I thought for a while: "Do you think I blame you? Do you think I should blame you? I was studying well at first, but it was you who pulled me into the abyss. It was your note, those few I just stopped studying and started messing around. Why did I do it? What did I plan on?"
Then he lit a cigarette, took a few puffs and said: "I stopped studying after I started to hang out. When I got used to this kind of life and no longer had the intention to study, you said to me, six Ah, study hard, stop fighting, stop messing around, you think you are doing it for my own good, but have you ever thought about learning, does it mean that you can learn well if you learn well? It is easy to learn bad, but it is easy to learn well. It’s difficult, don’t you know?”
After finishing speaking, I smiled at Lin Ran, went out to get a bottle of beer, then returned to the water room, opened it and drank a few sips, then said to Lin Ran: "Also, on the day of graduation, you were at our rental house. When I saw Xi Yu, you knew clearly that you had nothing, but you still ran away, turned around and ran away. You knew that we both had nothing, but you still didn't listen to my explanation and were so stubborn. Don't you know how I treat you? Well, you should touch your conscience and think carefully about how I, Wang Yue, usually treat you. I waited for you at your house that whole night, and in exchange for that whole night, you came downstairs and said to me the next day. That sentence, haha, yes, I deserve it."
I took a breath and continued: "I have become like this today. All I can think about is you. I originally thought I had forgotten you and no longer loved you, but until Brother Fei mentioned you and said you were with a man So cool, I just realized my heartache, I realized I can't lie to myself, so I cried, it's embarrassing, haha, a big man cried when he said he was going to cry, and then what happened next, you all I know, sometimes I just can’t figure it out. You and your little lover are living quite a cool life over there. They are flirting with each other every day, arm in arm, walking in and out of school, inseparable. If you say you forget me, just forget me. Have you forgotten, I have been your son for so many years, but it was in vain, and in exchange for this, you treat me like this."
Halfway through my words, Lin Ran started to cry again, and her tears kept flowing down. I watched her cry, and I really couldn't talk anymore.
I knelt down, wiped her tears with my hands and said, "Okay, don't cry. I should say these things. It's all my fault. Don't cry. You know I can't see girls crying. As a result, you You're still crying like this, as if I've hurt you."
Lin Ran sobbed: "Yes, I'm sorry. I was wrong. I didn't know it would be like this. I'm really sorry."
Then I heard the sound of footsteps, and turned around to see Brother Fei coming over. Brother Fei came over and kicked me: "Stop bullying others. I was washing your clothes for nothing, and I lost my popularity after a while."
I said, "I didn't bully her. I was trying to reason with her. If she leaves, just leave. I didn't stop her."
Lin Ran looked at Brother Fei: "It's okay, Brother Fei."
Brother Fei then said: "If you two are mumbling, just go back to the house and whisper."
I said: "Yes, I understand."
After I finished speaking, I looked at Ran and said, "Let's go back to the house."
Ran shook his head: "I will come over after I finish kneading these clothes for you."
I ignored her, got up, went back to the room, and lay down. After a while, the door opened and Xiao Chao came back: "The teacher doesn't seem to give you leave. Your class teacher is really struggling. Our leave is all gone." It’s very easy to invite, but it’s not easy to invite you and Brother Hao. The teacher seems to be very angry and said that he wants to call your home. You can figure out what to do yourself.”
I thought for a while: "That's it now, let her do whatever she wants."
Then we chatted for a few more words, and then he put food in the room for me, Lin Ran’s KFC, and my rice bowl. I got up and took the rice bowl into my mouth and ate it. After I was full, Waiting for Lin Ran, he didn't have much time before he opened the door and came in.
She came to sit next to me and touched the scratch on my neck: "We have nothing. He is just pursuing me. I haven't agreed to him yet, but he is very good to me. He is indeed very good. You are inseparable from me every day, no matter what I say, I am really tired, and I also want to get rid of the shadow you give me, so I don’t clearly refuse, I enjoy it a little, I admit it.”
I interrupted her directly: "I gave you a shadow, what shadow did I give you?"
Ran said: "Don't be angry, I know you love me, I know you are good to me, you even remember what I like to eat so clearly, but you are not a child anymore, you can't always be so impulsive and always ignore it." Do something with consequences, right? Just like what you did today, the school did not call the police in order to maintain its reputation. What will happen to his family? What if his family refuses and insists on calling the police? What should you do? Have you ever thought about it? ."
I took a look and said, "You're trying to scare me. He can do whatever he likes or not."
Lin Ran said: "You've started again. With this kind of virtue, stop trying to act like a gangster."
"I am a gangster. If he comes out of the hospital and is still inseparable from you or harasses you, I will still come to chat with him until he understands. I am helping him increase his wisdom."
As soon as I finished speaking, I stood up and locked the door when I got to it. I lit a cigarette and took a few puffs. I looked at Lin Ran. We were the only two people left in the room. Lin Ran looked at me and asked. : "Why did you lock the door?"
I didn't say anything... After a while, I went out and closed the door. Brother Hao looked at me and asked, "Where's my sister-in-law? Why didn't you come out together? I'm tired of washing clothes."
I looked at Brother Hao, and I was happy for a while: "Well, well, let her rest for a while."
After finishing speaking, Brother Fei and the others were also happy. Brother Hao continued: "Liu'er, you must have done nothing good. Look at your neck, it's all purple. You bit her so hard."
Brother Xu took over the words: "This is not biting, it's cutting, do you understand?"
Brother Hao touched his head: "How to think about it."
We all ignored him collectively. I drank with them outside for a while and then went back to the house. I saw Lin Ran had woken up and was lying on the bed. He looked at me and said, "I have to go home soon."
I asked her: "What time is the latest?"
Lin Ran said: "It's about 10 o'clock, and we will have evening self-study at 9:30. My family knows that we can't do it too late, what will happen to my neck."
I looked at my watch: "It's okay, just go down and buy a band-aid. You get dressed, and I'll go find Brother Fei and ask him to drive us."
I went out and said to Brother Fei: "Brother Fei, send Lin Ran off."
Fei Ge shook his head: "I'm a little dizzy after drinking. No, I can't open it. I'll give you the key. You can go and deliver it."
I said: "How can I?"
Fei Ge said: "Okay, I'll see you off."
I saw Brother Fei get up and walk a few times, and I immediately changed my mind: "No need, Brother Fei, I'll go see her off myself."
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