I held the envelope and thought about Brother Zhen's words, and suddenly I understood a lot. I even vaguely knew who the person he was talking about was, but those were not my concerns. I was still confused about Brother Hao's expulsion. ,
I returned to the class and sat down. There was no teacher, and I didn’t know whose class it was. Maybe it was a self-study class. Or maybe Brother Zhen deliberately called the teacher away to give us some time. Not sure. In short, I have never met a class teacher like Brother Zhen, such an interesting class teacher.
I sat in the morning seat and put the letter that Brother Hao gave me on the table.
Brother Xu, Chen Yang, Brother Ze, Big Lobster, and Lei Zi all got off their seats and gathered around me.
Sister Jing's eyes were red, and she squeezed out from the crowd. She glanced at the letter on my table and reached out to take it. I pressed the letter on the table.
"Give me."
I shook my head,
"Give it to me." Sister Jing was a little angry.
I looked up at Sister Jing, "The letter is for me." Then I pointed to the name on the envelope, "So, I don't want to read it now."
Sister Jing looked at me without saying a word,
Brother Xu put his arm around my shoulders and said, "Okay, Liu'er, don't feel bad. Everyone is feeling uncomfortable. Tell me what's going on."
"It's nothing. We almost got out. Later, Brother Hao resisted everything. Then if we had punishments, we didn't record the punishments. If we didn't, we just recorded them."
"Then what does the persuasion we talked about today mean?"
"The school's excuse for expelling someone is to persuade them to quit, isn't it?"
"It's really just like that."
I nodded, "There is no room for recovery. Even if I try to contact him, I can't contact him anymore. He transferred to another school. This letter is for us."
"Fuck, why did you just leave? This damn fat guy." Chen Yang's eyes turned red. "When we were in the hospital, he even said he would come back to my house and play mahjong with us. He hasn't won any money from us yet, so why did he leave now?" , there must be a farewell ceremony anyway." Chen Yang's voice became more and more choked as he spoke,
Shitai took two steps and walked to Chen Yang's side. She put her arm around Chen Yang's arm and said, "Don't be like this, Chen Yang."
The big lobster took two steps forward and said, "Liu'er, open it and take a look. Why did so many things happen suddenly? I always thought it wouldn't be like this. I always thought he would come back. Let's continue to mess around and make trouble." "
"Open it."
I looked at the people around me and then opened the letter. I smiled bitterly, "I'll read it to you. I'm fine. Don't worry, I'm fine. I'll just read it to you."
Brother Xiaoliu
You don't mind if I call you this. In fact, from the first day I met you, I knew that you were not as old as me. You don't have to fool me, and you don't have to admit it. I know it all. I'm just pretending. have no idea,
First of all, I want to say something. I really want to contact you these days, but there is no way. My parents confiscated my mobile phone from me. I can only stay in the hospital and be watched by them when I go out. How can I contact you? None. Sometimes when I was lying on the hospital bed, I thought, you are so capable, if you are next to me, you will definitely have a chance to escape with me, but I have been thinking about it for a long time, but I can't think of anything good. I'm really useless. Without you, I can't even find a chance to make a phone call.
Haha, don't mind Ang, I spent half the night writing this, with the help of a doctor's pen, to my brothers. I transferred to another school. To be more precise, I was expelled. When I have time in the future, I will I'll see everyone when I come back. Fortunately, there is nothing wrong with my brothers, so I can leave with peace of mind. But you don't have to thank me, haha. Qi Hao is a half-combatant. This thing happened because of me, Qi Hao. I have to fight on my own. No matter what the outcome is, I am happy with it. I am willing to do it. These are all things that should be done. How about you tell me how to get along in the future? Right? What matters when I go out to get around is my spirit.
The most pity is that my mother and father did not give me a chance and treated me so badly. I have many wishes that have not been fulfilled yet. I don’t know if I will regret it for the rest of my life. I insist on transferring me to a closed school. Just thinking about it gives me a headache,
I have many wishes,
I also want to have another drink with my brothers. My drinking capacity is getting worse now. When I was a freshman in high school, I drank with you and Brother Fei, and I drank one glass. Now I have 4 or 5 bottles, and it’s okay. You can’t either. Why don't you laugh at my poor drinking ability? We have the foundation.
