"Okay, okay, you're talking nonsense. I just asked Xiyang to drive me out. Brother Wang and Brother Li can't see me. How do they know?" Xiyu scolded at the side,
I shook my head, "Did your brother fly in with his car? Didn't he go through the gate? No, it's too irresponsible. I have to argue with him another day."
Xiyu hugged his other arm and said with a smile, "Okay, let's go to the theory. I'm too lazy to care about you, you poor guy."
"I really think so."
"I don't care what you think. Just don't think about Lin Ran anymore. The way you did just now, I thought you really missed her."
After listening to Xiyu's words, I turned my head and glanced at her, then I didn't know what to say and lowered my head again.
Xiyu was stunned for a moment, then he let go of my arm and stopped holding it, "Why is this happening?"
I lowered my head, lit a cigarette, and took a few puffs. "It's okay, haven't I always been like this?"
"Didn't you get along with her again, Liu'er?" His voice was not loud, but it was full of anger.
I looked at Xiyu and said nothing,
Xiyu hit me and said, "Tell me, are you feeling better again? Don't stay like this, big man, what's the big deal?"
I glanced at her, then nodded,
Xiyu let out a "hum", then turned to look at the other side without looking at me, and smiled. "I said that my feeling is always surprisingly accurate. It's hard even if I don't get it right once." Then he said, " "Haha" a few times,
I pulled Xiyu's arm and said, "Don't do this."
Xiyu took a few steps back, avoided my hand, and then squatted down on the spot.
I took a step forward, "Don't touch me, I just want to stay here for a while" Xiyu threatened,
I sighed, "Don't be like this."
"What's wrong with me? I can't even squat for a while."
"It's not impossible. Let's change to another place. This is the entrance of the hotel. Let people see it. What does it look like?"
"I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere."
"Can you please stop making trouble? What does it look like for such an adult to squat here?"
Xiyu smiled, "Okay, tell me where to go."
"Anywhere is fine, but not here, there are too many people."
"Well, let's go to the cinema, there's no one there," Xiyu said,
I nodded, "Let's go" and then I pulled Xiyu,
Xiyu stood up and hid to the side. "Get out of here, don't touch me." After saying that, he stood in the middle of the road and stopped a taxi with his hand.
I looked back and didn't bother to go back to say hello to them. They were all drunk anyway, so forget it. Then we got into a taxi. We arrived at the cinema. Xiyu got out of the car, paid for it, and left. I He glanced at her and waited helplessly for the driver to change the money.
When I entered the cinema, the conductor smiled at me and said, "Here we go."
"Well, sister, which box is she going to?"
"What's inside?" the conductor pointed, "What's wrong? There must have been another quarrel. The little girl looks so angry."
I smiled and said, "Sister, it's okay."
"Well, hehe, where are the children? Don't keep fooling around."
"Yeah, I got it."
I entered the box and saw Xiyu sitting on the bed, staring at me with big eyes and not saying anything.
I sighed and walked up to her, "What's the matter with you?"
"What's wrong with me? I asked you what's wrong?" Xiyu said,
"What's wrong with me?"
"Tell me what's wrong with you, why are you getting along with her again?"
I looked at Xi Yu, sighed, and sat aside without saying anything. I really didn’t know what to say. The more I thought about it, the more I got a headache. Then I lay down on the bed.
Xiyu looked at me and said nothing, and remained silent for a while. "Have you put down your arrogance and apologized to her?"
"No."
"Put her down. If you don't beg her, how can you agree to it? You must beg her. If you don't admit it, it's useless."
"I really didn't admit my mistake, and I didn't know either."
"Then it's okay as you say."
"I have no idea."
"Do you still love her?"
"I have no idea"
"What do you know."
"I just know that I can't let go." I said slowly, "I don't know anything else, and I don't know why this is happening."
Xiyu looked at me, "I don't know how much more my heart can give you, I don't know how much longer I can endure you, Liu'er, can you, if you don't want to continue, don't continue, can you not continue to continue," It was thrown out again, it hurt a lot.”
"I shook my head, I don't know why this happened, right"
"You want to say sorry again, right?" Xiyu interrupted me, "You don't have to say sorry, I know you can only say these. I am only 15 this year, and I don't want to be treated like 25 by you. Being with you, these I don’t know how the words came out of my mouth, I’m only 15, I’m very tired, really tired.”
"sorry."
Xiyu smiled, "I'm sorry again, can you please stop following me all day long? I'm sorry but you don't know. You don't know. Well, I know. I just know that I can't live without you. I like to be with you." Is there something wrong with my feeling?" As soon as Xiyu finished speaking, he reached out his hand from my pocket, took out the cigarette, put it on his mouth, and then lit it.
I sat up, took the cigarette out of her mouth naturally, and took a few puffs myself. "This is not a good thing. You are a little girl. If you can't learn this, then don't learn it. It's not good for your health." It’s not good to have to quit after you become addicted.”
Xiyu looked at me and smiled, laughing for a long time. "Liu'er, it turns out you care about me. It's new. Will you care about me too?"
"I have always cared about you, but you just didn't realize it."
"I realize it. I know everything. You can't deal with these problems, right? Okay, that's it. I'm not in the mood or have the energy to play ambiguous with you. I can't afford it. Okay, you Don't contact me in the future, okay? Let's go our separate ways. That's good. No one wants to appear in anyone else's world." As soon as Xi Yu finished speaking, he turned around and left.
