When Xu Yun and Jin Hong were drinking and chatting in the bar, Jin Guoyi stood outside the bar, looking at the stars in the sky and the Big Dipper.
He knew that something was going to happen. This horoscope made people feel uneasy no matter how they looked at it.
Jin Guoyi hopes that Jin Hong will not make the wrong choice, but he also hopes that he can make the choice he wants to make based on his inner consciousness.
No matter what the reason is, Jin Guoyi hopes that this child will not leave a knot that he will regret for the rest of his life.
That's why Jin Guoyi said that, if Jin Hong made the choice to help Xu Yun, he would not let him return to Yanmen again.
It's not about blaming or expulsion, it's just because he doesn't want to put too much psychological burden on him. If he makes up his mind, he has to give him a reason to let go of Yanmen completely.
If he hesitated and chose to stay, Jin Guoyi would naturally hope for this. He himself did not think that Jin Hong had anything to do with the Jiang family.
Jin Guoyi and Jiang Jing can be regarded as good friends, but Jin Guoyi was very disappointed with Jiang Jing regarding the handling of Jin Hong's matter.
When Jiang Jing sent Jin Hong to Jin Guoyi, he immediately changed his surname to Jiang Hong. Jin Hong was called Jiang Hong for ten years, and even he himself got used to his new surname.
However, at that time, Jin Guoyi asked Jiang Jing what was going on with this child.
Jiang Jing told Jin Guoyi everything that really happened.
Jiang Jing also knew in his heart that this child was most likely the eldest son of his Jiang family. However, the situation at that time forced Jiang Jing not to admit this child. After all, Jiang Jing and his wife had just gotten married, and they were not pregnant with Jiang Zixue at that time.
Needless to say, everyone should understand the purpose of marriage in a big family.
Therefore, Jiang Jing had no way to acknowledge Jin Hong's mother. Besides, he was very busy at that time and had no idea that Jin Hong's mother was pregnant.
Jin Hong's mother also knew very well that if Jiang Jing knew about it in advance, Jiang Jing would definitely not let the child be born. The birth of this child would be a disaster for him.
Maternal love is something innate, and Jin Hong's mother had no choice but to not want to have her own child.
She never even thought that she would use this child to win anything from the Jiang family. She just needed to have this child. She could not ask for any status and keep everything in her heart.
She could keep this secret in her belly forever and never let her child know that Jiang Jing was his father.
But even so, people still heard about her.
A wealthy family like the Jiang family always considers the interests of the family and the reputation of the family when doing things, so... her death in childbirth is just an excuse.
Originally, Jin Hong would not be left behind, but would be disposed of directly.
But after learning about this, Jiang Jing was reluctant to take action in the end. He forcibly spared Jin Hong's life, but could not give Jin Hong any status.
He regarded Jin Hong as a servant of the Jiang family, and he definitely treated him the same way as a servant!
In fact, it’s not that Jiang Jing doesn’t love his son! After all, he’s still his own flesh and blood! Who would be willing to be so indifferent to his own flesh and blood?
Tiger poison doesn’t even eat seeds!
But Jiang Jing could only treat Jin Hong indifferently, because he knew that his words and deeds might bring trouble to the child. So he had to control his words and deeds!
Over the years, not only Jin Hong has been having a hard time, but Jiang Jing has also been having a hard time.
But no one can change this status quo, and it is impossible for anyone to change it.
If time could start over again, Jiang Jing might not make such a choice. Unfortunately, time cannot start over again, and Jiang Jing will never have the chance to start over again.
What is done in the past is done in the past and no one can change it.
Whether Jiang Jing regrets it or not, no one can answer this question now.
But as a friend, Jin Guoyi felt that he must regret what he had done. In any case, Jiang Jing gave Jin Hong the best result when he sent Jin Hong to Jin Guoyi.
Regardless of whether Jin Hong thinks this result is right or wrong, at least Jiang Jing thinks it is right.
Especially when Jiang Jing died, at least his bloodline was still in this world, and this was enough for him.
The Jiang family may perish, but as long as the fire remains, it may still have a glorious day.
Jiang Jing firmly believed in this, which allowed him to still smile when facing the purge of the six major families.
Perhaps he will be considered the most useless successor of the Chiang family, but no one would be so comfortable sitting in his position.
Two fists are hard to beat with four hands, not to mention that he has to fight against the other six major families on his own? If he hadn't been at a disadvantage, he wouldn't have forced the six major families to jump over the wall.
There is God's will in the dark, and nothing can escape the arrangement of fate.
For Jiang Jing, saying that my destiny is up to me is nonsense. He has always violated destiny, but in the end he still failed to save the Jiang family.
Jin Guoyi knew Jiang Jing, and he also knew that Jiang Jing was a capable person. Unfortunately, in this kind of dispute, capable people have no place.
It can only be like a meteor, completely destroyed.
Looking at the stars in the sky, Jin Guoyi shook his head helplessly. He knew that Jin Hong would not make the choice he thought was right.
If he continues to wait like this, all he will have to wait for is distress and boredom.
Forget it, let him be.
Jin Guoyi has trained Jin Hong into a useful person who is worthy of Jiang Jing. Now when it comes time for him to make his own choice, why should he intervene?
After all, Jin Hong is a member of the Jiang family, not his child, Jin Guoyi.
"Xu Yun, Xu Yun, you really brought trouble to me as soon as you came here." Jin Guoyi shook his head helplessly, turned and left the door of the bar.
Once he left, he never looked back.
…
In the bar, Jin Hong remained silent. He didn't seem to want to say anything except drinking.
His mind was in a mess, and the struggle between himself and himself was what made people most helpless.
At this moment, Jin Hong was unable to make a decision. One was to pursue his own heart, and the other was not to disappoint his master.
Both of these are things that Jin Hong cares about, so the decision becomes difficult. You can't have your cake and eat it too. This is a choice that everyone will encounter countless times in their life.
But Jin Hong's choice this time was particularly difficult.
Xu Yun knew very well what Jin Hong was struggling with, but it was impossible for him to give him advice and guidance on this kind of matter.
This is completely a personal matter. No matter who intervenes in this matter, it is unfair to Jin Hong. It cannot be regarded as a help, but a kind of harm.
Xu Yun also drank quietly and waited for Jin Hong to make his choice.
There were more and more people in the bar, and more and more girls were hanging around them. But Xu Yun and Jin Hong didn't feel that way at all, and their expressions were so heavy.
After all the girls see this situation, they will think that this is a pair of good friends who have had an unpleasant experience and are facing the test of "breaking up".
This is a plot that fujoshi like, but there are not many fujoshi in the bar. So the two of them soon fell into their own environmental world.
Finally, when the second bottle of wine was almost finished, Jin Hong made a carefully thought-out decision of his own.
"I think I should go with you." Jin Hong said: "The Jiang family has become like this. If I choose to stand by and watch, I will feel sorry for the rest of my life."
Xu Yun nodded: "This is your family matter. I will support you and stand by your side no matter what choice you make. But you should think carefully about how to explain it to your master."
"There is no need to explain." Jin Hong said: "The fact that Master said those words to me means that he can accept any choice I make. He will forgive any choice I make..."
Xu Yun said nothing and poured all the wine in the bottle into their glasses.
"After drinking this glass of wine, I want to say goodbye." Jin Hong said.
Xu Yun nodded and picked up the wine glass: "Drink it!"