I also want to go to an Internet cafe with my brothers to play CS and torture the rookie Lin Yifei. In the Internet cafe, I listen to Brother Xu and Brother Fei scolding each other. Unfortunately, Lele is no longer there. Or, there could be more. Fun, add less members and play more,
I also want to play mahjong with my brothers again, eat, sleep and play together at Chen Yang's house. Since Chen Yang and I learned to play mahjong, I drag brother Xiao Chaoxu with me every night and we play. Now I'm leaving. , you just make up for my position, bring me glory, win them,
I also want to be cool and debauched with my brothers again. I like the feeling when I am with you.
I still want to grab a quilt, a steamed bun, and half a bag of pickled mustard from you, and listen to you tell me ghost stories. I also want to be fooled by you and listen to your nonsense.
I still want to sit there with you at the school gate, at night, and continue to listen to you talk about your feelings and worldview. Now I think about it, if I can hear you fooling me, I will be happy, I will be happy, well, isn’t it very good? worthless,
I also want to listen to Lin Yifei bragging again, and then watch you expose him and treat him with disdain. He was exposed, but his face did not change and his heart did not beat. I want to see Fei Ge with her big bright gold chain. , drove his big handkerchief, leaning arrogantly at the school gate, and then took his brothers to HAPPY. I still want to hear the curses behind him every time he takes his car to leave.
I also want to fix the big lobster again. I want to see our brother Xi, continue to rotten the meat but not the mouth. In fact, if it is really possible, Brother Xi, I will let you repair me once. Okay, you never said you could beat me. Is it your lifelong wish to have a meal? If I have another chance, I will definitely not fight back. After all, I have repaired you for two years. Now I let you repair me once. I will not lose.
I also want to fight Landlord with Brother Ze and Brother Xu again. I want to watch Xiao Chao get excited, chat with me, talk to me about his concept of virginity, and talk about how much he loves Xiao Mei. I want to hear Brother Ze continue with me. Tell me the story of their village, tell me how powerful he is in their village,
I still want to follow Sister Jing around and run errands and buy things for Sister Jing. After all, Sister Jing is also my boss and takes good care of me. But I don’t want you to have any conflicts with Sister Jing again. The problem is Because I got up, and now that I'm gone, you just promise me not to have a cold war with Sister Jing anymore, okay? I'm not a fool, I understand everything, and I don't understand a little bit. There are a lot of things you don't know, I You all know, I just don’t want to say it,
I still want to think about a lot more, but can time go back? If time can really go back, I will never quarrel with Xiao Huangmao and the others again, and I will never fight with them again. I am not nostalgic for this school, I am nostalgic for this. Brothers and sisters I met at school,
Liu'er, I don't have as much face as you. I regret it. I just regret it. I really regret it now. In fact, it doesn't matter if I get beaten a few times. The most important thing is that I was fired. I can't be with my brother in the future. The few of us continue to be together, and this is what I regret,
Hey, it’s really useless. You said I wrote these things, how could I still make myself cry, but it doesn’t matter. Look, the tears fell on the letter. I wonder if you can see it when you open it and read it. If you see it, please give me a tear, okay?"
Haha, if you can't come out now, when you hide in a corner and cry secretly, you must tell me and give me a tear.
When I read this, I burst into tears. I threw the letter on the table and covered my face. I couldn't control the discomfort. Sister Jing picked up the letter from the table, her voice was a little choked, and she continued reading. go down,
You always ask me if I regret it, and talk about how well I studied in the past, how stable my life was, and how well I did. In fact, in your words, those are all bullshit, and it doesn’t matter. Really, I I swear, I don’t regret it at all. Take a look at the blackboard behind us. The big words at the top are those left by me, Qi Hao.
I know you. My life has not been in vain. No matter what, it’s worth it. I used to be a good student and I didn’t have many brothers. Only after playing with you did I know what brotherhood is and the joy other than studying. I also understand that learning is the mainstream, but I don’t regret it. With you in my life, I feel that my life has color and my life becomes rich and colorful.
It was because of you that I had my little cutie. Haha, speaking of this, Liu'er, tell me honestly how much benefit you have made to both of us inside and out. Remember to pay me back. I'm not here now. School, please, help me take care of her, thank you, that is my first woman, she has been sleeping next to me these days, she looks thinner, don’t call me fat girl anymore, originally she was She's not fat, but it makes me feel bad to see her like that. I know that although you have no qualities, you still have some character. Please help me take good care of my wife.
