At night I went back to the house, lay down and leaned on the bedside, picked up a cigarette, lit it, and habitually stared at the starry sky outside in a daze. My mind was very confused, and I didn't know what else I was thinking about.
Pictures flashed through my mind, including pictures from my childhood, pictures of my mother and father, and the kind smiles of my grandparents. Suddenly I felt a little homesick, and I shook my head vigorously to stop myself. Random thoughts, the road ahead is still long,
There was a "buzz, buzz" sound coming from the small cabinet by my window. I smiled, turned around, picked up the PHS, took a look, I was a little surprised, but I was still very happy, it was my PHS. Xiyu called,
I picked up the phone and before I could speak, I heard Xiyu's voice, "Liu Liu."
It was a very familiar voice, but he was actually entranced by my voice. He was stunned and didn’t say a word. We were silent for a long time.
Xiyu then spoke, "Are you dead? You can't speak anymore."
Only then did I realize, "How can I die? I won't be able to die for a while."
"Why aren't you dead yet?"
I smiled and said, "You just want me to die."
Xiyu was also happy, "Why, I don't want you to die, but I still want to think about you, okay?"
"Why can't you think better of me."
Xiyu was silent for a while and said, "I miss you."
I was a little confused, so I cheerfully replied, "Why do you miss me?" I was indeed very happy.
Xiyu followed up by saying, "No one thinks about it anymore, so come here if you remember it."
When I heard this, I said, "Holy crap, how could you say that?"
"I'm telling the truth."
"Then you can't lie to me."
"Do you think I am you? I am still cheating. I just want to talk to you casually. Then I will listen to you lie to me and fool me, and then I will sleep happily."
"Why did you make me sound so shameless?"
"Don't worry about it. You are not a good person to begin with. Just tell me whether you want to do it or not. I just want to have a casual chat with you."
I smiled and said, "It's an honor. I couldn't ask for it."
Xiyu answered the words very simply, "Well, that's good, but just stop fooling me and tell the truth more."
"Do I always lie to you?"
"What do you think?" Xiyu asked back,
I smiled awkwardly, "There are so many things, and I don't know why they are like that."
"You don't need to explain. I know you. You never deal with these relationships. You always feel that nothing happens and nothing matters. In fact, you are just a carefree and silly child who follows a bunch of people all day long. Being with people who are several years older than you is a bit precocious."
After hearing this, I smiled and said, "I'm a bit precocious. If you don't talk about yourself, I'm probably older than you."
"How many months older do you call me older?"
"One centimeter larger is also called bigger." I said with a smile,
Xiyu ignored my objection, "Why aren't you with Lin Ran today?"
"I just sent her home. I haven't had much time since I came back," I replied.
Xiyu sighed, "Hey, that was a mistake. If I had known I would have called you a few hours earlier, you might have been sweethearts, you gangster."
I smiled and said, "Well, good job. If I had been beaten at that time, I would have been finished again."
"Well, I feel the same way. I guess she will have to give you another stab. This time, she will change the hand and the position, or keep cutting in the same place, which is a bit too rude." After Xiyu finished speaking, he smiled and said, "The most important thing is Yes, you seem quite happy."
I thought for a while, "How have you been studying recently and how have you been doing?"
"Are you going to change the subject again?"
I sighed, "No, I don't want to ask questions about Lin Ran."
"Why don't you want to mention it?"
"Because I don't want to say, there are so many reasons why."
Xiyu smiled and said, "I just can't figure it out."
"What can't you figure out?"
"I can't understand why Liuliu, a decent person like you, is so afraid of Lin Ran."
After I listened to Xi Yu's words, "I thought about it, I can't figure out what I have to fear about her. You don't understand."
"Stop, you've started again." Xiyu interrupted me directly. "What you mean by this is that you are going to talk about your theory of responsibility again, right?"
I smiled and said, "Well, if you ask that, that's what I'll say. It doesn't matter what you say, but that's what I really think and do."
Then Xiyu said on the phone, "When will you stop being so hypocritical."
After I finished listening, I sighed, "Wait a minute, I'll get a cigarette." After I finished speaking, I picked up the cigarette beside the bed, lit it, took a few puffs, and put the phone back to my mouth, "Okay, continue."
"What should I continue? I've finished what I just said. It's your turn."
I thought for a while, "Why do you always call me hypocritical?"
"Aren't you hypocritical?"
I sighed, "Okay, I admit whatever you say, okay."
Xiyu said on the phone, "You are a liar, a super liar."
"What did I lie to you? Don't keep saying that to me. I didn't lie to you."
"You have never lied to me once, and you still have the nerve to say so." Xi Yu then scolded, "You are so shameless. We haven't seen you for so long, and you are still as shameless as before, worse than ever."
I was a little depressed, "Are you calling me? It's not about chatting, it's not about talking nonsense, and it's not like you want to hear what I say. You just want to fight, right?"
