"Women, most of them are like this, but to be honest, I am very happy today, especially those candies of yours. You know, I am very satisfied. I have eaten so much. Although it is very sweet, it is sweet to my heart. "I haven't been so happy for a long time, but I just didn't show it. I held it back and gave you all the candy and threw it on the ground." Xiyu then smiled and said, "I didn't expect that you would actually show it to me." I will continue to knock it off for you, remind you what words you should and shouldn’t use, remind you what words you should and shouldn’t use, and then I will hula you to the ground. You will really say it to me again. You are really good."
I looked at Xiyu and said, "Why are you talking like that again?"
"What I said is true. If you do this, does it count as having an affair with me?"
"I have no idea."
After hearing what I said, Xiyu looked at me, "You finally told me the truth."
"I really don't know."
Xiyu smiled, "But I know what you think will happen if I tell Lin Ran."
"You go ahead and say it." I was very direct. "If you have the ability, just say it."
"You know it's impossible for me to do such a thing, Liuliu, how did you come up with the idea of using those candies to make people happy today?"
He spread his hands and said, "I don't know, I just remembered it suddenly. I only know that if you keep crying like that, I will go crazy."
"Why can't you see girls cry?"
I looked at Xiyu and said, "You really have to listen."
"Well, you have to tell me, I want to know, or I will continue to cry to you."
"You know, I hate it when people threaten me."
"Then you always threaten others."
"I like."
"Okay then, tell me or not."
I nodded, "If you want to hear it, just say it. I have been educated by my mother and my father since I was a child, so I can't see girls crying."
"What does your mother and father's education have to do with whether you cry or not?"
"My mother always cried to teach me, hug me, and talk to me while crying. I heard my mother say that when I was in kindergarten, when my mother cried, I would wipe her tears and cry with her. So, when I looked at it, I felt a shadow in my heart. I couldn’t see the girl crying, and I didn’t know why.”
"Why do you keep crying?"
"My father used to be a troubled person, that's how it is. But my father always taught me to marry a wife that I can afford and take on responsibilities that I can afford. When I was in elementary school, my father taught me this."
"You're a strange tutor."
"It's nothing strange." I smiled, "Our family is much better now. Do you think that everyone's family is the same as yours, just like Mr. Lin? Moreover, my mother gave birth to me when she was 20 years old. Now my mother has When we go out together, people say that my mother is my sister, and my mother is very happy. After I entered junior high school, our family's life became a little better."
"It's better that you are still so bad and such a fool." Xiyu looked at me and said, "Don't make excuses about my family. You know, I don't like it."
I sighed, "I don't want to be like this, and I don't know why. When I'm alone, when I'm quiet, I understand everything. But after I think about it, I forget it, and then everything remains the same. What to do, what to do, what to do, what to do.”
Xiyu thought for a moment, "So, if you can't see a woman crying, you always think about responsibility and responsibility, right?"
I nodded, "I'm very perverted and bad, and I've done a lot of immoral things." I don't know why, but when I said this, I suddenly remembered Chen Ran, a person who had disappeared from my life for a long time. long time woman,
Xiyu smiled and said, "Do you still have the conscience to find out?"
"Why can't I? I'm telling the truth."
"Forget it, I won't tell you that. Anyway, I still want to thank you for the candy."
I was stunned for a moment, "Why did you thank me for the candy?"
"The responsibilities you mentioned have nothing to do with me, right, but your candy has something to do with me. I ate all of it and it was very sweet, so I thank you for the candy, but the candy was so sweet that I wanted to vomit. I really want to vomit."
I took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it. "Stop saying such mature things all the time, okay."
Xiyu reached out and grabbed my wrist, "You're running away again, it's boring, Liuliu, you don't even want to change the way you deal with people, right? Can you, stop treating me like this? You don't have to be afraid." , I said, you don’t need to take responsibility. Even if you don’t need to take responsibility, you don’t have to feel guilty. I know you will really feel guilty, but I keep my word. Just live well with your Lin Ran. , your responsibility has nothing to do with me."
My heart felt inexplicably painful. I looked at Xiyu and just wanted to explain, when I heard Xiyu cover my mouth again, "Okay, don't talk about this problem. I'm about to take the high school entrance examination. Blessings." Let me go."
I looked at Xiyu and was silent for a long time. I thought about it and didn't bring up the topic again. "I wish you get into a good high school."
"I don't necessarily want to go to No. 1 Middle School. I don't know if I really should go to the same school as you again."
Listening to Xi Yu's words, my heart suddenly became cold, but on the surface I was still very calm, "Okay, it's up to you, as long as you like it, as long as you're happy."
Xiyu thought for a moment, "Well, there's one more thing."
"What's wrong."
"Don't disturb my life anymore, okay."
I was stunned. "What did you say?"
"Don't come into my life anymore. Just live a good life with Lin Ran." Xiyu spoke in a low voice.
I felt it was very sudden, and I didn’t know why she said, “Why, you said that all of a sudden.”
"I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart." Xiyu looked at me, and I found tears welling up in her eyes again. "Liuliu, I love you."
