I was in a daze, hesitating for a long time, thinking about Xiyu and our past. Really, I felt that I really felt sorry for her. I didn’t know how to make a decision, so I lit a cigarette and started smoking again. I took a look. Sitting on the phone in a daze,
The PHS phone in my hand rang, startling me, and I breathed a sigh of relief. It turned out to be Lin Ran. I calmed down and picked up the phone: "Daughter-in-law, what's wrong?"
"Husband, why don't you leave? It's taking you so long to answer the phone. Why are you smoking endlessly downstairs? I've been looking at you for a long time. I feel so sorry for you. It's so cold outside. You Don't be like this, okay? I'm feeling bad because I'm freezing. Look up at me. Go back quickly. If you don't go back, I'll risk my life and fight with my mother. I'm going down to see you." After hearing what Lin Ran said, I just raised my head and looked at the window of Lin Ran's house, just in time to see her waving to me, and by the way I felt the little cold wind blowing around here.
I raised my hand, waved to Lin Ran vigorously, and said from the phone: "I just miss you, and I can't bear to leave you. Wife, don't come down, don't make trouble with your mother, be good, I'm leaving now."
"Me too, really, husband, I can't let you go." Lin Ran said,
After I finished listening: "Forget it, haha, it's only a few days, half a month, it's a waste of school, it's just a few days off, but it's a good thing, I can see you earlier, okay, Daughter-in-law, I’m leaving. You must take good care of yourself, eat well, and drink well. See you in half a month, sweetie.” After a while,
The other person on the phone said, "Bye, hubby, please be safe." I hung up the phone. After hanging up, I took a deep breath and looked at my watch. It was past 11 o'clock. After thinking about it carefully, it was already this time. Well, I stopped looking for that girl Xiyu and went directly back to Chenyang’s house, so I thought about hailing a taxi at the door.
After waiting for a long time, I couldn't wait for the bus, because there were basically no cars on the road around 11 o'clock. Small cities also have their disadvantages. In the end, I had no choice but to think of Master Wu of the Boeing 747. I picked up the car very depressed. When the call came, I found Master Wu’s number. I made up my mind for a long time and gathered up my courage for a long time. I was really hesitant in my heart whether to call or not. Taking his car was really challenging the limit of my endurance. The feeling was worse than Brother Fei's plane was returning, and when I was hesitating, my PHS phone rang, and a text message actually came,
I took out my PHS phone and read the message. I saw it was from Xiyu, "Are you coming or not? I don't believe you two are still together at 11 o'clock. She must have gone home. Liu'er, don't leave." Well, if you can, just don't come all night. Do you think I dare to wait for you all night? You know who I am. I came full of hope after nine o'clock. I thought you would come earlier. I arrived, but it’s already 11 o’clock now. It’s very cold. Can you please stop being so cold-blooded? Okay, I’m cold. Come and warm my hands and feet, you bastard.”
After I read the text message, I didn't know what to feel in my heart. I just picked up the phone numbly and dialed Master Wu's number. "Master Wu, where are you? I'm at the gate of Xingfu Community now. I'm Xiao Wang. The matter is urgent. Can you hurry up, please?”
Although "5 minutes" was only three words, Master Wu's answer was simple and clear. After he finished speaking, he hung up.
I lit a cigarette on the spot. I felt uncomfortable and suddenly shivered. It seemed that the weather was really cold. I couldn't help but think of Xi Yu. Before I finished smoking, I heard the brakes. The sound of the Boeing 747 stopped next to me,
The car window rolled up and said, "Get in the car."
After thinking for a long time, I opened the car door, got in the car and said "Jiying" to Master Wu.
Master Wu looked back at me and said, "Sit tight and keep the quality and speed." After saying that, he stepped on the accelerator and Xiali sped away. I always felt that if I changed the color of this green Xiali and took off the taxi brand on the roof, , at this speed on the road, at night, will people with poor eyesight think it is a UFO?
From the time I made the call to the time I arrived at the gate of Jiying School, it took less than 10 minutes. After I got off the car, I calmed down, took out 10 yuan and a cigarette and gave them to Master Wu. Master Wu smiled and asked for the money. I paid 5 bucks: "I'm not familiar with it, that's it. Go and get busy. I'll call you if I have something to do later."
I smiled at Master Wu and said, "Goodbye, Master Wu." After saying that, I watched the Xiali car leave my sight.
I looked at the school gate for a long time, but I didn't see Xiyu's shadow. I took out my phone and wanted to call her, but then I hesitated. Should I call her? Wouldn't it be better if she went home? , to save myself from embarrassment, I looked around carefully. Just when I thought she had really gone home, I heard someone at the door calling me "Liuer, Liuer"
I turned around and saw Brother Wang stretching out his hand from the reception room: "Your little lover is in here. Come over here and hurry up. It's so cold outside, you kid."
After I heard what he said, I entered the school gate. It was already holiday, and the school was deserted. After I entered the communication room, I saw Xi Yu sitting inside. After smiling at me, he started to breathe with his hands. , Xiyu was dressed very beautifully today. She was wearing a duck-bill hat, a white down jacket, and yellow short boots. Her little face was red. After taking a few breaths, she stretched out her hand and said to me: "Asshole, you can count." Come on, cover me up, it’s so cold, damn, I don’t know how to care about people at all, I value sex over friends.”
