I touched Xiyu's face, and after being silent for a while, I said, "I admit that I am selfish. I am afraid that I will never meet a girl as good as you in my life, and there will never be a girl who will treat you as well as you do." I'm fine, so I don't want to let go of you, and I don't want to guard against you. I don't want to let go of Lin Ran either. I love her too." After a pause, "Actually, I'm very shameless, aren't I."
Xiyu pushed me away, "You still know that you are shameless, you still know that you are shameless, then let me ask you, do you know what satisfaction is? When will you only be satisfied?"
"Why don't I know that I am satisfied? Look at the friends around me. They don't change their girlfriends as fast as they change their clothes. They change so fast. They are all faster than me. I am not the same as them because I understand that I I have to be responsible and I know how to be satisfied."
Xiyu was silent for a while, "Yes, you are dedicated, you have changed a few times, and you have only changed one person, but the person you fucking replaced is me. I treat you so wholeheartedly and love you wholeheartedly. I will change you." What happened, in exchange for pain again and again, what am I trying to do?"
I glanced at Xiyu but didn't speak. I didn't know what to say. Xiyu got out of bed, put on some clothes, then took out a bottle of wine from the wine box and put it next to me. "Bite it open for me." I said. She took the wine bottle and bit it open. She took another bottle and I bit it open again. After biting open four bottles in a row, Xiyu picked up one of the bottles and wanted to drink it. I grabbed it and drank it in a few sips. , Xiyu smiled, picked up another bottle and wanted to drink it, I grabbed it again and drank it, within 5 minutes, I finished two bottles, my stomach felt bloated, and I felt uncomfortable, I couldn't hold it back , ran to the toilet and vomited,
After I finished vomiting, I came out and saw Xiyu taking out another bottle and drinking it myself. I grabbed it, gritted my teeth and wanted to drink again. This time Xiyu reached out and grabbed my bottle, "Don't save face and suffer the consequences." , I opened it all, can you drink it all, obviously you can't, why do you have to hold on, won't this problem be corrected?"
I smiled and said, "It's nothing. I'll drink it even if I die. It's that simple. I can't let you drink it anyway."
Xiyu lowered his head, not knowing what to think. After a while, he said, "You want to end it with me completely, right?"
"I don't want to" I didn't look up at her,
"Then you go and break up with Lin Ran. Let's live a good life. I forgive you for everything you did to me in the past. Let's start over."
I shook my head, "I can't share it. I have that responsibility, unless she shares it with me."
Xi Yu was happy, "You are so hypocritical, then you can do whatever you want. Anyway, I only want some youth, and I can't spend it all on you. If you are willing to leave some memories for me, then leave some for me, and forget it if you don't. After tonight, tomorrow At first, I will not contact you again. Anyway, I still want to thank you for spending my birthday with me and thank you for the ring. I can no longer destroy myself because of you. You have your life and I also have mine. .”
I was stunned. I was really stunned after hearing Xiyu’s words. I turned my head and looked at her without saying a word.
Xiyu took out the screwdriver and opened several bottles of beer, "I want two bottles, you can take the rest. It's my birthday today, and I have the final say. You can't have any wine left, just treat it as repayment to you." I am so infatuated with you, let me torture you for a while to find some psychological comfort. Give me your T-shirt as well, and I will keep it as a souvenir."
I didn't say anything. I stood up and took off my T-shirt and handed it to her. Xiyu took my T-shirt and said, "You don't dare to try to save me. If you try to save me, will you die?" I didn't know what to say. Without saying anything, he sat on the floor and started drinking. Xiyu got out of bed and brought me a large piece of cake. "Just go ahead and eat some. When you feel sleepy, come up and sleep. I don't need your so-called responsibility. You can think of it yourself." Anyway, I have told you everything I should say." After Xiyu finished speaking, he got up and returned to the bed.
I don’t know what I was thinking about, but I suddenly felt very uncomfortable and sad. I drank two bottles and felt uncomfortable again. I got up and went to the toilet to vomit. When I couldn’t vomit, I picked my throat. After vomiting, I felt better, but my head was a little dizzy. I washed my hands, rinsed my mouth, and washed my face. When I came out of the toilet, I saw Xi Yu sitting on the ground, but with a pillow under her butt. She was picking it up. Drink the remaining wine while I drink it,
I went over, hugged her, and snatched the wine bottle from her hand, "Stop drinking, I'll do it."
"I have a headache." As soon as she finished speaking, she vomited all over me. Then she got up and covered her mouth and went to the toilet to vomit. I stood up and took off my pants. After she came out, I went in. I washed myself again and wore a pair of underwear when I came out. I sat on the ground and wanted to continue drinking.
Xiyu picked up a pillow towel and started to wipe my body. It made me feel uncomfortable, and I felt like my body was burning. I was very excited. I suppressed myself and said, "Stop wiping. I'll just go back to Chenyang's house and take a shower tomorrow." Come on, stop drinking, I’m a little dizzy too, you’re not shy.”
Xiyu smiled and said, "I have nothing to be ashamed of. It's not like I've never seen it before. Besides, there's still the last bottle of wine. Let's drink it, each of us will drink half. Let's share a glass of wine, okay?"
