Bu Feifan's childhood experience made him like to pretend to be mature in front of everyone. Ruan Qingshuang's words made Bu Feifan stand there and look at her stupidly for a long time. Finally, he had enough courage.
Courage, shouted in front of Ruan Qingshuang: "Aunt Shuang..."
Ruan Qingshuang was the second person to be called by Bu Feifan like this. The first one was Ye Fara, but the two of them made him feel care and warmth in different ways. Bu Feifan felt that maybe he could really be with them
Being integrated together and having a family is always better than being alone. He has already suffered the feeling of being alone. Ruan Qingshuang and Guoguo made him feel at home again.
"Call daddy!" Xu Yun jokingly rushed to Feifan.
Bu Feifan's expression changed. If it weren't for the fact that the other party was Xu Yun, he would have fallen out with him a long time ago. He almost beat to death any classmates who joked with him like this in school. In Bu Feifan's dictionary, this kind of
No joke, maybe the word dad is a taboo word that cannot be mentioned at all in his dictionary. Perhaps because he saw the ugly look on Bu Feifan's face, Xu Yun did not continue to tease him, although Bu Fei
Fan is a child, but at this time his self-esteem is strong and some jokes can be stopped. If a child of this age is really annoyed, it will be difficult to coax him to behave.
Guoguo didn't think so. She saw Bu Feifan's inner struggle, but her perspective on the problem was from the perspective of a little girl. Guoguo smiled and took Bu Feifan's arm: "
Brother Xiaobu, from now on, my mother will be your mother, my father will be your father, and you will be my brother. Although I don’t know why you are resistant, I am sure that you have a past that you don’t want to mention."
Bu Feifan loved this little sister extremely, and he gave Guoguo a friendly smile: "Guoguo, you have never experienced what happened to me, so you can't understand my heart. I am a person who has died since childhood.
As a child who lost his parents and scavenged on the streets, the shame, humiliation and humiliation I have endured are beyond your imagination...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said this, I...I'm going back to my room first."
It was heartbreaking to hear all the inhuman experiences that Bu Feifan endured in his little body. People who can live with their parents will never understand the pain in his heart. Ruan Qingshuang couldn't help but cry.
How could she, who was so soft-hearted, endure such a childhood experience for a child?
"Wait a minute!" Guoguo said sharply: "Are you really ready to leave like this? Do you think you are the only poor person in the world? I am just like you. I don't even know what my parents look like. They
Just leave me. The misfortunes my family has encountered are beyond your imagination. My grandfather loves me so much. I have been pampered since I was a child, but I still live on the streets with Sister Qiu Yan. Later, I couldn’t even find Sister Qiu Yan.
I was even so hungry that I wanted to look for food in the trash can... If my mother hadn't picked me up next to the scrapyard that day, I might have actually eaten that piece of bread that had just crawled with a mouse..."
As he spoke, Guoguo's voice became lower and lower, and Bu Feifan's eyes opened wider and wider. He couldn't believe that the little sister in front of him, who looked "prosperous and wealthy" no matter how he looked at it, had ever experienced such a tragic experience.
She had never spoken about these experiences of Guoguo. She had never said that she was so hungry that she even had to pick up discarded junk food. When Qiu Yan heard these words for the first time, her heart felt as if someone had grabbed her hard!
The pain made her couldn't help but turn her face to the side where no one was around. Her eyes quickly turned red and she didn't want others to see it.
Ruan Qingshuang couldn't care about so much, and her tears fell down directly. This kind of heartache was speechless. She treated Guoguo as her own daughter. She picked up Guoguo next to the scrap station that day, and she didn't care at all.
I thought Guoguo would be so hungry and miserable at that time.
Even Xu Yun, who barely knew what tears felt like, couldn't help but feel a burst of strong sadness in his nose. How much Guoguo's little body can bear things that even adults can't bear, this makes as an adult
Human beings cannot imagine and experience it.
Maybe this is the fate between Xu Yun and Guo Guo, or maybe this is also the fate between him and Bu Feifan...
"No one can have smooth sailing all his life, so am I." Xu Yun smiled slightly: "I am also an orphan. Although my parents may not be dead, I have never seen them, and I don't even know what they do.
I don’t know where they are. This feeling is better than knowing that they are dead. I feel more like an abandoned person... At least your parents have no choice but to leave you. If they are still there, they will definitely
I protect you, but even though my parents are here, I can’t find them, haha... I’ve survived all these years.”
Xu Yun's confession made Guoguo and Bu Feifan even forget to breathe. In comparison, Xu Yun seemed to be even unluckier than them. Xu Yun wanted them to know that they should never think that they are miserable. The world
There are many people in the world who are worse off than you.
"Your parents just don't know where they are... they are much better than me." Qiu Yan, who has always been a man of few words, actually took the initiative to speak today: "At least they didn't sell you to human traffickers with their own hands. You were trafficked to that place.
