【1021】People who do not kill themselves for their own sake
Brother Xu reached out and took out a cigarette from his clothes, put it in his mouth, and looked at us, "What do you two mean?"
"What do you mean?" Chen Yang sighed, "I just heard about this matter. I don't have my own opinions or thoughts. Ask idiot Liu, he has known about this matter for so long."
After Chen Yang finished speaking, he and Brother Xu turned to look at me.
I spread my hands and said, "I just didn't know what to do, so I told you two."
"What a headache." Brother Xu reached out and rubbed his head, "Why can't this little charm be more honest?"
"Not only is it dishonest, but it's also a bit mean." Chen Yang said harshly,
"But one thing is for sure." Brother Xu smiled, "I will not reveal these things."
"Me neither."
I looked at them both and said, "That's none of my business."
"Anyway, if this matter is really exposed, then everything about Xiaomei and Xue Weize will be revealed. If everything is revealed, I don't believe that Xiao Chao can still use his ** every day. Voice**.”
"If you feel that he is a**, then you can also say this and then give Xiao Chao some advice."
"I won't go." Brother Xu glanced at me. "If you want to go, you will go. Anyway, I won't go. This matter has nothing to do with me." After Brother Xu finished speaking, he patted his head again, "Oh, just now I drank too much with Shen Lin and I feel a little dizzy. I want to go back to sleep."
Chen Yang glanced at me, and then smiled at me, "Liu'er, don't say that brothers are unjust, I can't do anything about this matter, just ask for your blessings."
"Why am I asking for happiness again?"
"Because it was you who discovered the matter. Whether you tell Xiao Chao or not is your own business. I don't know that you know these things. Likewise, I don't know these things either."
"Then we can't just let Xiaochao stay green like this."
"It's actually not bad when it's green. At least it's a green light. If it turns red, it'll be troublesome." Chen Yang smiled and patted me on the shoulder. "Liu'er, really, you're not afraid of trouble at all. You're looking for trouble for yourself all day long. Okay." Like that." Chen Yang continued to smile, "I don't know anything, I don't know anything." Then he smiled and returned to the house.
I looked at these two inhumane children with some depression, sighed, turned off the TV and lights, and returned to my room.
Lying on the bed, rolling forward and back, I couldn't sleep anyway, and I didn't know what to do. After all, I was still afraid that Xiao Chao would blame me. The main reason was that Xiao Li Xiao's attitude towards us today still made me a little bit confused. After careful consideration, I don’t want to see the scene where good brothers continue to separate. I can’t accept it, and I don’t like to accept it. What’s more, to be honest, Xiao Chao and Li Xiao are not on the same level in my heart. More importantly, I have always been I don’t think I’ve done anything wrong. I’ve been hiding these things for Xiao Chao’s good. Besides, I’m not the only one who knows what’s really going on. Everyone knows what’s really going on, except Xiaochao, no one has told him, why is he so anxious with me? I am always afraid, I don’t have the original fear.
I shook my head vigorously and thought about sleeping on the bed, but after struggling for a long time, I still didn't fall asleep.
After gritting his teeth for the last time, he didn't care whether he wanted to talk about Li Xiao's matter or not. He reached under his clothes to find his cell phone, but decided to give Xiaomei a call.
As a result, I touched something round inside.
I was a little surprised and forgot what it was. When I took it out and looked at it, I remembered that it was the jade pendant that Qu Jian gave me.
I played with the jade pendant in my hand and thought about it. What a change in the world. I used to argue so fiercely with Qu and fight so excitedly. Then the curved sword came back. In the end, Sunset also fought with the curved sword. And now I still have it. I think that after graduation, if there is really no escape route, I would go hang out with Qu Jian. I don’t know why I have such an idea, but one thing is for sure. Brother Xu and the others have prepared a retreat for themselves. , we are people in a box, and I also have to have my own way out. Since everyone has chosen not to bother Lin Yifei, thinking about it, Qu Jian should also be a good boss, more than better than the worst. , that’s good,
After thinking about it, I put away the jade pendant and put it in the small box beside my bed. Inside were the things Xiyu gave me. I put them all in. I don't know why, but I put the curved sword in it. I also put this one in, maybe put it there so it won’t be lost.
I took out my phone again and found Xiaomei's phone number. Thinking about it, our relationship before was really good, but I don't know why, but suddenly we became far away, and so far away. Now Xiaomei looks at me. I can always feel the faint hatred in her eyes. I don’t understand why this is happening. I didn’t provoke her. It wasn’t my intention for her to break up with Xue Weize. I didn’t say anything to Brother Ze. Why did I come last? Everyone blames me, just like I told Chen Yang and Brother Xu about these things. They all think that if Xiao Chao really knows this, they will also blame me. But why,
Why does everyone think so,
Is it my fault that I am handsome? I thought of this, then smiled, shook my head vigorously, and called Xiaomei.
