When I arrived at the school gate, I stopped the car. Lin Ran still cried again, but not as intensely as before. I guess he was just tired from crying.
I sighed and leaned on the steering wheel, "Stop crying, okay?"
Lin Ran ignored me, leaned on his seat, then looked out the window, and occasionally sobbed,
I don’t know what to do, I just keep looking around,
Lin Ran ignored me at all,
I was so confused, "Stop being like this, okay? In fact, it's all my fault and it has nothing to do with you at all. Stop crying, it's all my fault."
Lin Ran didn't know why, maybe because he thought of something else, tears suddenly started to pour out again.
I suddenly felt a little collapsed. I looked around, then got out of the car and bought two bottles of beer from the canteen in front of the school. Then I took them back to the car. The weather was quite cold. I took the driver's seat and put the beer I bit open the lid and drank the bottle in one breath. Then I suddenly felt very uncomfortable in my stomach. I pushed the car door open and vomited it out with a "wow" sound.
After vomiting for a long time, I felt better. I came back and leaned on my seat to rest for a while, took a deep breath, and then bit open the cap of another bottle. Just when I wanted to continue drinking,
Lin Ran moved next to me. She reached out and grabbed the wine bottle in my hand, then snatched it away. Then she opened the door on her side, threw the bottle out, and then turned around. He looked at me and shouted at me, "Still drinking, still drinking, are you crazy?"
I put the seat back and then leaned on it. I still felt a little uncomfortable. It wasn't because I drank too much, but because I had a stomachache.
Then I coughed a few times, pushed the car door open again, and vomited outside again.
Lin Ran started to slap me on the back and handed me the mineral water in the car to drink.
After struggling for a while, I leaned back on the seat again, and then took a deep breath.
When Lin Ran saw that I had stopped vomiting, he said to me, "You drank so fast. Do you want to die?"
I glanced at Lin Ran and said, "Then I smiled. It's so damn uncomfortable."
"The faster you drink, the faster you drink, it's not summer now, and you don't know what moderation means, do you? Do you really want to die?"
I shook my head, "I don't want to die, I just know that I can't see you crying, and I can't see you like this in front of me, so just cry, cry as hard as you can, and if you cry again, I'll buy a drink. You cry yours and I drink mine. Let’s see whether you cry to death first or I drink to death first.” Then, I smiled and said, “Actually, no matter how the logic works, I feel that I must fall first.” "
After Lin Ran listened, he paused and said, "Okay, I won't cry anymore, and you won't drink either."
I turned my head and looked at her, "Actually, I know I'm sorry, I know I'm not good, but you can hit me, you can scold me, and you will never hit me back or scold me back. You can hit me or scold me, but please You don’t want to be like this anymore, please don’t punish me like this, okay, I’m begging you, I would rather you give me two swords than I can stand you like this, don’t cry, don’t do this, don’t do this.” I. While talking, I shook my head blindly, and then I started coughing again,
After I finished coughing, I leaned on my seat and took a deep breath. My stomach hurt. Then I turned around and said, "Okay, if not, tell me what you want me to do."
Lin Ran was silent for a while, then looked up at me, "Okay, okay, I just won't cry anymore, but you don't do this either, okay."
I smiled helplessly, "You can go back on your word, or beat me up, or scold me, because after today, I won't come out again, so if you want to do anything today, just tell me clearly, and I will do it with you." , I will meet all your conditions." Then I paused, "I'm sorry, I promised you, and I'm here to break up with you today. I don't know if I should say it at this time, but I just don't want to lie anymore. You, I can't keep hesitating like this, I don't want to make the same mistakes all the time."
After listening to what I said, Lin Ran suddenly stopped talking and leaned back on his seat very quietly.
I looked out the window and said nothing,
The two of us were quiet for a long time. Lin Ran laughed over there, and he laughed very happily. "Actually, to be honest, I really feel sorry for Xiyu now, but she still has some skills and can control you." Like this, but that's useless, isn't it? If it weren't for the incompatibility of our personalities, if it wasn't for my insistence on letting go, she would only be able to watch a hypocritical man like you in this life. Maybe, at most, she can She has a secret affair with you, but she will always be No. 2. Haha, I feel so sorry for her. The poor child is just as pitiful as me for falling in love with you."
After listening to Lin Ran's words, I turned around and looked at her,
Lin Ran also looked at me and smiled at me, "Am I right?"
I took out the cigarette and just wanted to smoke it,
Lin Ran reached out and grabbed the cigarette, then broke it and threw it into the ashtray below. "Stop smoking. I smoke, drink and fight in Internet cafes all day long. What else can I do?"
I glanced at Lin Ran but said nothing.
"I want to go shopping for clothes. My family gave me money today. You accompany me to buy a set of clothes for me to wear during the Chinese New Year. Didn't you say that you would accompany me whatever I want today? Well, think of something happy." Yes, say something happy."