The dark place... there is only fighting and bloodshed. If you want to survive, you have to kill all the friends around you who were sold to that place... I don't remember what I did when I was a child, I only remember a few years.
, just keep doing things against your own will, obeying the orders of someone you haven’t even met, and doing things you don’t want to do.”
Ruan Qingshuang suddenly felt that she was the luckiest. She was only forced to get married by her parents when she grew up. At least she still had a complete family when she was a child.
"Someone has said that no matter how great you think you are, there will always be someone in this world who is more amazing than you. No matter how unfortunate you feel, there will always be someone in this world who is more unlucky than you. The world is big, and everything will exist.
Things will happen, and our unluckiness is just a drop in the ocean." Xu Yun looked at the night sky outside the window: "The universe is so big, and there may be people on other planets struggling to survive."
The haze in China has made people realize that they should wake up. The blue sky and white clouds they had when they were children have now become a luxury product. Almost every day is foggy... Just like some people say that in ten years the three major cancers in China will plague everyone.
A family, liver cancer, lung cancer, stomach cancer. Liver cancer is probably caused by our severely polluted groundwater. Lung cancer is caused by the worsening air we continue to breathe every day. Stomach cancer is caused by chemical additives and various black-hearted businesses everywhere.
food……
Being able to live now is a kind of luck. When the last drop of water for people on earth is their own tears, then it is called true misfortune.
It was as if all the emotions that had been accumulated in Bu Feifan's heart were liberated in an instant. The fact that he can stand here, be adopted by Ye Fara, and know Xu Yun, Guoguo and the others is God's great love to him.
A kind of attachment. Compared with the truly unlucky people, this little thing about him is nothing. It is just a drop in the ocean of bitterness.
"Thank you." Bu Feifan raised his head, which had been bowed deeply just now, "I must have reminded you of a lot of things that you don't want to think about. I'm really sorry. I'm too pretentious, I'm too selfish, I'm too
I have no responsibility and no endurance. I complain about God’s unfairness to me every day, but I don’t see God’s care for me. I really made too many mistakes..."
Xu Yun stepped forward and patted Bu Feifan on the shoulder: "Okay, don't blame yourself anymore, you are being hypocritical. Guoguo, what did Concubine Hua say?"
"Bitch is just hypocritical." Guo Guo said without thinking. After everyone in the room was silent for a few seconds, they all couldn't help laughing from the bottom of their hearts. Even Bu Feifan, who was scolded as a hypocritical bitch, also laughed.
Followed by silence in this joyful atmosphere.
Good times always pass very quickly. Guoguo fell asleep without knowing it. Ruan Qingshuang picked her up and went back to the room to sleep. Bu Feifan also went back to the house obediently, not planning to go out to the bar to drink and enjoy the nightlife.
, even though his friends called more than a dozen times, he declined politely.
After everyone else went to sleep, Qiu Yan came to Xu Yun's room. Xu Yun, who had just taken a shower, was only wearing big pants, but Xu Yun didn't care in front of Qiu Yan. They were all members of his family, why were they so restrained: "
I'm thinking again, if you don't come over again, I will go find you."
Qiu Yan shook her head: "My mind is very confused right now. I never thought that Guo Guo's matter would involve Pluto Leng Chen. Today it was Miao Dao who wanted to take us to Pluto Island. Maybe next time it will be poisonous ants.
Huang Yu, and even the bloodthirsty mole Yang Yi are even more powerful people..."
Xu Yun shrugged his shoulders: "Things are already like this, time cannot go back, otherwise I will have to watch the green ghost die with my own eyes before fainting and closing my eyes... Haha, maybe Leng Chen already knows the secret of Guoguo now,
It’s just that we can’t be sure yet. We don’t know if Qing Gui is lying to him again. If he really trusted Qing Gui 100%, I’m afraid he would have come to trouble us by now.”
"Then what should we do?" Qiu Yan really had no idea: "We can't just sit back and wait for death."
"That's why I said I would stay in a hotel first. No one can say whether this place is safe or not. If Leng Chen really throws fierce men like Yang Yi and Huang Yu over here, I'm afraid we won't be able to resist them.
I can't afford it, can't we hide? There will always be a way, at least now we are safe. I don't know how Qiangzi is recovering from his drug addiction. I will call them tomorrow and ask them to come over."
Qiu Yan knew that Xu Yun had his own ideas, so she didn't say anything, but she suddenly walked to Xu Yun's bed, sat down with her back to Xu Yun, and took off her shirt without any hesitation.
.The entire back, which was as white and flawless as mutton-fat white jade, appeared in front of Xu Yun.
Xu Yun didn't react for a while, he couldn't help but feel the blood rushing to his head, and there was a warm feeling in his nose: "Isn't this... is this too sudden? I... I'm not mentally prepared yet.