Zuo Lengyue slapped Wan Kuangxiao's desk with her palm, glaring at Wan Kuangxiao as if interrogating a criminal. Wan Kuangxiao really had no tricks at all. I'm afraid he couldn't explain this matter clearly at all.
It was a matter of position in itself, and Zuo Lengyue could not understand it. No matter how much he said, it would be a waste of time.
Then let her vent. After all, Wan Kuangxiao can think about problems from Zuo Lengyue's perspective. If he were put in Zuo Lengyue's position, he would be the same and would never sit idly by and ignore Xu Yun's danger.
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Just after Zuo Lengyue arrived in Yanjing, the first thing she did was go straight to the Shenlong Brigade. The people on duty at the door responsible for security and reception work happened to be Qian Feng and Hua Xiaolou. They had already known Zuo Lengyue's appearance.
With her identity engraved in my heart, I naturally didn't dare to neglect her when I saw her appearance, and escorted her all the way to the chief's office.
The moment Wan Kuangxiao saw this person, he knew that he was here to ask for an explanation. He was destined to be scolded today.
But what should be explained, he also had to explain. He analyzed and explained the national reputation and personal interests. Regardless of whether Zuo Lengyue understood it or not, he had to make his position clear and let her know that if she were replaced
He wouldn't have been able to handle this matter.
But the word "standpoint" is so meaningless in Zuo Lengyue's eyes, but Wan Kuangxiao doesn't dare to describe it as playing the piano to an ox. There is only one person who can convince and control Zuo Lengyue, and this person is still
It's impossible to appear here to rescue him.
The explanation has been explained, and all that's left is to listen. Wan Kuangxiao doesn't mean any disgust or displeasure. It's a good thing to have someone to yell at him.
"I don't care what you say. I'm here today just to tell you that from now on Xu Yun will be under your control." Zuo Lengyue said firmly: "Do you understand? After what happened this time, I can't possibly
I left him here with you."
Wan Kuangxiao frowned. Although he was much older than Zuo Lengyue, facing this empress who was always qualified to be arrogant in front of anyone, he really had no choice at all: "Zuo Lengyue,
I’m afraid this matter is not yours to decide. You and I both know why Xu Yun will be in the Shenlong Brigade.”
Zuo Lengyue shook her head and ignored Wan Kuangxiao's explanation: "If you have anything to say, just say it, but you must leave it to me."
"Impossible." Even if it was the empress's request, Wan Kuangxiao still refused very firmly: "The moment Zhang Taisui handed people over to Wang Yi and asked Xu Yun to stay in the Shenlong Brigade, we all understood that he
The purpose of this. From being such a little kid to becoming a successful person today, all the paths he took were here! Do you know the meaning of this? "
"That was back then! This is now." Zuo Lengyue said: "I am no longer the ignorant little girl back then, and I will not be jealous because Xu Yun is his and that woman's child. The Zuo Lengyue back then was long gone.
It has changed. I will make it clear to you today. When I chose to be with him, I never imagined that I could become the only woman he loved. I know that the only love in his life that he can never let go of is her, not me...
But I am willing, and my requirements are very few. I only need to know that he has given a little bit of his heart to love me, and that is enough."
Wan Kuangxiao frowned. This was not the question he wanted to say, but Zuo Lengyue walked into the topic on her own...
Alas, twenty years have passed in the blink of an eye, but what happened before seems to be vivid in Wan Kuangxiao's eyes.
He was silent. He didn't know how to answer this topic at all. He didn't know what to say or talk about to Zuo Lengyue.
Perhaps at this time, Wan Kuangxiao's most suitable identity is to be a listener.
"The original mistake was mine. If it weren't for my willfulness back then, Zhang Taisui would not have sent Xu Yun here." Zuo Lengyue's face was expressionless, her eyes were dull, and she was completely immersed in those turbulent years: "
I began to regret it ten years ago. When I watched my daughter grow up day by day, but could only call me Master, I realized my mistake."
How many decades can a person have in this life? Zuo Lengyue's mistake is ten years. How much she regrets is no longer something that can be said clearly in one or two sentences, but it takes her a lifetime to make up for it.
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If she hadn't been so willful back then, if she could have figured everything out like she is now, Xu Yun might have grown up with her, and Xiaoye wouldn't have needed to call her her master for so many years. She wouldn't have had to endure so many years of suffering.
Suffering...
She wanted to redeem everything ten years ago, but after all, it had happened for so long. She did not have the courage to admit it to her daughter, nor did she have the confidence to make Xu Yun, who was fifteen years old at the time, accept her.
So things just keep dragging on like this, dragging them on again and again, dragging them on again, and dragging them on forever...
And it would be another ten years until Xu Yun had such a big incident but was selectively "sacrificed" by the Shenlong Brigade, until Bai Xiaoye could ask for help for her brother, who was related by blood.
Zuo Lengyue suddenly realized.
After all, people are emotional animals, and their lives are short. Whether they are ordinary people or great men, they weave their lives with joy, anger, sorrow, and joy.
Zuo Lengyue regretted it for ten years. For anyone, this kind of punishment is huge.
She had been looking for opportunities to make up for it, but found that she would never have the chance to make up for the past twenty years. No matter what she did, she could not make up for it. But suddenly, through this incident, she discovered that the two children had already
Unknowingly, he tolerated everything she did.
This had a huge impact on Zuo Lengyue's soul. She never thought that she could be forgiven. Even if one day, it would not be possible for her to pass by so lightly.
But everything is so simple. The two children's tolerance and understanding of her made this arrogant and arrogant woman realize that there is no one in life who does not make mistakes, but mistakes cannot be avoided, but must be borne and faced.
The higher a person's status is, the bigger his heart should be, able to accommodate the world and shake the world. Only in this way can he live a life without regrets.
"Chief Wan, you are the leader, and you have so many people under you, please return Xu Yun to me." This is the first time Zuo Lengyue calls Wan Kuangxiao this way, which makes Wan Kuangxiao a little surprised, because in
As for his memory, Zuo Lengyue said he was "surnamed Wan", and calling him by his full name sounded nice.
Wan Kuangxiao let out a long sigh: "I understand your feelings, and I also understand the things you want to make up for. However, I also hope that you can understand that there are some things that cannot be done willingly to make up for it. That would be counterproductive."
"No matter what you say, Xu Yun, I will not let him come back." Zuo Lengyue was still determined in the end: "I know that what you do is for the country, for righteousness, and for the billions of people in China.
The happiness and well-being of the people. But even so, I will not let Xu Yun stay here and take risks."
Wan Kuangxiao was silent for a while: "If you can convince him, I have nothing to say."
"I only have one request." Zuo Lengyue regained her composure: "You owe me this time, so you must agree to me."
"Say." Of course Wan Kuangxiao recognized the favor. He did owe Zuo Lengyue this time. If it weren't for Xu Yun, there would be no need for her to come forward to help.
If it weren't for Zuo Lengyue, Wan Kuangxiao would have to suffer the consequences of being dumb for the sake of the country's reputation, making that guy Ade think he was a coward! Therefore, no matter what Zuo Lengyue asked for, he would agree to her without hesitation.
Zuo Lengyue said very seriously: "I do not allow you and all of you to use any means to retain Xu Yun here. I only have this request. You are a gentleman, I believe you can do it."
Wan Kuangxiao was silent for a few seconds, nodded slowly, and said one word with difficulty: "Okay."