Chapter 292 The guy who lives on the edge of morality
Jiu Qianxiu turned his attention to the window again, looking at this country that he had not had the chance to appreciate since arriving...
"If Mr. Gu hadn't rescued me that time, I probably wouldn't have had a chance to survive." Jiu Qianxiu shook his head and said, "Actually, that time should have been my end...but that time I was really cruel.
Mr. Gu helped me before the character came over."
Only then did Gu Qiya understand that what Jiu Qianxiu encountered that time was also a big trouble.
Jiu Qianxiu blamed himself: "When Mr. Gu asked me who I provoked, I didn't dare to admit it, because I was worried that he would kick me out directly if he knew that the person who caused trouble for me was Zuo Lengyue. No one would want to
He didn't want to take this kind of risk, so I lied to him and said that I had no idea why those people were looking for trouble for me."
Gu Qiya didn't say anything anymore. In fact, it was really scary to think about it now.
Jiu Qianxiu, who had never said these words, really felt a lot of debt in his heart.
"I stayed in your Gu family in the first place entirely because of my selfishness." Jiuqian Xiu said: "I know that once I go out, I will definitely die."
Lin Ge also heard some of the serious consequences: "But if you stay at Miss Gu's house, you will bring danger to the Gu family. This is really too much."
Jiu Qianxiu lowered his head in shame: "Yes, when I stayed in the Gu family, I would only bring danger to the Gu family. But...but for myself..."
"Don't bring up the past anymore." Gu Qiya said, "We didn't encounter any trouble anyway."
Xu Yun thought to himself, if something unexpected had happened, everything would have been different by now.
"God favors Mr. Gu." Jiuqian Xiu said: "He can do so many good things to Chinese people abroad, take care of so many Chinese people, and give so many people a chance to live in this world. That's why God favors him, so he doesn't
Let tragedy happen..."
"You knew the consequences back then." Xu Yundao said, "You didn't say anything even when you left?"
Jiu Qianxiu nodded: "Yes..."
Gu Qiya has been silent all this time. Regarding Jiu Qianxiu's behavior, she must have a sense of "repaying kindness with hatred". Once the empress really finds out the Gu family, it is completely impossible for the Gu family to compete with the empress' people with their strength.
It is impossible for anyone to remain indifferent when facing a guy who almost pushed his whole family into the abyss.
"I know I was wrong..." Jiu Qianxiu said to Gu Qiya: "Everything I have done has seriously threatened your Gu family."
"It doesn't matter. It's over." It was a rare generosity for Gu Qiya to say such words.
But Xu Yun caught one detail: "Since you wanted to get rid of everything, why did you later send Mr. Gu a postcard and tell him your location?"
If it weren't for this, Gu Qiya wouldn't have been able to bring Xu Yun and Lin Ge to this place to find him.
When Gu Qiya heard Xu Yun's words, she couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.
"Because I regret... I regret that I brought trouble to them. They helped me, but I left the danger to the Gu family. I know what I did was very unhuman." Jiuqian Xiu said: "I am worried about the Gu family because of my
Sooner or later, the Empress will find out the matter...so I made up my mind to tell Mr. Gu my address."
Xu Yun nodded, and Gu Qiya lowered her head and fell silent again.
"You still have some conscience." Lin Ge said: "It must be that your conscience has been tortured. You feel that this is so inhumane and that you are so sorry for Mr. Gu, right?"
Jiu Qianxiu didn't answer, his eyes were still outside the car window.
"You are very smart to do this." Xu Yun said lightly: "Leave a message about you for Mr. Gu. If the empress' trouble really finds him, he will still have a chance."
Jiu Qianxiu didn't say anything, so he acquiesced.
After a long pause, he spoke again: "If the Empress really finds the Gu family, I hope Mr. Gu will tell the Empress' people my news. Maybe this can free him."
"My father is not a person who would betray his friends." Gu Qiya said: "Although we have helped you, you have also helped us, and we are even... After all, in my father's eyes, you are his friend, as long as you are
Friend, my father will never betray you."
