Chen Ran looked at me, "Are you saying this to me, or are you answering my question?"
I sighed "You know."
Chen Ran smiled, "Guess what this silly man said to me, he just said, of course, you think too much, I am from the village, I have never been very good at talking, you are a good girl, I I will be kind to you. I don’t care about your past. I will do whatever you ask me to do. The premise is that you don’t think that I am from a rural area, you don’t think that I haven’t graduated from elementary school, and you don’t think that I am poor. But I dare to God swears, if you are willing to follow me, I will treat you well all my life. If I have one dollar, I will be willing to spend one dollar on you."
"Such a person is stupid." Chen Ran looked at me. "I didn't believe it at the time. I said you don't need to comfort me. It's okay. Just be my brother. Unexpectedly, he got anxious and kneeled down to me. After he got down, he took my arm and said to me, my father said, we men have gold at our knees, we only kneel once in our lives, to the woman we want to marry, I won’t lie, I mean it. I like you, I know I'm not worthy of you, but I will be good to you, it's true."
"I was frightened by his move, but I was really touched. I told him to get up quickly, get up quickly, but he couldn't help it. He said I won't force you. Do you want to follow me or not? Yes, please give me an answer. I am four years older than you, but I can wait for you. No matter what, let me give him an answer. I cried again at that time. I squatted down and touched his face. Just crying there, he stupidly thought he had done something wrong, so he tried to comfort me and said, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll get up right now, please stop crying, I won't make it difficult for you, I know I think too much Well, I am not worthy of you."
"I cried and told him, no, no, I told him Brother Zhuzhu, I love you, and as long as you are willing to wait for me, I will definitely marry you. After hearing what I said, he smiled, and he smiled very happily , he was quite dark, but his teeth were very white when he smiled, so he said, "Really," and asked him more than 10 times. After confirming, he picked me up and rolled me around in his arms. I could tell. , he is very happy, I can see that he really loves me."
"When we slept together that night, it was like I raped him." Chen Ran looked at me and smiled. "After we returned home the next day, we ate at his barbecue shop in the evening. After we finished it, he followed me. He said, "Of course, you can go to school with peace of mind. Don't ask your parents for tuition fees in the future. I will provide for you. I can afford it for you. I am only 21 this year. We have the strength and we are not afraid of getting tired."
"I don't know why, but I felt sad when I looked at him. I slapped his face and told him that I wouldn't go to this school. Then he became anxious and insisted on me going to school. He said that it would be good to go to school and that I would be successful in school. I told my parents a lot, but I just didn’t want to do it. I couldn’t listen to it at all. After I got home, I confessed to my parents and told them everything. I was very calm when I said it, including my first time, my relationship with you, my relationship with Xu Liang, my relationship with Brother Zhuzi, everything."
"After I finished speaking, my mother and my father didn't reply to me immediately. They just went back to the house and discussed something. After they came out, my mother asked me, of course, do you regret it? I said I didn't Regret, there is nothing to regret. My mother asked me again, you have confessed to us so much, so we can’t say anything to you. If you are like this, have you ever thought about your future? I said I Don’t think about anything. I don’t want to go to school. I can’t go to school anymore. I don’t want to spend your money anymore. I want to help Brother Zhuzhu and support myself.”
"My father looked at me and just sighed. My father and mother are quite old, and my mother only gave birth to me in her 30s. I am a latecomer. I looked at the white hair on their foreheads, and I I felt bad. After I said this, my father and my mother didn’t speak. We were silent for a long time. Finally, my father said to me that I wanted to meet this pillar and talk to him. He said that he only knew that he was near our house. Selling barbecue, I have some impression and want to meet him.”
"I was very happy and went to find Brother Zhuzi. When Brother Zhuzi heard this, he immediately became anxious with me. He insisted that I go to school and I refused to do anything. Later, I also became anxious. When I was anxious, Brother Zhuzhu was nothing. After he regained his momentum, he told me again and followed me to meet my parents. After meeting my parents, my dad said two sentences to Brother Zhuzi. The first sentence was that we, as an old couple, will live together for the rest of our lives. For such a daughter, the second sentence is, we hope you will treat our daughter well. Brother Zhuzhu immediately knelt down on the ground without saying a word, kowtowed to my father and mother three times, stood up and said to us, you Wait for me, give me a week”
"Then Brother Zhuzi disappeared for a week. No one answered the phone this week. We couldn't find his person. I saw that his barbecue restaurant was closed and a new person had been hired. , I became anxious immediately. I didn’t eat or drink at home every day, and my parents didn’t know what to do. About a week later, Brother Zhuzi came to our house.”
"When I saw him coming, I was so happy. It happened that my dad and mom were also there. Brother Zhuzhu carried a lot of things. After putting them down for my dad and mom, he went to cook and set up a table for us to eat. We blamed him for disappearing for a week, and he said he was busy. After dinner, Brother Zhuzhu took out a small green notebook. I didn’t know what it was at first, but my dad and mom read it. I took the notebook away at a glance, and I asked what it was, and I didn’t understand what it meant.”
