After looking at each other for 5 minutes, Yu suddenly stood up and turned around to leave. I stood up without even thinking about it. I subconsciously reached out to hold her, and then said, "I'm sorry."
She turned her head, looked at me and asked, "What did you say?"
I lowered my head: "I'm sorry."
Immediately afterwards, Yu grabbed my collar with both hands and shouted at me: "You bastard." Then he scratched, bit, scratched, and hit. He used everything he could.
I am not tall, so she only reached the position of my nose. My face, neck, hands, and all over my body felt pain everywhere, but the pain was not severe. I stood there quietly.
I kept moving until she stopped hitting me.
I looked at her and asked, "Are you tired from playing?" She ignored me.
My T-shirt slowly became red and bloody. I looked at Yu and said, "Can you bite harder?"
Yu didn't say anything, squatted on the ground, and started crying, crying hard.
I squatted down and said, "Stop crying."
Then I took her hand, and she didn't resist, and walked out of the square. I led her around aimlessly. She didn't say anything, and neither did I.
After a while, I said to her: "You're hungry, let's go and have something to eat."
She said: "I won't eat it. If you want to eat it, go and eat it."
I looked at the late night and really didn’t know where to go, and I didn’t want to go to KFC. I felt pain everywhere on my body, and there were minor injuries everywhere. Then I turned around blindly, and then I ended up in front of the cinema.
I pulled Yu in and said to the conductor inside: "Get a private room with a bathroom."
The conductor said: "150."
As soon as I touched my pocket, my heart skipped a beat, I had no money. I was wondering what to do.
Yu was moved, she took out 200 from her pocket, gave it to the conductor, then took the room key, turned around and left. I waited for the change, took the money, and went to find her.
After I entered, I happened to see her lighting another cigarette. She was about to smoke on the bed. I went over to grab the cigarette, lit it myself, and said to her: "Don't waste tobacco." Yu ignored me again.
He took out the cigarette and wanted to smoke it. I then snatched it away.
I said to her: "You go ahead and hit me, and then I'll let you hit me as much as you want, but please don't do this to yourself. I'm sorry for you. I don't deserve you."
Yu then started crying, crying loudly and endlessly. It made me feel for the first time that I really wasn’t a human being.
I took off my T-shirt: "Here, let me wipe your tears and nose with this. The new NIKE I bought is so expensive. I feel so bad. When I saw your brother just now, I almost took it off and went shirtless."
Go see me, you can see how much I feel sorry for this dress, now I will wipe your tears and nose. No need to thank me."
As a result, Yu really stopped crying, suddenly. Then he took away my clothes very rudely and wiped my tears. After wiping, he looked at me and asked, "Why?"
"What why?" I asked
Yu said: "You know."
I thought for a while: "I don't know why, because I liked her first. It was she who made me change from an experimental student who studied well to a bad student. But when I became bad, she
She wants me to get better again, and I listen to her. I don’t know why I still like her, and I don’t know why I still can’t let her go. I only know that I can’t see her crying, I can’t see her being wronged, I can’t see her being unhappy, look.
I can't help but look like she's in pain. I've always been like this. I recognize people, recognize things, and I've made my decision. It's never changed."
Yu was silent for a while: "Am I not good to you? I listen to you in everything, rely on you, and love you. I don't need you to pamper me or bother me. What else do you want from me?
.What else do you want me to do? Just tell me, I will promise you, as long as you are willing to come back." After saying that, his eyes turned red again.
I looked at Yu: "You are a good girl. If you follow me, you will harm yourself. Really, I'm not even a gangster, at most I'm a school hooligan."
Yu said: "Then why do you chase me, chase me so hard, be good to me, do your best to be good to me, take care of me, play with me, then treat me like this when I fell in love with you, I
I provoked whomever, is it fair for you to treat me like this?"
I was silent for a while: "I'm sorry."
Yu said: "Can you say anything else? It's my first time, does she still have it? Does she still have it?"
I looked at Yu: "I don't care about that. I only care about the present and the future. I don't care about the past."
Yu looked at me again and asked, "Why."
I thought for a while: "Actually, we are all still young, and very small. We don't know how to love, but we know how to hurt. If it weren't for Lin Ran, maybe I would be like the nerds in the class now.
, addicted to books, not understanding anything, not knowing anything, working on the line from 3 o'clock to 1 line every day, in the cafeteria, classroom and dormitory, living a boring life. I don't know why I said this, because that's what I thought, so I said this
Yes, I don’t understand why you asked and what you are referring to.”
I wanted to rush over. Looking at her big watery eyes, I felt depressed, but my heart was really complicated. I thought she wouldn’t resist if I wanted to. But I didn’t want to be responsible, I really didn’t want to be responsible.
.Also, there was Sunset. His brother touched me too much. I was still young at the time, so I was afraid of his brother.
I couldn't hold it back, hugged her and said, "Go to sleep and rest for a while. You've been making trouble for so long. Are you hungry? I'll go out and buy you something to eat."
Yu looked at me: "Thank you, please, please, don't care about me so much, okay. Can you stop being so hypocritical."
I didn't speak and remained silent for a long time. But I couldn't control my body.
I started thinking about the jokes in my mind, and then told her a lot. I tried very hard to alleviate my body's reaction, but the result was tragic. She was so close, and she always rubbed me hard. Next time, I would try harder.
Missing her brother and those bald heads.
In the end, I really couldn't control myself, and I wanted to get rid of such nervousness and anger. So I said to Yu: "Wait for me, I'm going to the toilet." Then I went out, stayed in the toilet for a long time, washed my face, and felt
When I felt better, I went back to the house.
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