After a long time, a girl called, "Oh, Wang Yue."
"HELLO, beauty."
"Why do you have so much free time today and are you willing to pay attention to me? I thought I had disappeared from your life."
"Can't I see this every day? Why has it disappeared?"
"You understand what I mean." Xiaomei chuckled. "Wang Yue, what do you want to do? Just tell me. I don't think you would call me without a reason."
I smiled and said, "Where are you?"
"A hotel."
I was stunned for a moment, "Who are you following?"
"My boyfriend is from the science experimental class."
I suddenly didn’t know what to say. Originally, I had planned many, many tricks and many many ways of saying something to have a good talk with Xiaomei, but all my ideas were based on the fact that Xiaomei would not admit it directly. But she suddenly admitted it so quickly, I was really confused.
"What's wrong? Why don't you speak?"
I said with some repression, "You admitted it so readily."
"Yes, you already know it, why don't I admit it?"
"Do you think this is appropriate?"
"Why is it inappropriate?"
"Whose girlfriend are you now?"
"It's Xiaochao during the day and Xiaoshuo at night. Anyway, there's only one word difference, so there's no difference between the before and after."
"I remember you were not like this before."
"I've changed too, haven't I?"
"What do you think?"
"Nature will change, everyone will change, time will not stop, as time changes, everything will change, not to mention, I myself also want to change and need to change."
"Why."
"I want to take revenge on you."
I was stunned for a moment, "Why do you want to take revenge on us?"
"It's because of you that you ruined my happiness, Xue Weize and I. It's a pity that idiot Xue Weize, because of just a few words from you guys, he didn't even want his wife. I've never seen such a fool." Having seen such a fool, he deserves to be unable to find a woman."
"I think you misunderstood."
"I understand very clearly." Xiaomei interrupted me directly, "Wang Yue, if the same thing happened to you, I don't believe you would abandon Xiyu and continue to fool around with Huixu and the others."
"We didn't tell Xue Weize anything."
"But you have put invisible pressure on him. One by one, you only consider Xiao Chao's feelings because you have a good relationship and are close to each other. But who of you has considered the feelings of Xue Weize and me? You know how selfish you are. Yes, you two have a good relationship. You can sacrifice everyone outside your circle for the people in your circle. Anyway, you don’t care what others think of you. Am I right?"
After listening to Xiaomei's words, I was suddenly stunned. I always felt that Xiaomei's words seemed to have been heard somewhere. After thinking about it carefully, Li Xiao's words at night probably had such a meaning. If a person If you say you are not good, it may be because you are not good, or it may be because he is not good. But if many people say you are not good, then it does mean that you need to correct it.
"Why don't you speak?"
"I don't know what to say."
"Actually, there is nothing wrong with you. People who do not care for themselves will be punished by heaven and earth. Everyone considers themselves first before considering others. I am the same. You will look at the relationship between you from your perspective, not Very concerned about my thoughts. If I were me, I would be like this. Just like now, when I am in my position, I will only think about myself. I will be with whoever I like to be with. Xiaoshuo and I If we are happy together, then I will be with him, and I can completely ignore your feelings, don't you think so?"
Listening to Xiaomei's words, I was suddenly speechless.
"Haha, why don't you speak? Wang Yue, why don't you speak?"
"There is nothing wrong with what you said."
"Well, it's good to know that there are no mistakes. Everyone has his own way of life. You can't force anything."
"Then you are worthy of Xiao Chao."
"Does Xue Weize treat me like this? Do you treat me like this?"
"The problem is that there is no need to repay Xue Weize's debt to Xiaochao, or even to us."
"Aren't you all in the same group? Let me tell you, Liu Hui is also a brother I recognize. Haha, you also know what happened at night. Li Xiao must have fallen out with you. Haha, I don't care who is right or wrong. I only know that if anyone doesn’t want me to have a good time, I won’t let them have a good time. It’s obvious that you have a headache now and are worried about these things, right?”
"Well, you are awesome. Who is that Xiao Shuo of yours?"
"Don't always think of solving problems with violence. You don't have that much capital."
"Then you have capital." I asked angrily, "Liu Hui beat Xue Weize, it was you who ordered him."
"I'm not that boring, he just knows about our affairs." Xiao Mei chuckled, "I don't have time to chat with you anymore, you can tell Xiao Chao everything." Then Xiao Mei happily said Hang up the phone,
I was sitting on the bed, my mind was really confused,
[PS: Third update]
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