Ruan Qingshuang put down the wine glass and smiled slightly: "You should have heard how Xu Yun and I met. It was a local gangster who brought a few gangsters to the medicinal food shop I opened to ask for money. I have been forced to a desperate end, Xu Yun
Yun stepped forward to help me solve the problem. If it weren't for Xu Yun, I might have already..."
"This is all in the past, why bother mentioning it again." Xu Yun said lightly: "Everything has passed long ago, and it is much better now."
"Yeah, it's much better now." Ruan Qingshuang continued: "Back then, that gangster kept calling me sister-in-law. In fact, I had nothing to do with him. It was my parents who agreed to it in order to collect the money for my brother's marriage proposal.
The gangster's family proposed marriage and asked me to marry the gangster's brother. In fact, the gangster's family was pretty good. His father was the party secretary of our place and he was powerful. But I didn't feel anything about that person at all. He usually only acted recklessly.
He bullies the people in the countryside, and there is no way I would marry such a person."
Ruan Qingshuang's situation at that time was really embarrassing for her. She would escape and come to Hedong City, but she was really forced and had no other choice.
"None of you can understand my psychology of choosing to leave at that time." Ruan Qingshuang said: "My resentment towards my parents is really deep, but I also feel sorry for them, and I also feel sorry for my brother... I don't want to use myself
What can I exchange for a lifetime of happiness, so I chose to escape."
"And the things that happened at home during the years I escaped make me regret it even thinking about it now." Ruan Qingshuang said: "I don't know whether what I did was worth it or not... I was so determined at the time.
I will never forgive them in this life, and when I see them again and see their old faces and difficult situations, I really regret it. If I had known at that time that they would have such an experience now, I would not have known.
Will you still choose to escape..."
Lin Ge said firmly: "Of course you have to run away, Sister Shuang, no one has the right to control your life, not even your parents, they can't use their children's happiness and future as a bargaining chip! No matter what, I support your behavior back then.
, otherwise you would not be able to know Brother Yun, your decision is correct."
"I know it's right, but I still can't bear it." Ruan Qingshuang said: "My father is only fifty...but he looks as old as seventy years old. His temples are already frosty and sallow.
His face is covered with wrinkles and he is always so thin, especially his hands with exposed veins, which are full of calluses... Every time I hold his hand, the feeling in my heart... Really, I
There is really no way to describe the pain."
Everyone fell into silence. When the word father was mentioned, I believe many people would think of the oil painting created by artist Luo Zhongli in the 1980s, right? Perhaps in the eyes of many urban children, this painting should not be called "
"Father" should be called "Peasant".
But in the eyes of rural children from poor families, this is their father, the father in their eyes and in their hearts!
Anyone who has seen that painting will have a very deep impression: the old man's skin is withered and dark, his thin face is covered with wrinkles like ravines and ruts, and his deep-set eyes reveal sadness, confusion and a bit of sincerity.
His eyes seem to be remembering the past and looking forward to the future, making us feel the kind eyes of cattle and sheep.
The chapped and burnt lips seemed to have been dried for a long time. There was only one front tooth left in the mouth, and it was unknown how many ups and downs had been tasted in the mouth. The big broken hands like a rake held a broken and re-harvested coarse porcelain bowl.
Drinking water, the sweat beads oozing out of the tiny pores have slipped down, and the beard is sparse...
There is also the mole of misfortune that symbolizes tragedy, which deeply marks his miserable life of hard work. Standing in front of this huge portrait, people can feel the unique smell of tobacco leaves on his body and feel his skin trembling.
His blood is flowing.
When Ruan Qingshuang saw her father after many years, the picture that came to mind was this oil painting by teacher Luo Zhongli, so no one could understand her inner self-blame and annoyance.
Lin Ge was silent for a while, he was really thinking.
"Pigeon, no one is a saint, no one can make mistakes." Ruan Qingshuang said lightly: "I know you have your bottom line, but when an old man who has reached the age of known destiny wants to apologize and make amends
, that may really be his last extravagant wish and request in his life."
Everyone was silent. This topic was a bit heavy. Lin Ge even felt that it was so heavy that he could hardly breathe.
"If you can forgive, then forgive, time passes faster than each of us imagined." Ruan Qingshuang said, her eyes were filled with tears. Unconsciously, she suddenly opened her mouth and sang the tear-jerking song softly.
Ballad: "The old tree in front of the door sprouts new buds, and the dead trees in the yard bloom again. There are many words half-lived, hidden in the white hair, the little feet in memory, the chubby little mouth, I give my love to him throughout my life,
Just for the words "Mom and Dad", where has the time gone? I haven't had a good time to feel young and I have become old, giving birth to children? My whole life, my mind is full of children crying and laughing. Where has the time gone? I haven't had a good look at you.
Are your eyes tired of all the food, rice, oil and salt? In half a lifetime, all that is left is the wrinkles on your face. Where has the time gone? I am getting old before I can truly feel young. Having children and raising children? All my life, my mind is full of children crying and laughing.
, where has the time gone? I haven’t even taken a good look at your eyes. How much have you spent on daily necessities? In the blink of an eye, all you have left is wrinkles all over your face..."
At the end of the song, Ruan Qingshuang's tears couldn't stop rolling out of the corners of her eyes. She really didn't want to listen to this song. The feelings this song brought to her were really too deep. Everyone will be heavy with this song.
In the heart of any parent or child, it really weighs a thousand pounds!
Under Ruan Qingshuang's soft singing, all Lin Ge's anger turned into silence. His silence seemed heavier than others. Any parent would lament where his time has gone. Lin Ge suddenly began to understand why Lin Yonghe
He would appear in front of him without any hesitation.
Yes, wrinkles were all over his face in the blink of an eye. He believed that even if Lin Yonghe had only been seeking revenge for twenty years, when he closed his eyes, the image of a child crying and laughing would still appear.
?His love turned into hatred. He suddenly realized it when he was over fifty years old.
"Zi Zi, you should give him a chance. No matter what, no matter what happened, even if you are unwilling..." Ruan Qingshuang said: "But we can't wait for another twenty years. It's a pity that these twenty years have been wasted.
Already."
Xu Yun took a deep breath: "Sister Shuang is right, Pigeon, think about this matter yourself. Where should you go?"
After saying this, Xu Yun put the phone in front of Lin Ge: "There is his address on it, and I asked him to leave it to me. We have told you what we want you to do, and the rest is up to you.
You have to make your own choice. Don’t worry, no matter what choice you make, I will support you. All of us will support you.”
Fang Ya also nodded: "Yes, we all support you. No matter what your decision is, I will listen to you no matter what decision you make."
"Thank you..." Lin Ge couldn't help it, but he was a man and had always adhered to the oath of not shedding tears. How could he cry in front of a woman? He got up and walked directly into the bathroom. At this time, there was only cold tap water.
Only then could he wash away the uncontrollable tears in his eyes.
When the tears and water mixed together, Lin Ge felt calmer. He only glanced at the address on Xu Yun's phone and remembered it deeply. What he was thinking in his heart was only his own.