"Are you serious? Are you sure?" I asked,
Xiyu thought for a moment and nodded, "Well, I'm serious. Don't appear in my sight. Your responsibility has nothing to do with me."
My heart ached, and I didn’t want to say anything. I just suddenly felt weird. I didn’t understand why she was like this. I didn’t say anything. I had a cigarette in my mouth. I didn’t know what I was thinking about. Not much taller than her, less than half a head,
Xiyu waited for a while, looked at me without speaking, walked up to me, stretched out his hand, took out the cigarette from my mouth, threw it to the ground, then gently tapped his toes, wrapped his hands around my neck, and then , took the initiative and kissed me,
I was so overwhelmed by her sudden actions that I forgot to respond to her at first. She didn't leave either. She just kissed me on my mouth and waited for me to react and hug her. Just when I was about to respond to her fiercely, Xiyu suddenly left my mouth,
"You are always so slow to respond. I have been waiting for your response, but you didn't. By the time you really responded, I no longer needed it." Xiyu said while crying, "Thank you for the candy, it is so sweet that my heart aches." ,Thank you for everything you did today, Liuliu, I love you." Xiyu said as he walked back, stepped back, and then turned around, leaving me with his back,
I watched her walk home step by step. Indeed, it made me feel very uncomfortable. I couldn't help it. I subconsciously ran a few steps forward and reached out to grab Xiyu's arm. Xiyu stopped and turned around. You will catch up too, and you actually caught up."
I don’t know what I was thinking, “Stop crying, please give me some time, okay.”
Xi Yu hesitated, "What time."
"Please give me some time to think about our matter, okay?"
Xiyu cried while laughing and said, "You are just too greedy, Liu'er, you will never know satisfaction. Maybe you will understand after you have experienced more in the future, but definitely not now. The time I gave you is enough." "More. In fact, I've had enough of you. Really, I will adjust myself slowly." Then he turned around and walked towards the corridor.
I don’t know why, but after listening to her words, I naturally let go of her hand and watched her walk into the corridor. I stood there in a daze for a long time, smoking a lot of cigarettes and riding my scooter numbly. After leaving their community, I rode my bike without knowing where to go. I didn’t want to go back to Chenyang’s house, so I rode in confusion. After a while, I arrived at Xiyu’s school.
I parked the car at the door, entered the school, and saw Brother Wang "Brother Wang"
"Liu'er, come on, how are you? How was your chat with the little girl?"
I shook my head, "Nothing."
"I can see that that little girl seems to like you quite a bit."
I nodded, "Yeah, brother."
"What's wrong with you?" Brother Wang stood up now, "Why is it so weird?"
"It's nothing, I just feel a little uncomfortable."
"What's going on?"
"It's okay, I don't want to say anything. Brother, let's have a drink together."
Brother Wang got up and touched my head, "How old are you? You're a little kid. You're still feeling uncomfortable. I'm on duty. What are you drinking? Tell me what's going on. I'll enlighten you. Your children now are really..." Then Brother Wang said "Hey",
"No one cares about me at night, so come and have a drink with me. I feel really uncomfortable, but I don't want to say anything. I just want to have a drink and go to sleep."
Brother Wang pulled me and said, "Let's go in and have a drink with you." Then he locked the door, looked around again, and then pulled me into the reception room.
We entered the house, and Brother Wang took out a bottle of Jin Liufu and a bag of peanuts from a small table. "Drink, this wine was brought over by the little girl."
I glanced at Brother Wang and said, "Xiyu."
Brother Wang nodded, "Well, the little girl is so sensible. She always comes here to get cigarettes and drinks. We don't want them. That's not enough." Then he took out a box of cigarettes and threw them on the table. "Smoke."
I smiled helplessly, said nothing, picked up the wine, Brother Wang found two paper cups, I poured the wine into the paper cups, smoked, drank, ate peanuts, chatted, and talked nonsense. After finishing the bottle of wine, Brother Wang looked at me and said, "Do you still want to drink?"
I nodded, "Please have some more."
"I can't drink anymore, you look like this."
"It's okay." I was a little confused. "I can get some more. Let's drink."
Brother Wang sighed and took out another bottle of wine. I didn't see what it was. Brother Wang and I started drinking again. After drinking half of it, I was in a daze. Brother Li also came.
Then I fell asleep for some reason. At about six o'clock the next morning, I was woken up by Brother Wang.
"It's time to wake up, you still have to go to class."
I rubbed my eyes, looked at Brother Wang, thought about it carefully for a long time, and then nodded, "Well, I still have to go to class."
"Well, okay, if you can't drink anymore, just drink less. Otherwise, you'll start crying halfway through, which will be embarrassing."
"I cried."
"What do you think?" Brother Wang patted my head. "Be more open-minded. Nothing is impossible. Do you understand?"
I nodded, "Yeah, I got it." Then I got up, washed my face, said hello to Brother Wang and Brother Li, and called Brother Xu, Chenyang and the others back. I was scolded by them for not going home last night. , without saying a word. Fortunately, Brother Wang answered the phone for me and told them,
Finally, I rode on my scooter, held a cigarette in my mouth, left the school, lit it, took a few puffs, returned to school, prepared for class, and continued to sleep.
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