"After my dad and my mom finished reading, they didn't say anything. They just patted Brother Zhuzhu on the shoulder. Of course I didn't understand what it meant, so I grabbed the book and looked at the name written on it. It was my name Chen Ran, and then I looked carefully at the green book, and it turned out to be a house deed. I didn’t know what to say at the time, I was so stupid.”
"My dad asked Zhu Zhu how you got this thing."
"Brother Zhuzi said, I went back to our village and sold our cattle and sheep, and then sold our house and land. I have been barbecuing here for so many years and have saved some savings. Dad also had some savings, so I took all the money and bought a house like this. I saw that this house is not small, and it has two floors. It is no problem to open a supermarket." Then Chen Ran wiped Tears: "This is the house you are looking at now."
I looked at Chen Ran. Since he didn’t speak,
Chen Ran wiped his tears and smiled, "I was anxious at that time. My father and mother stopped working together, so I asked Brother Zhuzhu what to do with his father and mother. Brother Zhuzhu said that he had been with his father since he was a child. When he grew up, his mother passed away a long time ago. The family had a cow, a few sheep, and several acres of land. This was how he was raised. I asked what should your father do? Brother Zhuzhu asked. My head is giggling, it’s enough for me to send money back to my father every month, it’s enough for him to spend, he can just live in my uncle’s house, and now he has lived there, my uncle’s house is only one.”
"After my mother heard what Brother Zhuzi said, she cried immediately. After crying, Brother Zhuzi thought he had done something wrong again, so he quickly went to coax my mother and apologize to her. I took the house deed in my hand and told Zhuzi Brother said, go and sell the house, I don’t want it. Brother Zhuzhu didn’t work hard, and told my mother that he still had some savings. He promised my mother that he would not let me endure hardship, and he would do all the work by himself. He did it all and said that he would definitely respect them in the future. My dad’s eyes turned red when he finally told me. I have never seen my dad behave like this in so many years.”
When Chen Ran said this, he no longer wiped his tears, but still said calmly, "Later, at the unanimous request of my father and my mother, Brother Zhuzhu's father was also brought to our home. Brother Zhuzhu's father started not to come. Ah, later I went to invite my mom and dad to invite them over. Now the three of them live in our house. I live here with my brother Zhuzi and take care of this supermarket. Brother Zhuzi will come from time to time. Go out and do some odd jobs. Anyway, we can make some money every month. We are not bad. It is good to live such a peaceful life. At least, I know how to be satisfied. I am quite happy now. Therefore, on the first day when the supermarket opened, I After cutting my hair, I told myself that I could start a new life and that I would no longer be a child."
I watched Chen Ran finish saying this, and I felt a little emotional in my heart, but I just didn’t know what to say.
Chen Ran said this, and then smiled, "Zhuzi is really good to me, and he is not pretentious at all. Now our supermarket is getting better and better, and I am quite satisfied." Just as he was talking, another person came in, and very quickly They looked at the two of us strangely, then they went to buy food and pay the bill.
After they went out, Chen Ran stopped crying and smiled at me, "You know, I originally thought that these things and my life would be far away from me. I always thought that I had to go to school peacefully. After finishing high school, going to college, and then looking for a job, I never thought that I would be like this. It was just like a dream. But I am very happy. I never dreamed that I would meet such a stupid man. I actually did. What else am I not satisfied with? Of."
I sighed, and suddenly I felt that Chen Ran was so far away from me. Thinking about when she was first assigned to the same class as me, thinking about our current positions, and the things we had in the past, I felt a little depressed. I don't know why, but I still said "I'm sorry."
Chen Ran looked at me in silence for a long time, then suddenly raised his head, "Can you let me slap you in the mouth?"
I was stunned for a moment, looked at her, and then took a few steps forward without saying anything.
Then, Chen Ran waved his hand and slapped me in the mouth. It was very loud, and to be honest, it hurt a lot, and it felt like a burning sensation.
After the beating, I turned around and looked at her, "Is that enough?"
Chen Ran nodded, "That's enough." Then he took out a pack of cigarettes from under her counter and put it in my hand. "I know you can't live without cigarettes, so take it. There's nothing else for sale nearby."
I was stunned for a moment, looked at the soft stuff in my hand, and smiled at Chen Ran, "Sincerely, I wish you happiness. Remember to call me when you get married."
Chen Ran nodded, "Cherish the people around you. Once you miss some people, you will never find them again."
I smiled smartly, opened the cigarette, lit it, and walked out of the supermarket. At the door, I looked up and glanced at the big sign "Ranran's Home" on the supermarket. It was very warm, so I turned around and looked at it. Chen Ran at the supermarket counter, she waved at me again,
I took a deep breath and calmed down my turbulent heart, because I didn’t know what I was thinking about. I felt that everything was so far away from me and so close at the same time. Then I smiled calmly and walked towards Lin Ran.
I strolled past my doorstep,
Time is really scary,
[PS: There is still one day tomorrow, and the senior high school students will be liberated. Hold on, take the exam well, everyone, come on,]
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