I don't know what Lin Ran is thinking, and I can't figure out her thoughts at all. I can't even guess at all.
I don't know how to answer her, or what to say to her,
So, after she finished speaking, she fell silent,
I still choose silence,
I suddenly discovered that silence is a good way to escape,
We were silent for a long time before Lin Ran said, "Wang Yue, it seems you really have nothing to say to me, right?"
"No, didn't you say that you want to tell me? Let me listen."
"Haha, then I still have nothing to say." Lin Ran continued, "If you really have nothing to say, you can hang up the phone now."
I sighed and put my finger on the hang up button for a long time. After all, I didn't make up my mind. I really wanted to live a peaceful and peaceful life, but I don't know why, but I still couldn't hang up the phone decisively.
After another half minute, Lin Ran's laughter came from the other side of the phone, a little sad, "It's been like this for so long. When can you learn to be more decisive?"
I sighed, "Don't be like this, okay."
"Yeah, good."
I was stunned for a moment, not knowing why Lin Ran suddenly said this,
Then Lin Ran smiled and said, "Liu Liu, let me start talking. Listen to me. These are the words I have thought about for a long time. So, I have saved them up and will tell you together. I can't always contact you." you."
"Liu Liu, I just discovered that I always thought that I was very happy. I always thought that with the passage of time, everything would become dull. However, I was wrong, and the mistake was very serious and outrageous. ,
"Liu Liu, I just discovered that you were really nice to me, but I've always been willful. You can be so tolerant of my little temper. It's really hard for anyone else to do that."
"Liu Liu, I just discovered that you can only learn to cherish something after you lose it. If you give me another chance, I will not let it go easily. Then Xiyu will have no chance, right? After all, she It's a third party, that's all, why should I give it to her."
"Liu Liu, I just discovered that you can forget someone so quickly, forget someone who has been with you for so many years, you can be so ruthless, you can forget me so completely, after so long, actually We haven’t even made a phone call. Could it be that we can’t be friends after we break up?”
"Liu Liu, I just discovered that you are not good at all. You always like to lie to people. You always like to make promises to others casually. When others expect you to fulfill your promises, you have no idea what you actually promised. No matter what others do, you are a very selfish person when it comes to feelings. Being your woman is both a blessing and a tragedy."
"Liu Liu, I just realized that I don't love you at all now. I hate you, but I hate you for no reason. But no matter what I do now, I will think of you first. Over the years, you have caused me so much The damage is irreparable, but you are so happy, what do you think I should do?"
"Liu Liu, I just realized that you are interested in me now, and you don't even have the intention to talk. Is it true that you have nothing to say to me? Apart from your words, how have you been recently? How am I doing? Do you need me to tell you? Don’t you know how to read it yourself? Don’t always talk nonsense. If you really have nothing to say to me, just hang up the phone. Isn't it?"
I don't know how to answer her, I'm just in a daze,
After being silent for a long time, Lin Ran smiled and said, "Liuliu, it seems that there really is nothing to say."
"Liu Liu, I'm asking you the last thing, you answer me, and then I hang up the phone, okay, I'm just bored, I just gave you a call, I have no other meaning."
"Okay, please make a sound and let me know that you are not dead, okay?"
I sighed, "Just tell me."
Lin Ran smiled, "I want everything I gave to Xiyu, and I want everything back that belongs to me, is that okay?"
I was stunned for a moment, but still didn't speak.
Lin Ran waited for a while, then smiled and said, "I said it casually, don't take it seriously, good night." Then Lin Ran hung up the phone.
I stared at the phone in shock, listening to the beeping sound on the phone.
Somewhat confused,
I took out a cigarette, lit it myself, and leaned against the bed, feeling very confused.
Then, my phone vibrated,
I opened it and it turned out to be a text message,
It was sent by Lin Ran,
six six,
In the past, you were obedient to me and said nothing to me,
Now, you are always silent to me, you have nothing to say,
These are your feeble oaths,
Really?
I'll call you today,
There is only one purpose,
I don’t want you to forget me so soon,
That's all,
I looked at the text message and was in a daze,
I have thought about it a lot, but the figure of Lin Ran is still lingering in my mind.
After so many years, to be honest, I really can’t forget it. I originally thought I could forget it. I was so heartless. I originally thought I had forgotten it. Who knew?
I still feel uncomfortable now, and it’s very uncomfortable,
I hope Lin Ran has a good life,
I don't know if I still love her,
I just know that I have to treat Xiao Xiyu well and stop messing around and messing around.
I will never meet a girl as good to me as Xiyu again in my life.