Xiyu thought for a moment, then smiled, "It means something similar, but not entirely correct."
When I heard it, "What do you mean?"
"You're half right, but not all."
"I'm not even half right."
Xiyu smiled, "I'm not here to quarrel. The quarrel is between the two parties, but I'm not here to quarrel with you."
"Then what are you doing? Why don't we have a nice chat?" I said depressedly.
"No, I'm here to scold you. I scold you and I want you to listen. You can't talk back, just listen to me scold you. You're not allowed to put the phone next to me. You have to listen to me scold you."
I smiled and said, "Do you think there's something wrong with my brain? I'm crazy. I have nothing to do with you to scold me."
"Then if you do it or not, I will scold you and I will ask you to listen."
I sighed helplessly, "Okay, you go ahead and scold me, and I'll listen. After you finish cursing, I'll say thank you, and then you continue scolding me, and make sure I'm online at all times, that's it."
After I finished speaking, Xi was so depressed that she stopped talking, and there was silence on the phone for a long time. "Look, you still don't know how to deal with these relationships. If you treat me like this, what kind of message do you think you conveyed to me." "
"I didn't want to convey any message to you. Why, I asked you to scold me, and I listened and followed your words. Isn't this wrong?"
Xiyu sighed, "You still don't know how to deal with these problems."
I smiled and said, "Why, aren't I dealing with it now?"
Xiyu shook his head, "Of course I'm not dealing with it anymore. If you do this, you're just continuing to have an affair with me."
"I didn't mean that, you know."
"But you just gave it to others."
After listening to Xiyu's words, I thought for a moment, "Then tell me, what should I do?"
As soon as I finished saying this, Xi Yu stopped talking, and the other side of the phone fell into silence again. This time I couldn't speak, so I put the phone on my chest, then picked up the cigarette, continued to light it, and smoked. I woke up and felt a little like drinking, so I endured it. Forget it, I continued to smoke while looking at the scenery outside. This time I drank a little more. By the way, I listened to the sound of the phone, looked at the screen of the phone, and waited. Xiao Xiyu spoke,
After a while, I finished my cigarettes and there was still no movement on the phone. I shook my head helplessly and picked up the phone. "I said our phone charges are high, so we shouldn't charge this much." No one on the phone paid me any attention. ,
I smiled and said, "Miss Xi, we have a lot of phone bills, so we can't charge this much. I'd better use the phone bills to recharge QB, and then change into a fashionable QQ show. What do you think? This is really a waste." .”
After waiting for a while, I saw that Xiao Xiyu still didn't speak. I was a little depressed, "Are you still here? If not, I will hang up the phone."
"no way."
I smiled and said, "Let's open our mouths. Let's talk about what's wrong and there's nothing we can do about it. I'll handle it for you. I have many ways, which will definitely work."
"I can't help it, I still can't forget you, I can't let you go." Xiyu spoke in a low voice.
After listening to Xiyu's words, I was stunned for a moment. I didn't know what to say and started to be in a daze.
Xiyu paused for a moment and continued, "Whenever I calm down, or when I see a couple, I miss you so much. Liuliu, you are so good at making people happy. I even like you." You're such a gangster, I don't know why, especially at night, when I'm lying on the bed, I miss you even more. I always look at the phone, thinking when will you call me, but you have no conscience. , I don’t know how to make a single phone call, and now, it’s been more than a month, and you haven’t made any calls.”
I sighed and said nothing,
Xiyu was silly and amused on the phone, "I deleted your phone number from my phone book a while ago. I wanted to forget you completely, but I failed. I found that those numbers, It still keeps appearing in my mind. I can’t help it. Haha, I can’t forget it. I can’t delete you from my mind. Sometimes I wonder if I should have some kind of brainwashing operation to save money. I’ll be poisoned by you again.”
I was a little depressed and forced myself to smile, "Haha, my PHS belongs to you. How could you forget those numbers? Don't think so much, haha, silly boy."
Xiyu ignored my remark and just said gently, "I just miss you a lot. Am I very worthless?"
I sighed, "Can you please stop being like this? What's so good about me? Sometimes I despise myself. You are such a good girl and you want to follow me. I'm not satisfied yet."
Xiyu smiled, "I always think about it, what's good about you? You don't have any money, you don't study, you're not tall or strong, and you still fool around. What's good about you? I always ask myself this." , but I just can’t forget you. Since I can’t forget you, so be it, it’s fine if I don’t forget you.”
"Actually, your conditions are really great. Really, we are still young."
Xiyu sighed, "Don't keep fooling me with this sentence, do you hear me?"
I thought for a while, "Well, I get it, I just won't tell you. I didn't lie to you."
There was silence on the phone for a while, then Xiyu spoke again, "Liuliu, do you believe that I will commit suicide?"
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