Brother Xu, live a good life with Sister-in-law Cheng Xue. I can see that she loves you very much and you love her very much. When you get married, remember to call me,
Chen Yang, you and Shi Tai are the most stable. I won’t say anything, only my silent blessings.
Xiaochao, I wish you can get Xiaomei as soon as possible, but if you find such a strong girl from the beginning, you will have to endure it, haha,
Brother Ze, and the brothers in the dormitory, I can no longer chat with you about girls, eat steamed buns, play in the water room, skip self-study, and skip morning exercises together.
Liu'er, I've always envied your luck as a girl, but I also have a headache looking at your affairs. Xiyu is a nice girl. Don't hurt Lin Ran. You boy, your life is so good.
Lin Yifei, thank you for the medical expenses, haha, and you are the purest man I have ever seen, purer than them all,
Lei Zi, remember the 3 Huoshuo you owe me, and you have to pay me back.
I miss you so much, I miss you all so much, I miss you so much, can time really change everything? I hope so. I have secretly drank 4 bottles of beer now. I am in the ward, but it’s good. I haven’t fallen down yet. My drinking ability is getting longer and longer, but I don’t know when I can continue to sit and drink with my brothers.
My junior high school and my high school made me feel like I was living in two worlds and living in two more worlds. I thank everyone around me. We are here to learn, so we should all study hard, right? I know. It’s useless to tell you, but I still want to say it, everyone should study hard and stop fooling around.
6. I often say that you should do everything you should do, and say everything you should say, as long as you have a clear conscience.
I don’t want to talk nonsense anymore, haha, just like an old woman, I don’t want to babble anymore, the problem is, I miss you all so much, I suddenly have to leave, I have to leave, I feel uncomfortable, I want to cry, oh , it turns out that I have already cried, it seems that I still drank too much, Liu'er, come over and laugh at me, saying that I have a bad drinker, please, I really want to see everyone again before I leave, hey, I am really worthless, I cried again. I have cried so many times even when writing a letter. Do you think I am really useless?
Forget it, forget it, I won’t write it anymore, I won’t write it anymore,
Brothers, I have changed my new number and will find a way to contact you all. I miss you, really, I miss you so much.
Finally, I will sing another song for everyone, haha, don’t blame me for being tone deaf. I originally wanted to go to Yuedian to practice for free, but it seems that the conditions do not allow it, haha.
The gentle wind is like the sound of old dreams
It's not that I'm not strong enough
It’s a fish that is too rigid and goes against the current of reality.
It's my destiny, it's not my refusal to bow my head
It’s the tears that make people sting. Forget it, if you can
It can be considered a kind of luck if a person's heart
I can only burn out a name, where are the two of us going?
Holding hands is a life of heaven and earth.
What's there to cherish about the homeless man's lack of luxury love?
We are brothers in this life, but there is no afterlife.
I will miss you again in the next life.
Every night, every night when it rains, I think of you
The gentle wind is like the sound of old dreams
It's not that I'm not strong enough
It’s a fish that is too rigid and goes against the current of reality.
It's my destiny, it's not my refusal to bow my head
It's the tears that make people sting. Forget it, if you can
It can be considered a kind of luck if a person's heart
I can only burn out a name, where are the two of us going?
Holding hands is a life of heaven and earth.
What's there to cherish about the homeless man's lack of luxury love?
We are brothers in this life, but there is no afterlife.
I will miss you again in the next life.
Every night, every night when it rains, I think of you
We are brothers in this life and this life
I will miss you again in the next life and the next. The song of the sea
Floating here and there, echoes in the darkness
Forget it if you can
It can be considered a kind of luck if a person's heart
I can only burn out a name, where are the two of us going?
Holding hands is a life of heaven and earth.
What is there to cherish about the homeless man’s lack of luxury love?
If we are brothers in this life, there will be no next life.
I will miss you again in the next life.
Every night, every night when it rains, I think of you
We are brothers in this life and this life
I will miss you again in the next life and the next. The song of the sea
Floating here and there, echoes in the darkness
lazy river
Every night, every night when it rains, I think of you
Brothers are walking
Ahao
Qi Hao, the second brother who left us when we were in high school,
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