"I'm really reluctant to let you go." Okubo Chimei smiled. She could feel Xu Yun's embarrassment, but today she really hoped to leave the last memory with this man.
Okubo Chimei knew very well that if Xu Yun left, it might mean that it would be their last meeting.
Yes, Xu Yun promised her that if she went to China, she could find him at any time. He would definitely meet her and accompany her to the places she wanted to go in China.
But the current situation seems that it is really impossible for Okubo Chimei to have that kind of time to relax in China in a short period of time. It is impossible for her to leave her family. Those promises can be completed in imagination, but reality does not allow it.
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Although she regained her innocence this time, something happened to the family after all. Okubo Gei's behavior had a bad impact on the Okubo family. It will take Qianmei at least three to five years to completely eliminate this bad influence.
solution.
Faced with a partner that may cancel cooperation with them at any time, Chimei Okubo will devote more energy to maintaining it than she did in the past two years. Moreover, after this incident, I believe that the Okubo family will soon be able to give Chimei
A justifiable status and reputation.
Several other people will definitely compromise, and after the compromise, Okubo Chimei will truly become the leader. By then, how can she still have time to meet Xu Yun?
So this separation, in the short term, may be three to five years, in the long term, it may be a lifetime. After all, Xu Yun has his own career and his own affairs to deal with. Even if he promised Qian Mei that he would definitely fulfill his promise,
But Chimei doesn't want to disturb him when he doesn't have time.
There are too many coincidences in the world, and this separation is really hard for Okubo Chimi.
"The world is so small, there will always be opportunities to meet again." Xu Yun smiled: "Maybe I will travel to Japan again in a few days."
"Liar." Okubo Chimei said playfully.
Xu Yun smiled slightly: "Yeah...this is a bit false. But, even if I really come, you may not have time by then. Such a big family will bear a heavier burden on you in the future.
Will it be particularly hard for you if you put it on someone's shoulder?"
Okubo Chimei shook her head: "If it was before, I really felt it was very hard. But I don't know why. After I met you, I suddenly didn't feel hard anymore."
Xu Yun smiled slightly, he didn't know what to say.
"Why do you think this is?" Chimei Okubo asked.
Xu Yun thought for a while: "Maybe it's because... your heart is stronger, right? People will always grow. You have experienced so much in a short period of time, and you will naturally grow a lot. Your mind is more mature.
, so...you won’t feel hard."
Okubo Chimei didn't say anything, she looked up at the stars in the sky, right? Is she really more mature?
She didn't think so. She felt that she was still the Qianmei she was familiar with, but she was less cowardly and more tough. She dared to do things that she didn't dare to do before because she was worried about family ties.
.What she dared not say before because she was worried about human feelings, she now dares to say it.
She always had a lot of worries about what she wanted to do before. She would consider many, many things, but now, she doesn't have so many worries. When the Dajiu guard was confirmed to be dead, she thought about many things.
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Human life is very short, really very short. Even if there are no accidents or diseases in a lifetime, and you are still healthy... it will only last a hundred years.
And in these hundred years, the most precious youth is only for a moment. If she can't do whatever she wants at this time and has to worry about so many worries, then what is the meaning of her life?
Who is she living for? The appearance of Xu Yun made Okubo Chimei think about a problem. She is not living for her family, nor for her parents, nor for these unreliable brothers and sisters.
She, Chimi Okubo, wants to live for herself! Do what she thinks is right, like the people she likes, leave the madness in her youth, dare to love and hate, and do what she thinks is right.
, even if no one thinks it is right, as long as you think it is right, then do it!
Many people say again and again: If we don’t go crazy, we will be old.
Do whatever you want to do? How many people have this courage? How many people live for "normal life in everyone's eyes" instead of living for pursuit, for happiness, for what they want to do.
?
For those people who have studied hard every day since childhood and passed the civil service examination as they grow up, is this the life they want? This is just a life that everyone thinks is normal.
For those who want to buy a car but are concerned about the price, the feelings of their family, and the opinions of others, is this the attitude towards life they want?
These are all small examples. Too many people make a correct judgment on a matter for the sake of "what is right in the eyes of others" and are often unable to make their own correct judgment.
"Xu Yun, tell me, should I let go of everything and be who I want to be," Okubo Chimei said.
Xu Yun nodded: "Of course, your life will be meaningful only if you let go of everything and do what you want to do. You will be more charming and charming. You are who you are, and no one can replace you."
"Are you sure you are not saying this just to make me happy?" Okubo Chimei said: "Xu Yun, I want you to remember me. Remember me with your heart."
"I can." Xu Yundao said: "You have done me such a big favor, how could I forget you."
Without Okubo Chimei, there would be no smooth return of Buddha Head to China. Xu Yun will definitely not forget this matter.
"I don't mean to remember me just because of this." Okubo Chimei said: "I want you to remember me because of who I am."
After saying this, Okubo Chimei directly pressed her body against Xu Yun. Even in the hot spring water, Xu Yun still felt a chill.
After all, he is a man, and when something is put in front of him, he will always be unable to refuse it. For a woman that Xu Yun himself admires very much, he naturally cannot refuse it.
If this matter is wrong, then Xu Yun should not have been so close to Okubo Chimi in the first place.
When they first got so close, what happened today was destined. When Okubo Chimei helped Xu Yun successfully send away the Buddha head, when Xu Yun helped Chimei solve the problem smoothly, everything that happened now was
It's only natural to let nature take its course.
Sometimes the feelings between men and women are always inadvertent, and a flash of fire can easily ignite the fire.
The splash of water in the hot spring pool was like a catalyst for the love between men and women. Everything that was supposed to happen happened. Xu Yun didn't know if he would regret it later, but he didn't think about it that much at this moment.
Just like Okubo Chimei wants to be her truest self, they are just being their truest self at this moment, following their heart, and that's all.
Maybe this is not a real relationship, but it is not that kind of abnormal emotion either.
There is always such a moment in the world, when there is a feeling above friendship but below love. No one can explain this kind of thing clearly. Sometimes some people restrain themselves, and sometimes some people fail to restrain themselves. Just
So simple.
Qianmei knew that this was her last time with Xu Yun. She wanted to be as crazy as she wanted, and she had no worries!