Chapter 0075 Who is who and who is wrong has become a thing of the past
Facing this powerful aura, Qi Qingzhu found it difficult to even breathe for a while. Feng Wuyuan's powerful aura made him completely shut his mouth.
"It has been more than ten years since I found you, but I have never touched you." Feng Wuyuan said: "I always thought that you had a great enlightenment and spent the rest of your life regretting it. You should have mourned her, and you should have begged those innocent people in Haifeng Pavilion.
Forgiveness from the wronged soul...but you have done nothing! For so many years, you have not shown any remorse at all!"
"I have repented...I really have repented, but what can I change if I repent?" Qi Qingzhu looked at Feng Wuyin in confusion: "My repentance cannot change anything at all!"
What was supposed to happen has happened, and it is impossible to change it. Time and space are irreversible, and time cannot be turned back.
What happened can never be changed, and the deceased can never survive.
What's the point of all this?! Qi Qingzhu doesn't know what his confession can change. His confession has no meaning to reality at all!
This is a status quo that can never be changed. All of this will be Qi Qingzhu's shame. All of this will be something that Qi Qingzhu will never dare to remember again.
He knows that he will never be able to change all this, so why should he repent, why should he force himself to accept a truth that he has the least ability to accept?!
No, Qi Qingzhu didn't want to accept it, he would never be able to accept the real truth.
Although he knew in his heart that all this was his own fault, he still dared not admit it!
He couldn't bring himself to admit all this. All of this was extremely painful torture for him!
Sometimes he really wonders why he didn't die back then. If he had died, he wouldn't have to accept the current punishment now.
For so many years, although Qi Qingzhu did not admit his mistakes with his mouth, he didn't know that he was wrong in his heart!
Big mistake!
He was so wrong that there was no chance of redemption!
So many lives in Haifeng Pavilion were lost because of his impulsiveness! What made Qi Qingzhu even more annoyed was the trust that the master of Haifeng Pavilion had in him...
Even at the moment of his death, he firmly believed that it was not Qi Qingzhu who poisoned him!
At that time, everyone in the world knew that only Qi Qingzhu, the Five Poison Walker, could come up with this kind of poison that could kill hundreds of people at the same time!
It was all because of her, she made him lose his mind!
It was she who made him crazy and made him not care about any consequences at all!
He never thought about the consequences of what he did, and he never thought that he would make such a change in the entire underground world!
He just acted willfully and did things he shouldn't have done according to what he wanted in his heart. Everything that happened was so unreasonable!
It was too late when Feng Wuyin knew the truth of the matter. In order to avoid Feng Wuyin's questioning, Qi Qingzhu had to hide. In order to avoid Feng Wuyin's questioning, he even chose to wash his hands in a golden basin and never interfere with anything in the underground world.
Right or wrong.
Of course, she was no longer alive at that time, and Qi Qingzhu no longer had any worries.
All these things are obviously connected. If it weren't for her tragic death, if it weren't for the unexpected intervention of Haifeng Pavilion, if it wasn't for everything being used by others, it would lead to eternal injustice.
There would not be today's situation.
And if Qi Qingzhu had the normal mind back then, he wouldn't have been so easily used by others to do such an outrageous act.
All of this is happening like a butterfly effect. No one can stop it from happening, and no one can change it.
Even Feng Wuyuan, who had become a legend in the entire underground world, could not stop this from happening.
There is no way to change what has already happened.
"Although confession cannot change what has happened, it can comfort the spirit of the deceased in heaven." Feng Wuyin said: "Isn't this worth your confession?"
Qi Qingzhu's face was expressionless, he didn't know what he should say.
But for him, except her, there is no one worthy of his comfort.
Even if those people died in vain because of her, he never felt that any one was worthy of his comfort. He had always thought so, and had always done so.
In Qi Qingzhu's heart, there is only one person in the world who deserves his comfort.
And when that person died, everything about him was taken away. He didn't even have the meaning of his own existence, so how could he talk about repenting for others?
"It's not worth it. Except for her, no one is worthy of my confession, no one is worthy of my mourning." Qi Qingzhu said: "No matter who is standing in front of me today, no matter at any time, someone asks like this
I, I will give the same answer."
Feng Wuyin finally realized how hopeless Qi Qingzhu was.
"Only she is important in your eyes, but you ignore that to her, all innocent people in the world are equally important." Feng Wuyuan breathed a long sigh of relief, "I really don't know that she heard your words in the spirit of heaven.
What a feeling it would be like!”
"Stop being bewitched by your lies in front of me!" Qi Qingzhu said angrily: "I won't listen to any of your nonsense! She believes in me, and she can understand everything I have done for her!"
Feng Wuyin snorted: "You really find comfort for yourself..."
"No! This is a fact! She can see everything I do for her!" Qi Qingzhu said firmly.
"I believe she can see it." Feng Wuyuan said: "But have you ever thought that she can also see those wasted souls in Haifeng Pavilion! Do you think she can really be at peace because of your heart?!"
"Shut up!!!" Qi Qingzhu knew that he was wrong, and he knew exactly where he was wrong.
But he couldn't let himself admit it. Once he admitted it, it would mean that he would have to bear more things that he didn't have to bear.
Qi Qingzhu will never allow his heart to be shaken. What he believes is right and no one can change it!
Even Feng Wuyuan will not admit that he is wrong!
"You know very well that all of this is your fault. Otherwise, you wouldn't be so hysterical." Feng Wuyin said: "Qi Qingzhu, if you don't admit and face all of this, you will never be able to let it go in your life.
Even if you die, you can't face her! Have you ever thought about it?"
"No! I have a clear conscience!" Qi Qingzhu said: "I have the face to face her! I do!"
"You didn't!" Feng Wuyin rejected Qi Qingzhu's idea without mercy.
Qi Qingzhu opened his eyes wide and stared at Feng Wuyin with anger and hatred. I am afraid that this person is the only one in the world who would stand in front of him and say these words!
If it weren't for Feng Wuyuan, he would never have to listen to these troubling words!
His heart has always been so firm, he firmly believes in all this, and he firmly believes that everything he does is for her.
"Under the Nine Springs, behind her are the hundreds of lives in Haifeng Pavilion!" Feng Wuyuan asked: "What are you going to face?! Tell me!? What are you going to do in front of the hundreds of lives in Haifeng Pavilion!
?!"
"I don't need to face them! I just need to face her, that's enough! Why are you forcing me! Why?!" Qi Qingzhu was really about to collapse: "I will never face anyone else! You
Did you understand what I said? There is only one person I have to face, and that is her! Only her! I only need to face her alone! I will always face her alone! No matter at any time!
"
Feng Wuyin mercilessly tore apart all these illusions: "Impossible, never possible!"
"why not!"
"Even if she's under the spell, she won't face someone who dares to do something he doesn't deserve! Even if she's under the spell, she won't appreciate an indiscriminate man!" Feng Wuyin said: "Because she is me
Sister, no one knows her better than me! Including you!"
Qi Qingzhu was stunned, and his mind went blank. Every word of this sentence was like a sharp blade, mercilessly piercing the weakest place in his heart.
The tearing pain left him unable to bear it. Even though it had been so many years, Qi Qingzhu couldn't support himself when he thought of her tragic death!
Xu Yun spoke softly: "Who is who and who is who? It's a thing of the past, so why should we keep it in our hearts?"