I didn't speak or move,
After a few minutes of silence like this, Lin Ran said, "Go, or don't go, give me a good word, it will be late in a while, everything will be closed, and you can't do anything."
I glanced at Lin Ran and said "Go", then I stepped on the accelerator and rushed out towards the only commercial street here. The speed was very fast. I didn't know why I had to drive so fast. Lin Ran kept driving beside me. She said, "Okay, okay." I ignored her.
The originally 20-minute journey was completed in less than 10 minutes. We parked the car at the parking lot of the commercial street, and then Lin Ran and I got off the car.
After getting off the bus, Lin Ran walked up to me and hugged my arm.
I was stunned for a moment and turned to look at her,
Lin Ran smiled and said, "You said you were here for a break, and I've been calm for a long time, haven't I?"
I didn't speak,
"If you don't want to, forget it."
After listening to Lin Ran's words, I subconsciously grabbed Lin Ran's hand.
Lin Ran smiled again, "You're still afraid that I'll let go completely, aren't you?"
I turned around and looked at Lin Ran, "What do you want to buy?"
"Buy a coat, boots, and a big windbreaker. I like it."
"Well, let's go then."
Then Lin Ran and I walked around the commercial street and suddenly felt the same as before. Lin Ran seemed a little quiet in the first few stores, but after a while, she started to laugh, and she laughed very hard. happy, very happy,
She was still wearing a lot of clothes as before. She changed them in front of me and tried them on. Then when I was negotiating with someone for the price, she put the clothes back again, smiled at me and said no, she was just turning around.
She was still like before, wandering around me, holding my arms, and calling me "Liu Liu," intimately.
She still walks with me as before. When passing by small steps, she will step on them, then stretch out her arms towards me and let me hold her down.
She was still the same as before, passing by various snack places, dragging me to buy them, and eating them happily. Then she forced me to eat spicy food, and drank water when I saw how spicy it was. She smiled happily,
She was still like before, holding my waist and talking to me about all kinds of people passing by, then she would tap her foot to my ear, bite my ear after me, talk about how those people were dressed, and talk about those people. bad words,
She is still the same as before, fighting with me on the street, pinching me, kicking me, and then running away, waiting for me to catch her. When I catch her, she lowers her head and admits her mistake, saying "66" I was wrong, I changed it, and after I let her go, she would still continue to kick me and continue running.
She still treats her as my woman as before,
She is still as lively and cheerful as before,
I still regard her as my woman as before,
It’s just that we all understand,
Nothing can go back,
I watched her laugh and vent to her heart's content,
What's more, is the indescribable loneliness and desolation,
I happily went shopping with her and bought her beloved red coat and black high boots.
Lin Ran held up the boots, "Liuliu, when I put this on, I'm taller than you. Haha, I never dared to buy something so tall before, but now, I can. I can wear it casually."
I just smiled lightly, said nothing, and stroked her hair.
After buying everything, the two of us returned to the car.
Lin Ran got into the passenger seat, threw everything into the back seat, and then closed the door.
I was about to speak, and then Lin Ran stretched out his arms and hugged my neck,
Before I could react, Lin Ran kissed me,
I was stunned for a moment, then reached out and hugged her,
After a long time, we separated,
Lin Ran leaned back, smiled at me and said, "Liuliu, I'm very happy today, really."
"Well, just be happy."
Then Lin Ran's voice suddenly laughed, "It's time to make a break."
I was stunned for a moment, "What."
Lin Rong looked at me, "Didn't you come to me to have sex? I said it was time to do it."
I'm a little confused "how to do it."
Lin Ran stretched out his hand and pointed at my ear, "That's your most sensitive place, right?"
I nodded, "Yeah, I'm afraid of pain and touch."
Lin Ran smiled, "We have been together for so many years, and I have always wanted you to pierce my ears, but you have always refused. Now, since we are done with it completely, you can pierce my ears." , Okay, Liu'er, I've spent so many years with you, it's not too much to ask you to have your ears pierced."
I glanced at Lin Ran, "That's not too much, but can you change your request? This is too painful. Besides, I'm a big man. Why should I have my ears pierced? Do I really wear earrings?"
Lin Ran nodded, "Do you remember that pendant that I really liked when we were shopping together? You didn't let me buy it, but I insisted on buying it. I always imagined that I could wear it for you one day, but I didn't. I want this result.”
I sighed and said nothing,
Lin Ran looked at me and said nothing, his mood suddenly became very low, and then he said lightly, "Then go home, take me home."
I don't know why, but I stepped on the accelerator and drove towards Lin Ran's house.
Lin Ran was very quiet all the way. Halfway through, I turned around and saw Lin Ran staring blankly out of the window, biting his finger, and his eyes were red, as if he was trying to control his tears.
I didn't say anything, I just looked in the rearview mirror and then spun around.
turn around,
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