I stood up, blocked the door, and looked at her,
She came over, pulled my arm and said, "Get up."
I shook my head and said, "I can't get up."
"I really can't stand you anymore. Get up and stop blocking me. I want to go home. Don't you be afraid that my brother will come to find you."
"I'm not afraid." I continued and shook my head. "If you go home, I will take you back."
Xiyu smiled, "Why, you still want to go to bed, right?"
After listening to Xi Yu's words, my body couldn't help but tremble, and then I looked up at Xi Yu. I couldn't say anything, but I felt very uncomfortable. I really felt very uncomfortable. I felt that Xi Yu's words were like Like a needle, it slowly pricks my heart,
Xiyu looked at me and stopped talking, and suddenly laughed. After laughing for a while, he shouted at me, "Don't you like to pretend, don't you like to be responsible, you go be responsible, get out, get out." After I finished speaking, I stretched out my hand and pulled me hard,
I shook my head, "Xiyu, don't do this."
After Xiyu finished listening, he continued to smile at me and said, "Responsibility, what's my responsibility? What's your responsibility for me."
I lowered my head and said "I'm sorry"
"I didn't need you to be responsible before, but now I also want your responsibility. Why don't you take responsibility for me? Why don't you take responsibility for me? I am also a human being, I will be sad, and I will be sad. Are you finished? , I really can't stand you anymore. From now on, you can go your way and I can go mine. Get out of here and get out of the way." Xiyu shouted at me, "Get out of the way."
I reached out and grabbed her arm. She was very excited. I looked at her and said, "I'm sorry."
Xiyu struggled to get away from me, stretched out his hand and hit me with his mouth. The sound was loud and painful, "Get out, don't block me, I've had enough, get out."
My face was burning, but I didn’t say anything. I glanced at Xiyu, sighed, and didn’t move.
Xiyu raised his hand to hit me again. When his hand reached my face, he stopped. I don't know why, but he didn't hit me anymore.
I looked into Xiyu's eyes, why did it hit me, and why did I still feel so uncomfortable inside? Why did I feel so heartbroken?
Xiyu didn't make a move this time, and withdrew his hand again. Then he covered his face, squatted down, and slowly began to sob and cry.
I knelt down and reached out to wipe her tears, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault."
Xiyu's voice was choked with sobs, "Liu'er, why do you always hurt me like this and treat me like this again and again? You are responsible for him, don't you have to be responsible for me? You are always responsible. Do you have true responsibility?" Have you ever done it? Hers is a responsibility, isn't mine? I need it too, I need you more than her. Mine is the first time, so is she."
I shook my head and sighed, "Don't be like this, don't cry, I feel uncomfortable, it's all bad."
Xiyu shook his head and buried his face between his legs, "I didn't blame you for anything. Well, I brought this on myself. It has nothing to do with you. I brought it on myself. Well, let's start now. Can you let me go?" Xiyu said while crying.
I saw her so sad, and I didn’t know why. Tears also flowed out, and after wiping them, and, after wiping them, why she kept crying. I just knew that I felt very uncomfortable.
I looked at Xiyu squatting on the ground, sobbing, and felt very distressed. I reached out and hugged Xiyu, but she didn't resist. It was a bit difficult for me, but I still carried her to the bed.
After Xiyu sat on the bed, he raised his head, wiped his tears, and kept staring at me.
I felt guilty when she looked at me, and I didn't even dare to look at her again. I just said numbly, "It's cold on the ground, so let's go to bed."
Xiyu smiled, "Could this be your answer, right?"
I shook my head, "No, I don't know what to say, please stop crying." Then I reached out and wiped her tears.
Xiyu knocked my hand off and raised his head, "Can you stop running away? Can you let me go?" Then Xiyu smiled and said, "Why do I act like a child? I just can't figure it out. You Is there anything worthy of my liking? What's good about you? But why am I so useless? I just can't let you go. I can't refuse you. I just let you call me here and wave me away. I really can't "Um, I asked for it, I deserve it." After Xiyu finished speaking, he continued to laugh, full of helplessness,
"Don't be like this." I grabbed Xiyu's hand. "I don't know how to face it. I know that I'm sorry for you. Don't be like this. I didn't lie. I really feel sorry for you when you act like this."
Xiyu looked at me, "You know, you understand, I love you more than her, I need you more than she does, you know everything, but you just let it develop on its own and never take the initiative to deal with these things." , you are just hypocritical, aren’t you? In fact, you understand everything.”
I sighed, "We are still young and have a long way to go. There are still many days to come."
"Can you please stop talking to me about this? I've heard enough and I'm tired of hearing it. Okay, I'm fine. I want to go home. You can take me home."
I stood up and said, "Let's go." Then I sighed,
"Don't contact me again." After Xiyu finished speaking, he stood up and stared at me. "Did you hear me? Don't contact me even once. Live your life."
After listening to Xiyu's words, I looked at her blankly and fell silent.
[ps: The day before yesterday and yesterday, a total of nine chapters were updated. I didn’t do anything. I have a headache. I am really tired these two days. I have been sleeping hard. It’s really unbearable to have such continuous outbreaks. I won’t break out today. Now, the update is back to normal. I will rest for a few days and then continue the process. Thank you guys for your support. I won’t say any polite words. Brothers, let’s go.】
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