He looks pretty good,
Family or family,
Good character,
Also sensible,
Also persistent,
I should be satisfied, right?
My head hurts a little, and the more I think about it, the more it hurts.
I was holding my head, not knowing what to do,
He started rolling around on the bed and smoking,
A pack of cigarettes can be smoked in an hour.
I wanted to drink, so I went to the door to get a few bottles.
I came back and drank a few sips, and then my stomach started to hurt again.
I ran to the toilet and vomited again,
Very uncomfortable,
I tossed and turned all night, I don’t know when I fell asleep.
I just know that when I fell asleep, tears were flowing from the corners of my eyes,
I don't know why I cry,
I just know that I feel very uncomfortable,
Suddenly, I missed Lin Ran very much,
It's just that I still didn't make the call. I held my head in my arms all night, not knowing how I spent it.
When I opened my eyes, it was already noon,
I sat up and leaned against the bed. I didn't get a good rest at night and my sleep quality was not good. It was indeed a very, very disgusting thing. My head hurt.
I looked at the ceiling, took a deep breath, changed my hand, took out the cigarette, lit it, and took a few puffs, feeling a little uncomfortable in my chest.
He shook his head vigorously to stop himself from thinking about Lin Ran.
But I don’t know why, the shadow in my mind always lingers,
In fact, the best way to forget someone is to fall in love with the other person right away.
I am a person who likes someone easily and forgets someone easily.
Therefore, there are many, many, many passers-by in my life,
But now, why, I can't do it anymore,
Thinking about it gives me a headache again,
I took out my phone and looked at the text message Lin Ran sent me,
It was very noisy outside the house, and I didn’t know what they were doing, but there was nothing new.
I just know that it’s time for us to have a holiday and we don’t have to go to school. Brother Zhen really didn’t say anything about us not cleaning up. In fact, what he meant was to tell us not to go, so as not to do him any harm. Everyone understands. ,
The atmosphere of the New Year is very warm,
Our days were also very dull. My mother urged me several times and asked me to go home early. I naturally told my mother that I could make up my classes until 28 or 29 before I could go home, which happened to be the New Year's Eve.
The old man only gave me two words for my excuse: "Bullshit."
Lin Ran's question didn't bother me for long. When I saw Xiao Xiyu at noon that day, I forgot everything that should be forgotten. After all, the past is the past.
There is nothing that can't be overcome, it's just that you can never go back,
I have always believed that as a man, once you have made a choice, you must be responsible for your choice.
Although I am often irresponsible, I am definitely a super pure man.
I also despise myself,
no way,
I have been having a lot of fun playing with Xiao Xiyu these days. Xiyang seems to have recovered from the factory direct sales and door-to-door service. He has forgotten about asking me to copy things for him and check my notes. Most of them are still the same catchphrase: "If you give me any more fucking nonsense, I'll go to school and beat you up."
"Uncle, we are on vacation."
"If you give me any more fucking nonsense, I'll go to Chen Yang's house and torture you."
"Uncle, I'm going home."
"If you keep giving me any fucking nonsense, I won't believe you won't come back."
I once deeply analyzed the reason why Xiyang always wanted to torture me, but later Xiyu explained the mystery with a word,
"Xuyang is a very smart person. He is a soldier now, but he can't catch thieves because he drinks and eats with thieves every day. If he meets a thief he doesn't know, even though he won't say anything, he certainly can't. He desperately went to catch the thief. If a soldier went to catch the thief with a handcuff, and the thief got anxious and shot the soldier, that would be unlucky. Sunset had no sense of justice, and he definitely didn’t want to be a martyr, but in the end he At least he is still a policeman and a public servant of the people. After thinking about it, he is still an undercover agent. Well, it is just like Infernal Affairs when it became popular for a while, but he cannot just take a handcuff to handcuff people on the road. The public, therefore, can only torture you."
When I listened to Xi Yu touching his chin and talking to me thoughtfully, I almost died laughing.
Xiyu sat next to me, holding the quilt on his chest with one hand, and punched me with the other hand. "Why are you laughing?"
"It's okay, it's okay. It's just that I am also a member of the people. Why does he always want to torture me?"
"Because you are his brother-in-law, he likes you."
"I don't like men."
"The like I'm talking about is not that like."
"I thought you were talking about the one you like."
"You bastard, when did I ever say that?"
"You scold me again."
"Wang Baoliu."
After I turned over, I pressed Xi Yu under me again, "How dare you confront me on the bed."
"Get lost, you bastard."
"How dare you scold me."
then,
Unlimited passion,
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