about it, Reinhard believes that the person he is today was completely formed after he shot the Major General Umekawa from Japan. It was that shot that allowed him to subconsciously end his own life.
The bleak past has entered the new world of today.
Unfortunately, the Luger pistol that killed Major General Meichuan, or the enemy named Xiao Yao in his previous life, has now been given to Speer to be used as the "Sword of Shang Fang". This is the only pistol that can allow him to recall his past memories.
The souvenirs are no longer with me.
"What's wrong?" Looking at Reinhardt who was in a daze, Bonna asked thoughtfully and concernedly.
"Oh..." Reinhard came back to his senses and said slowly and with some hesitation: "It's nothing. Just when I heard you say that, I suddenly remembered the past."
"What happened in the past?" Bonna blinked her charming big eyes and asked with a blush: "You have never told me about your past. What happened in the first half of your life? You have always been
Keep silent about it."
Obviously, Bonna had some misunderstandings. She thought that Reinhardt's words just now meant that he wanted to talk to her about his past when he was young.
Reinhardt, who noticed this, quickly waved his hand and explained: "No...how should I put it? In fact, what I just recalled was the past more than ten years ago."
"What about things that happened earlier?" Bonna looked at Reinhardt reluctantly and asked, "We have been together for so long, you should be able to tell..."
Woman, are you so curious? Reinhardt smiled bitterly. He didn’t have many memories before this body. He did have memories of being an otaku in the first half of his life, but that memory was too unbearable.
.
"Some memories are not good. I can just bear the pain myself. There is nothing worth sharing." Reinhardt looked at Bonna with a smile: "I don't think anyone wants to listen to a silent and depressing story.
story, right?”
Bonna is also a perceptive woman, and she heard her husband's sadness from Reinhardt's words.
After getting up and walking down from her seat, Bonna walked to Reinhardt's chair, took his hand and stroked it gently: "The memories you have experienced, the time you have experienced, those are your own, how can you say it is not good?
?”
Bonna's voice was very soft and very pleasant. Until now, Reinhard felt that it was the most satisfying thing for him to be with such an understanding wife. It was a pity that he had been with her all these years.
The time around Bonna has been decreasing...
The corners of Reinhard's eyes were a little sore. After hesitating for a while, his heart finally began to waver and he said in a hoarse voice: "My past..."
"Well, I'm listening." Bonna comforted her carefully. She held Reinhard's hand tightly and felt that this seemingly strong man was trembling and his emotions were fluctuating violently.
"I used to live like a puppet, as if I was never angry. When others were nice to me, I smiled. When others were nice to me, I also smiled. Gradually, fewer and fewer people were nice to me.
, there are more and more people who treat me badly. But I still smile, because I can only smile..."
It was the first time that Reinhard talked about that period of his life with people of this era, and his emotions were rarely out of control. He did not dare to say these weak words to his subordinates, to his cronies, and to everyone.
People who believe in him and respect him talk about it. Because in that case, his personality and image will collapse, and people's trust in him will dissipate. During the war, this is not allowed!
He could only talk about all this with the woman in front of him who loved him, although he was not even prepared to reveal anything to Bonna at first.
The corners of Reinhard's eyes became more and more sore, and that painful memory resurfaced again. Everything he had been avoiding and trying not to face appeared before him again today.
He hopes that everything is a dream, he even hopes that he has never had that experience, hopes that the man named Zhang Chengtian is fictional, and hopes that only the current Reinhardt in the world is a real existence.
...
He also tried to save a large amount of money in the Reichsbank that an ordinary person would not be able to use up in a few hundred lifetimes, and stored it in the name of a person who did not exist at the moment. He even used his status as the head of Germany to make money for someone who could
The owner who took out the money made an inexplicable detailed regulation and demanded that the Reichsbank must implement it permanently.
However, all this can neither change his memory nor his past. The humble self in the impression still remains in the same place in his heart.
"I'm pregnant, Reinhardt." Bonna's gentle voice entered Reinhardt's ears again: "I just found out in the hospital today... you are going to be a father."
Then, Bonna did something that countless women in this country dream of doing. He gently touched the hair of the head of the empire, just like an ordinary lover: "It seems that our child has a strong father!
"
This is the reason why Bonna asked everything clearly today. As a mother, she wanted to ask everything clearly for the sake of the two of them and their unborn child.
Fortunately, everything is acceptable. The past that Reinhardt concealed was not a bad thing, it was just a little sad. And in Bonna's view, Reinhardt, who had endured so much, was far worse than he thought.