I didn't answer her, I walked over slowly and covered her hand with her. I watched her happy with me. I don't know why, but I felt more and more sad. I couldn't explain the feeling. Brother Wang was lighting the fire beside me. A cigarette "This little girl is so stubborn. She stood outside for more than two hours. No matter how I called her, she wouldn't come in. I called her several times, but she just didn't listen. In the end, I really had no choice. I thought about it for a long time, and then I threatened her to call their class teacher before tricking her in. I knew she and you used to be together often, so I guess she was just waiting for you to come, but I wasn't sure, but as soon as she When I came in, you followed me in, and I was sure that the speed of the two of you was in perfect harmony."
Speaking of this, Brother Wang sighed, took a puff of cigarette, and said: "The time you two entered the house was no more than 10 minutes. I said that I felt that she looked familiar to me. Haha, it turned out to be yours." My little lover, you are the same. You are such an adult, but you still have people waiting for you like this. Please be more punctual in the future. If you don’t come early, just tell them. As for having people wait for you like this in such a cold weather, it’s quite good. Girl, it’s freezing outside, it makes me feel bad just looking at her.”
I was about to explain something when Brother Wang stretched out his hand and said, "Okay, there's no need to explain anything to me. I don't care about you kids. Just stay alone. I'll go out to stand guard. I'm wearing thick clothes. You can talk to yourself." I won’t be able to work for much longer, and I will be assigned work soon, haha.” After finishing speaking, without waiting for my reply, Brother Wang put on his military coat and left the communication room.
After Xiyu saw him leaving, he turned to me: "Are you embarrassed? Don't feel too guilty. I'm willing. But now, take off your cotton-padded clothes. Take them off quickly. I'm so cold."
I glanced at her and took off my cotton-padded clothes. After taking them off, Xiyu looked at me: "You are still like this, just wear a T-shirt. It's not too cold even in such a cold day. You should have style rather than warmth. Long-term I haven’t worn a sweater at this age.” After saying that, he took his hand out of my hand, lifted up my T-shirt, put his hand in, warmed it on my belly for a long time, and then touched my belly: “What’s wrong? There's no meat at all, it's hard, and I don't have a beer belly even after drinking for a long time. Look at my dad's belly, it's just a beer belly. It's so ugly. But, men are good. They wear so little, but they can be so warm and have hot blood. I can't. My hands and feet are cold all year round, even in summer. Is it because no one hurts me? But that's not right. I feel that everyone in my family loves me. I am the youngest, and my brother also loves me. , let me, what do I think, how do I feel that you are like a child that no one loves, no one cares about, no one wants, but why is your body so warm all year round, I am very curious, Xiao Liuliu." said After he finished, he smiled at me,
I didn't say anything, I lifted up my T-shirt, sat next to her, and touched her face, which made me really feel bad, "Why is it cold? Why is she so cold?"
Xiyu smiled at me, her smile was so beautiful and sad: "Hey, sister, do you think it's cold or not? Also, why don't you pretend to be mute? If you have the ability, keep pretending. Aren't you so hypocritical? I have always been hypocritical, and I treat everyone the same. You can continue not to speak, and just listen to me obediently. Anyway, I don’t know what it means to be annoying or annoying, you know? , when I missed you before, I could lie in bed by myself, talk to myself all night, talk about you all night, and then I could go to school happily the next day. I was stupid, but at that time You're not even with me. Maybe you're still sleeping with Lin Ran in your arms. Then I can talk all night. Now that you are by my side, I don't need to pretend to be two people. I'm even more You can talk now, right? Haha, as long as you are by my side and listen, stop talking and just listen to me."
I reached out and hugged her, interrupting her words. Listening to Xiyu's words broke my heart, made me suffer, made me not know what to do, made me endlessly entangled, I hugged her, He put her in my arms and said, "Why are you holding me? Get up quickly and let me get up. Come on, hug whoever you should hug. Don't hug me so hard that others can see me." Not good, it will affect your reputation a lot, haha."
I ignored him and still held her,
"Haha, well, it seems that it is not easy for this person to belong to me for a while today. I have been waiting for more than two hours, so I'm not welcome, Xiao Liuzi."
After Xiyu finished speaking, she put her head on my chest and lay quietly for a while, "You pervert, you want to take advantage of me again, right? When you hugged me, I was originally I don’t even want you to hug me. Why can’t I find a way to refuse you? Tell me about you. You are not a strong man and you don’t have any voluptuousness. To be honest, you don’t feel comfortable lying down. So why am I sleeping here with you? It feels so warm, I am so worthless, I am always begging for your love like this."
"If you want me to feel guilty, then go ahead and let me listen. I will try my best to feel guilty according to your thoughts and expectations."
"Why did I make you feel guilty? I told you the truth."
"Why are you doing this to me?"