"It's because of this that I have been suffering all these years." Jiu Qianxiu sighed: "I am particularly worried that this kind of thing will happen. The longer the time goes by and the older I get, the more afraid I am of bringing disaster to you."
Lin Ge wanted to say that this was self-inflicted, but he didn't say it.
"If I hadn't seen you, I wouldn't even know if you were okay." Jiuqian Xiu said: "I don't dare to ask, I don't want to know anything, so that I can tell myself that you are all fine. I thought I
This way you can find comfort and relief.”
This person who is hovering on the edge of morality must be living a miserable life.
"Is this why you don't want to see Mr. Gu?" Xu Yun asked.
Jiu Qianxiu thought for a long time before nodding: "Yes... I don't have the face to see Mr. Gu at all. Why should I go to see Mr. Gu? All the things I have done over the years... what qualifications do I have?"
Going to see Mr. Gu?"
"You are really not qualified to see Mr. Gu." Lin Ge always spoke very directly: "If it were me, I wouldn't have the face to do so."
Jiu Qianxiu smiled bitterly: "It's enough for me to know that Mr. Gu is in good health now... This may be the greatest comfort in my heart."
Gu Qiya glanced at Jiu Qianxiu: "Have you always done things like this?"
Jiu Qianxiu heard the blame in Gu Qiya's voice. She had the right to point fingers at him, and even said that he would rather hear the Gu family's accusations against him than the Gu family's politeness to him.
"I'm sorry." Jiuqian Xiu said: "I have done too many such things in my life. I am a useless person."
Xu Yun doesn't know Jiu Qianxiu's growth and living environment, so he doesn't have many conclusions about Jiu Qianxiu. Maybe he grew up in the environment where Jiu Qianxiu lived and grew up. There is no way for anyone to get rid of this.
Kind of a personality.
They can only say that there is something wrong with Jiu Qianxiu's personality.
Only people with personality flaws and problems would do such things.
But Jiu Qianxiu is tangled. He also knows that what he has done is so disdainful. The terrible thing is that he has no way to correct it in the face of all this. He knows that it is wrong to do so, but for his own benefit
Interests will still choose to do things that way.
This may never be changed.
"Many things cannot be solved by saying sorry." Jiuqian Xiudao: "I know that I have no way to make up for the wrong things I have done, so...so I am also struggling, entangled, and confused.
measures."
Xu Yundao: "Actually, you can let go of everything now. It's been so many years, I think... even Zuo Lengyue won't pursue it anymore."
"You said that because you don't understand Zuo Lengyue." Jiuqian Xiu said: "She will never let me go, even... As long as she has a chance to know what the Gu family has done, she will not even forgive me.
The Gu family... I'm really scared, I'm afraid that the Gu family will get into trouble because of me."
Xu Yun said calmly: "I dare not say what your outcome will be, but I can guarantee that nothing will happen to the Gu family. I will not let Mr. Gu have this trouble. You can rest assured about this."
Jiu Qianxiu shook his head: "You have never met Zuo Lengyue, you don't understand her at all...she doesn't know how..."
"After so many years, people will always change. Haven't you changed too?" Xu Yundao said: "Zuo Lengyue will also change. Moreover, why do you assert that I have not seen her, and why do you assert that I have never seen her?"
Don’t you know her?”
Jiu Qianxiu's expression was extremely surprised: "You...have you seen Zuo Lengyue?"
"Of course." Xu Yun said silently: "Otherwise, why would I dare to make these guarantees in front of Gu Qiya?"
Jiu Qianxiu was so shocked that he couldn't utter a word. He couldn't understand that Zuo Lengyue was so jealous, facing Xu Chen and Yun Liuyan's children, actually... This, this is incredible!
Although Jiu Qianxiu didn't say anything, Xu Yun could guess what he was thinking.
"There is a saying called Love the House and the Crow." Xu Yun said: "Maybe she doesn't like my mother, but I am not only my mother's child, but also my father's... Maybe in her heart, I am my father's successor. She doesn't