I was also dizzy and thought less. I picked up the wine and gave it to her halfway through. Then I drank another glass of wine with her. After finishing the drink, Xiyu threw the empty wine bottle on the ground and stood up. "Okay, okay." Now, let’s finish playing together and I won’t contact you again.” Then he went back to bed and cried, while crying, he talked to himself,
I also stood up, sat on the bed, and hugged her, "Stop crying, okay."
Xiyu wiped her tears, "Okay, I won't cry anymore. I'll be happy and won't let you get entangled. I don't need your responsibility." As he said that, tears couldn't help falling down. I hugged Xiyu. , I wiped her tears and watched her cry. I felt heartbroken. Finally I couldn’t hold it back and kissed her. Xiyu responded crazily, a night of passion.
When I woke up in a daze the next day, I found Xiyu lying in my arms. I moved, and my shoulder was in special pain. There was blood under the shoulder. It turned out that my shoulder was broken. I recalled it carefully. It was bitten by her. When I moved, Xiyu woke up. She sat up with great effort and sat on the edge of the bed. I also leaned up and looked at Xiyu's back. Her back was so bright. Helpless, the blood red on our sheets said everything. I picked up a piece of clothing and gave it to her.
Xiyu turned to look at me and smiled, "Don't worry, I don't need your responsibility. They say you won't get pregnant the first time. Whether it's true or not, you have to buy me medicine. I'm afraid, I don't need you." Be responsible and won't tell anyone. It won't do me any good. Don't worry, get up and get dressed. You have to check out before 12 o'clock. You have to deal with the bed sheet issue yourself."
I looked at Xiyu and said nothing for a long time.
Xiyu pushed me, "You are really talking."
I said "yes",
Xiyu smiled again, "You are really cowardly."
I pulled off the sheets and folded them, then Xiyu and I got dressed. We both washed our faces and left the box. She was in the front and I was in the back. When we checked out at the door, we directly talked to the conductor. He said, "Sister, I don't need the deposit. The room is a bit messy. Please clean it up."
The conductor smiled at me, "Why don't you want it? Did you break something?"
"No, don't worry, it's just a sheet missing, I took it away,"
"Yeah, hehe, okay, I got it, I'll see you later, bye." Then Xiyu and I left the cinema,
When I arrived at the entrance of the cinema, I looked at the health products opposite the cinema and the pharmacy next to it. Suddenly I felt that these people really know how to do business. I said to Xiyu, "Wait a minute, I'll buy it."
Then I entered the drugstore and bought a box of morning-after pills under the surprised looks of many people selling medicines. The reason why I did not choose to buy health products but went to a regular drugstore was because I was afraid of something happening and that the health products contained The medicine I sell is not safe. I am really selfish.
I handed the medicine to Xiyu. Xiyu took out her phone and called her brother, but then she didn’t talk to me.
Less than 10 minutes later, Sunset’s car arrived.
Xiyang got off the car, glanced at Xiyu, and looked at the sheets in my hand. The reason why I didn't hide it was because I was really embarrassed to make Xiyu sad again. Xiyang was indeed very smart. He glanced at it a few times, and then scolded He said, "I'm going to fucking kill you today." Then he ran towards me, punched me in the face, then kicked me, then turned his hand and slapped me hard,
Xiyu ran over and hugged Xiyang hard. "Brother, go home. We have nothing to do with him. It has nothing to do with him. Stop doing this. I want to go home."
Xiyang threw Xiyu away and came up to me with another mouthful. I didn't hide for a moment and kept staring at Xiyang. When Xiyang was about to attack again, Xiyu ran over again and hugged Xiyang. "Brother, you If I don't go home, I will never go back in this life. Talking about Taoism really has nothing to do with him. Let's have a good talk when we get back. Okay, you go home. If you don't go home, I will leave by myself." Xi Yu Always holding the sunset,
Xiyang pointed at me with his finger, "Wait for me, you little fucking brat, I'll fucking kill you sooner or later." Then he turned around and looked at Xiyu, "Go home first," and then pulled Xiyu's arm. I pulled her and got into the car. The car door closed loudly. I could tell that Sunset was really anxious. The car passed in front of me. I didn't hide. I felt that the car was driving close to me. Sunset must be very angry, haha, no one would be angry about this matter,
I wiped my face and found that there was blood. I didn't know whether it was from the corners of my mouth or my nose. I didn't want to think about it, so I wiped it with the sheet, took out a cigarette from my pocket, lit one, and finished it. After the PHS was turned on, there were many confidence messages. I didn't bother to read them. I just looked at the time. It was past 10 o'clock. By accident, it was already this time. I hadn't gone to school for so long and I ran away for a whole day. Tianxue, I wonder if Brother Hao can help me withstand it. What should I do with Lin Ran? I recalled the scenes last night and was very worried. Just as I was thinking about it, a taxi stopped in front of me. The window was rolled down. "Young man, do you want to take a taxi?"
I glanced at the driver and sighed, "No. 1." Then I opened the car door and got in. I didn't think about anything else. Just do whatever you want. Anyway, that's it.
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