"because I love you"
"But I'm sorry for you"
"I don't know why. I just can't control myself from thinking about you. Hey, it's all because of you. I don't feel guilty about thinking about you. I just want to talk to you. You haven't talked to me for a long time. I'll call you. , you didn’t accept it either, I always thought I wouldn’t be so mean, but I’ve done everything for you, so that’s not enough, it’s a shame.”
I didn't say anything and took out my cigarette. Xiyu grabbed my cigarette and said, "Stop smoking. I don't like the taste. It's not good for your health either. Just quit if you need to."
I put my hand on Xiyu's face and said, "Don't come out so late in the future. It's not safe outside and it's cold. You're just a little girl. How dare you come here by yourself? Come on. Wang Brother asked you to come in, but you didn’t come in. It’s holiday now. There are only a few people coming in and out of the school. Why do you have to freeze outside? You are doing this to yourself. What do you make me think? I feel uncomfortable. It’s true. feeling bad."
Yu took out one hand and touched my face: "I'm not cheating on myself, I just stubbornly believe that I can wait for you. You promised me, and you must do it. You can lie to me once or twice. But you can’t lie to me all the time, right? You have to be a little fair to me. Here are my memories and my favorite stories. Look at that building. You guys will live in that room. Haha, you always take it with you. I tried to take advantage of me, but I wouldn't let you take advantage of me. When I gave it to you for free, you didn't want it anymore. Are you saying that you are really weird? Oh, you asked me to tell you what you are good at. You should understand that I am a big girl and you are a man."
"What's over is over, isn't it? I don't know why it developed like this. I don't understand. I don't know why. Xiyu, I will never meet anyone who treats me better than you, Xiyu. I’m a girl, really, I’ve always understood this.”
"I understand, you still don't appreciate it."
"I'm quite selfish. I don't know how to answer you. I don't know how to deal with these relationships. I just miss you. I've forgotten everything that should be forgotten. Don't you? Do you hate me?"
"I always thought I hated you, but I don't understand why I just can't let go. I often go back to school by myself at night. When I come here, I wander around and look around. Regarding your stuff, I like it here, I miss it here, because here are the things I love most, and the people I least want to forget and least want to think of. I don’t know why this is the case, especially these few days. God, I knew it was time for him to go home, and I wouldn’t be able to see him for a whole holiday. I just suddenly wanted to see him, really wanted to see him, so I tried my best to ask to see him, but it’s a pity that it still took so much effort. I also know that I am so worthless, but I just can’t control it, haha, it’s embarrassing, how can any girl be like this, it’s really embarrassing, haha.”
I sighed and looked at Xiyu. She also looked at me and smiled. I don't know what she was thinking. I just know that she was very sad. Although her smile was beautiful, there was more to it. , still sad,
Just as I was about to speak, Xiyu raised his hand again and covered my mouth, "Don't say anything yet, because you are still saying useless things, hehe. Didn't we all agree just now? Let me say it first. Really, it turns out that you can talk to me in such a gentle and sad manner. I'm so touched. I haven't heard you talk to me like this for a long time. "
"Stop being like this, it's all my fault."
"You want to say sorry again, right? Haha, put away your sorry, I don't need it."
"what do I do."
"What should you do, what should you do, just listen to me. You belong to me during these times. You know, I can't say these words to other boys. But when I face you, I can say anything. Do you feel that it does not match our age? Let me tell you, Sister Yu is precocious and it is now recognized. Haha, listen to me. I, the person who said these words, are not embarrassed at all, so what do you have to be embarrassed about?"
"No, please stop being like this, Xiyu, you are a good girl. Really, I will never meet a girl as good as you in this life."
"You said this again, you know I'm good, so why don't you catch me quickly? If you wake up and catch me now, I might forgive you, no matter what you did to me before."
I looked at her and said nothing. I was silent for a long time. "I'm sorry, really."
"I knew you would say that, haha, but it doesn't matter. I'm used to it. I'm mentally prepared. I know you are very hypocritical, but you also know that I am very stubborn. I have always understood that I Whatever I want and how I want to do it are all of my own free will and have nothing to do with you, so you don’t have to feel guilty."
"Stop talking like this, Xiaoyu"
"Hey, well, since you don't like to hear it, then I won't talk like this. Don't look like this. You know, the way you talk to me now makes me have endless aftertaste. It's true, and, For the first time, I feel so seriously that these words of yours are spoken sincerely and do not contain any falsehood. These words of yours, haha, are not lying to me. You have confessed to me once. You saw it, you Don’t lie to me, I’m so happy. Are my demands too high or too much?”
After finishing speaking, Xiyu raised his head and smiled at me. It was so beautiful. It made me feel uncomfortable and heartbroken.
[PS: Today is just one chapter, 5000 words. This will last for 3 days in a row. I will finish updating these three chapters. I have already thought of the names of the last two chapters, which are called Yu and Jie. Then the first half of the first semester of high school will be over. , after writing this, it’s time for Xiaoliu to start writing the following content. The following content will definitely be more exciting and richer. I hope everyone will continue to support me. I believe I will write better and better. I need everyone’s support. Thank you, brother. A few, walking,]
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