[The words originally written have been harmonized and cannot be rewritten. Let’s summarize them]
Drunk.
A night of passion.
I am truly sorry for the impact it has caused to everyone.
I went over to help her. She pushed me away, and I went to help her again. She stretched out her hand and opened her mouth. She was so strong that it hurt me. She yelled at me: "Get out of here." After saying that, she cried for a long time.
A long time.
I then heard her say, "Why, why are you doing this to me?"
I glanced at her and lowered my head without saying anything. Chen Ran suddenly smiled and said, "You two are so nice, really nice."
I was silent for a long time: "Give me a chance and let me be nice to you."
Chen Ran looked at me: "Are you pitying me? What have you done? Are you still a human being?" As he said this, tears flowed out.
I continued: "Give me a chance, I will be kind to you and be responsible to you. Okay."
Chen Ran was silent for a long time, shook his head at me, shook his head vigorously, and said: "Forget it, it's too late. I don't have feelings for you. Even so, I still don't have feelings for you. You just let me
I'm even more disappointed. You know I drank too much. You know everything, you know it, you fucking know it. You know it, but you still do it." Then he cried again.
I have never felt so guilty and blamed myself ever since. I said to her, "I'm sorry. I also drank some wine, so I thought less about it."
Chen Ran nestled in my arms and cried. It was getting brighter and she calmed down. She looked at me and said, "Bring me all my clothes and turn your back." I did as she asked.
. She took her time to finish dressing.
After putting on his clothes, Chen Ran took the cigarette from in front of me, lit one, and started smoking himself.
I also lit one: "Give me a chance. I have never begged someone like this before."
Chen Ran looked at me: "There's no chance at all. Really. You should give up. I hate you quite a lot. But more than anything, I still hate myself. I should have let you go yesterday. Just give up on everything."
It won't happen."
I looked at Chen Ran: "Do you really hate me that much?"
Chen Ran nodded: "Hate that is unforgettable."
I stood up and put on my still wet T-shirt: "Okay, whenever you want to retaliate against me or how you want to retaliate, just come. I didn't fight back, but you stabbed me. I don't blame you for anything."
."
Chen Ran lowered his head and was silent for a while: "Send me home later."
I looked at her and asked, "Aren't you going to school?"
Chen Ran was happy: "Go to school? Go to school like this? Let everyone watch and have fun? I don't want to go to school. I don't feel well now."
We stayed there until about 7 o'clock. I helped her out of bed and tidied up a little without asking for a deposit. After helping Chen Ran out, I took a taxi and took her to the door of their house. Her house was on the first floor.
Before she went home, she said to me: "I just want to tell you one thing, I will be cruel to you for the rest of my life." After saying that, she slowly entered the corridor.
I looked at her at the door. I didn’t know how she was going to explain what happened yesterday to her parents when she got home, but I was scared, really scared. I stood there for a long time, then took a taxi and went back.
School.
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