Chapter 0154 The world is so big, I want to see it
After leaving the laboratory, Xu Yun was still anxious. He tried to distract his attention with topics, but his thoughts were drawn to the laboratory from time to time.
However, when he returned to the Dragon Fury Special Operations Team and saw Hua Xiaolou again, a piece of news really diverted his attention.
Hua Xiaolou pulled Xu Yun aside and told him: "Boss, you have been away for many days, and there has been no movement at all from the people in Tianyan. So, that Changmo seems to have fallen into a kind of despair. I am here every week."
I have to deliver meals to her three times, but her condition seems really not ideal, and the chief said I can only leave this situation to you."
Xu Yun seemed to have forgotten about Chang Mo. Yes, thinking about it now, it has been so long since the Tianyan incident. No matter who it is, I am afraid that everyone will be desperate.
"I'm afraid she won't be able to listen to anyone except you." Hua Xiaolou said, "We can't just imprison her like this for the rest of her life. That would be too cruel."
Xu Yun nodded: "I really should go talk to her. Do I still need to apply to the chief to see him now?"
"Of course you don't have to go." Hua Xiaolou said: "I think you should go and have a look quickly. Sometimes a person's spirit may completely collapse within a day."
Xu Yun also realized the danger of the matter and rushed to see Chang Mo without stopping.
When Xu Yun opened the door and entered the room where Chang Mo was being held alone, Chang Mo's dull eyes fluctuated for the first time! She suddenly seemed like a plaster statue coming to life.
"I'm sorry, I came a little late." Xu Yundao said: "The time we agreed on has already passed... I thought that even if I didn't come back, you would be able to figure it out on your own, and you would be able to adjust yourself.
mood."
Chang Mo stared at Xu Yun for a long time without leaving her eyes. The first thing she said was: "Have I really been abandoned?"
"I think you shouldn't think like this. I think you should think that it's not that you were abandoned, but that you were finally free." Xu Yundao said: "This is your luck, definitely not your tragedy. You understand what I mean.
?"
"I don't understand, I don't understand at all! Why is this like this?" Chang Mo said: "I have never thought that I am relieved like this. I have never been so lost. I feel like I have been forgotten by my father.
Child, abandoned child... Do you understand how I feel?"
Xu Yundao: "I told you that you are just his pawn, but you don't trust my words. You don't take everything I say seriously."
"But this is a fact. I was abandoned. I am not a chess piece!" Chang Mo said.
"Okay, you are not a chess piece, so what should you do? What should you do?" Xu Yundao said: "No one has come to save you. It has been so long and no one has come. I can explain that they didn't find the place.
Will this comfort you?"
"No... no... I won't be comforted." Chang Mo looked at Xu Yun with a blank expression: "Because I am sure that they can find my location... they will definitely find me..."
"Why?" Xu Yundao said: "Although the Shenlong Brigade is not a hidden place, it is not an easy place to find either."
A line of hot tears fell from the corner of Chang Mo's eyes. She reached out and touched the back of her neck. A smile that no one could understand leaked from the corner of her mouth. There was a positioning chip hidden under her skin.
When her father installed a positioning chip on her, he said it was a safety guarantee for her. Whenever she was in danger, she could be found and come to rescue her as soon as possible.
But now? She is really in trouble, but this chip has never worked.
It had been so long, and no one came to save her. She didn't know what happened. But she was sure that her father must know his location, and her brothers must also know her location, but why no one came to save her?
What about her?
What are they thinking? What are they doing... How else can she explain it except that it was abandoned? There is no reason to explain.
So far, Chang Mo only knows that this chip can locate her location. No matter where she goes, her father will easily find her. This chip is not a chip that can save her from dire straits, but only a chip that can monitor her.
Some action chips.
It's really just that simple... It's really just such a sole purpose and has nothing to do with anything else.
"I know, I was abandoned." Chang Mo said, "But why is this happening? I didn't do anything, I didn't do anything betrayal... Why was I abandoned like this?"
"People will never be abandoned. Only chess pieces are abandoned." Xu Yun's words hit the nail on the head.
That's right, only those who are used as pawns will be abandoned, no one will be abandoned.
There was only a bitter smile on Chang Mo's face: "After all, I am just a chess piece, and I am just an abandoned person. I was not saved back then, I was just caught in one dragon's pond and put into another tiger's den, right?
"
"It seems that you have figured everything out during this period." Xu Yundao said: "It is true, some things will even be worse than you thought. But you have come out, as long as you can figure it all out, you will
Come out."
"What will happen if I step out? Where can I go if I step out..." Chang Mo said: "Everything about me is there. If I step out, there will be no hope of living."
Xu Yun shook his head: "Since you have been able to come out, why can't you think about it? Sometimes, people always base their happiness on the pain of others. Your pain is based on the happiness of some people."
"Have I always been used?" Chang Mo smiled bitterly: "But I still don't want to admit that I have been used... Why, why should I be like this?"
"You should let go." Xu Yun took a deep breath: "It's been so long, you should repair your own scars."
Chang Mo shook his head: "I suddenly felt that I shouldn't live in this world. Living in this world seems to be a mistake."
"If you commit suicide now, then everything you want to understand will be meaningless." Xu Yundao: "If you want to understand everything, you should be reborn instead of falling into confusion. Otherwise, why would you see all this clearly?
"
Chang Mo was silent for a while: "Then tell me, can I really come out? Do I really have a chance to come out?"
"Of course there is a chance." Xu Yundao said: "Not only do you have a chance to come out, but the chance is also great. Because you have figured out all this by yourself, without anyone interfering with you, without anyone disturbing your thoughts, without any
People have bad things that affect you."
Chang Mo smiled bitterly: "Xu Yun, before you came, I was wondering if you were the only one who could make me wake up. Or, in other words, I would never wake up. But I..."
"What's wrong with you being sober?" Xu Yundao said: "This way you can understand all this better."
"But this will make me suffer even more." Chang Mo said.
"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Sometimes, things are just like this. It's not something you or I can control." Xu Yundao said: "Since you let nature take its course, let it continue naturally. You already understand now that it only takes one day
Suddenly enlightened, the source of all suffering no longer exists.”
Chang Mo seemed to still have some things he hadn't thought clearly: "Then how long do I need? If this continues, I'm worried that I really won't be able to hold on."
"It won't be long." Xu Yun said: "You can come out with me and see the world, a world you have never been exposed to. It is really not as dark as you think. In addition to the darkness, it is also full of
There is light.”
Chang Mo was silent for a long time before speaking: "Can I really go see the world with you?"
"Of course." Xu Yundao said, "I believe you will recover quickly."
"There is something on my body that I want to take out." Changmo touched the back of his neck again: "A chip, a chip that can feedback my location at any time..."
Xu Yun gasped, no wonder Chang Mo was so disappointed, because she always knew in her heart that the Heavenly Eye knew her location completely! Her last hope was brought to her by this positioning chip, so she was so desperate.